MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage

MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage
Flashback Version of Mikan 7


Melody was shocked, not expecting Orion to like her mother-in-law. Likes in the romantic sense of the opposite sex. All she saw was that her mother-in-law and Orion didn't say much. Even when they met when they visited Wijaya's grandfather, they both seemed ordinary. There is absolutely no word of reprimand between the two.


"Is it because mom refused her love, so uncle Orion seems to be a stranger to you?" Ask Melody.


"That's possible. My mother actually hurt her feelings. So it's her right to be angry and disappointed in mom. Mom will accept it. After all, this is a mistake I've made." Answer Mikan.


"I have another point of view about love or feelings, Mother." It seems Melody disagrees with the opinion of the mother-in-law.


"You mean, Mel? What other view?" Ask Mikan.


"On error. I don't think mother is at all wrong for rejecting Uncle Orion's love because everyone has the right to choose with whom his heart will dock, but, again, God will determine. So if Uncle Orion behaves like he does to mom, it's not mom's fault. If uncle Orion has the right to love mother, then mother also has the right to accept or reject him, and mother turned out to reject him. Uncle Orion has the right to still love mom or forget her feelings. Life is not just a choice, but also a responsibility and a struggle." Obviously Melody.


Mikan smiled as she crossed her hands in front of her chest. "Hoho, my daughter-in-law who is pregnant seems to have a very mature mindset. Yudha must be happy to be with you. Melody, thank you for making me feel better!" Mikan.


Melody shook her head. "It is he who can always control himself well even though many things are beyond the power of the mother. If I was in the position of mother, as much as I had been to Yudha even once, if she got pregnant with another woman, then without a second thought, I would leave her. I'll disappear until she can never see me again!" Melody.


"Darling, that's horror." Mikan was horrified. Melody is not him. Melody has her own way of thinking and she respects it.


Who wants to be stupid and big-hearted like him? Blinded by love.


Actually, not just because of that. Furthermore, if he feels unable to be with other men after his body is tasted by Yoga.


"Although horror, but if Yudha does not cheat, then everything will be fine. I just need to love her every day, right?" Melody.


"Yudha would be happy to hear that. Between the two of you, Yudha's love seems to be huge. He'd go crazy if he wasn't with you." Mikan.


"My love is bigger, mother! Get to space!" Laughter Melody.


The talk of the past is resumed.


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FLASHBACKS


Time change. The next day, Yoga met Mikan on the balcony of the room.


Since the case of 'abuse' by Yoga and Kurenai's pregnancy, Mikan has become more brooding alone. Either in the room, in the garden, or on the balcony the same as today.


"Eat..." The word Yoga softly. It brings food and drink. He then placed it on a table near Mikan sitting while bending both knees.


Mikan glanced at the food that Yoga brought. Chicken soup mix corn, white rice, bean pancakes, and water. If in ordinary circumstances, then the food would be very tempting. But not at this time, where the food was reluctant to be friendly with his tongue.


Feeling no answer, Yoga took a spoon, took chicken soup and white rice, and tried to feed Mikan.


"You didn't eat dinner last night, you could get sick if you didn't eat. Eat up!" Kata Yoga's.


Mikan then brushed off the spoon filled with the food. The yoga did not immediately make the spoon filled with food fall to the balcony floor.


"I'm sorry! Please forgive me, Mikan!" Kata Yoga's. He sat down in front of Mikan who was sitting.


Mikan lowered her leg. He stared hard at Yoga. He was still angry with this man in front of him.


"I'm sorry! Please forgive me, Mikan!" Reset Yoga.


"You admitted your mistake and apologized to me. If you say, your mistake I'm sorry, then what else?" Mikan said coldly.


He wanted to scream, but he didn't want to do it. If he snapped at Yoga, then that means he has lost his emotions. He does not want to be overcome by emotions in the face of problems like this.


"..." - ".What else after being forgiven? Yoga does not know what else to do. His highest achievement right now is just to apologize to Mikan.


:You never learn at all. You've been the same since. Playing me as good as your eyes. You knew I liked you a long time ago, you ignored me. I cursed him because I thought, you don't like things that smell about matchmaking. Then, the moment I wanted to give up when we were in high school, you gave me hope by repaying my love. I thought it was a fresh breeze and a flush on the seed of my love for you that was about to die. Yet again. Again and again, you ignored me for no apparent reason. Two days or a week, I understand because your work is humping. The problem of you ignoring me has not been clarified, you fucked me instead. You took my harha as the daughter of the Yamaguchi family!" Mikan said at length.


"..." - ".Yoga is not about closing your eyes. He also realized his outrageous attitude all along. Even 24 hours seems like Mikan still will not forgive him.


"The problem is that you're fucking me isn't over, uh you came to bring an obscure woman and said she was carrying your child? Is this prank? Haha... You really are. Congratulations, congratulations Yoga-san, congratulations on destroying me!" Mikan said laughing smirkingly as she clapped her hands.


"..." - ".Yoga is just down and still in the same position. He was very bad at Mikan.


"Then with that thick face of yours, did you insist on apologizing to me? Hey Yoga-san, even if it's for a while, have you ever thought about what it's like to be in my position?"


"..."


"Of course not, right? Why do you bother to do it. You know, I'm just your toy. I am just your puppet. Which you can treat as well as you. What you can love when you need it. Which you can throw away when it's worn out. You never thought I existed at all. Not only is it a disappointment, but I hate you too. I hate you so much, Yoga-san."


"..."


Hating sounds painful to Yoga. Her chest was sliced. What Mikan accused him of was not all true. He admitted that he was depraved because of the minus of two women. However, the matter of his feelings for Mikan was not what Mikan alleged.


"Why just shut up? Just deserve. It's all a fact. You never really loved me. My hate is now in my blood." Mikan.


"You're wrong!" Kata Yoga's.


Mikan slightly slit her eyes. Yoga is wrong?


Yoga looked at Mikan. He looked up because the sitting position was lower than Mikan who was sitting in a chair.


"You're wrong, Mikan!" The word Yoga again.


"Ho? So here's what's wrong I seem to be. After everything that happened, I'm the one you still blame? Not just playing prank, but I'm making you a scapegoat." Mikan was getting upset, but she tried not to control her emotions. He still wants to discuss this with Yoga.


All this frustrating impasse must be brought to an end.


"It's not like that, Mikan. That's not what I blame you for." Kata Yoga's.


"Hm, I was wrong again. Now I'm even labeled a misjudgement by you. Okay, explain to me where my mistake is which one!" Mikan. He became impatient.


"I love you more than anything in the world!" The word Yoga suddenly.


Huh huh?


Should he laugh?


"love me? Do you love me more than anything in the world? Hahaha, hey Yoga-san, did you take the wrong medicine?" Mikan. "Your hilarious glimmer. I'm gonna throw up to hear it." Added. Instantly, I disappeared from the face of Mayu Mikan. "I won't believe you anymore." Further.


"I knew you'd say it. But my feelings for you are true. I love you so much." Kata Yoga's.


"Stop it! Don't say anything useless again!" Mikan.


"Kazehaya Yoga only loves Yamaguchi Mikan." Yoga did not care even though Mikan told him to shut up. He just wanted to express what he should have said a long time ago.


"You're deaf, huh? I don't want to listen to your babble anymore! It was just a hallucination!" Jerk Mikan. Now he covers both his ears.


Mikan felt that she did not want to waver anymore just because of the sweet words of Yoga. He knew how weak his heart was. He does not want to be fooled again about the honey offered by Yoga. I decided to hate yoga. He will follow what he believes right now.


"From the beginning, from the first time we met at the family Villa when we were kids. I fell in love at first sight." Yoga does not care. He will keep saying it.


"..." - ".Mikan was getting tighter and closing both ears.


"I'm in love with your smile."


"..." - ".People say her smile is the most beautiful. It has dimples on the right and canine teeth rather ginsul.


"I fell in love with your beautiful hair that danced beautifully with the wind that caressed it."


"..." - ".Her hair was straight and very fine. When exposed to the wind, his hair was not too tight.


"I fell in love with you when you cried from falling while chasing butterflies."


"..." - ".That time it hurt so much. His knees were scratched by the ground and grass. Stir and bleed a little. He had trouble walking after.


"I fell in love with you when you ate and the rest of the rice stuck to your cheek."


"..." - ".When I was a kid, it was often like this. After eating, the rest of the food will definitely be attached to his cheek, especially a grain of rice.


"..." - ".She has a white dress in European clothing. It looks like a white doll-style dress like the one Annabelle wears. He got it from his mother. He told Yoga about this dress. Yoga remembers it.


"I'm in love with you who always see me from afar."


"..."


"I'm in love with you who's stealing from afar."


"..."


"I fell in love with you who were shy and stiff when I approached you."


"..."


"I fell in love with you who misbehaved me when I was around you."


"..." - ".He did not know that Yoga knew this. Wasn't he hiding so well he didn't get caught?


"You fall in love with you who, when you eat, will crack the rice on the right plate, side dish, and vegetables on the left."


"..."


"I'm in love with you who when bored will sigh three times."


"..."


"I'm in love with you who, when you wear sandals, will wear sandals on your right foot first and will step on the same foot."


"..." - ".He did not expect, Yoga even paid attention to himself to this detail. It's like a stalker who knows whatever his target is doing.


"I'm in love with you what if I wear a bag, then..." Yoga continued his words because he could not stop expressing how much he loved Mikan. His feelings for Mikan were huge and not simple.


Whether feeling stupid or how, there were no tears coming out of his white cheeks. Mikan cried because she heard the words from Yoga even though both ears were closed with her own hands, she could still hear them.


He is angry with Yoga. But his feelings acknowledge the sincerity of the words Yoga. He felt the honesty there. He felt that Yoga was sincere in saying it.


"Mine, don't cry!" Pinta Yoga's.


Mikan wiped her tears quickly and hugged Yoga. Make Yoga lose balance and shake the position of impact due to holding the body weight of Mikan.


Yoga hugged Mikan. The woman he loved so dearly was sobbing like a child who was not bought a toy by his parents.


Mikan cried with a loud voice. It's like Mikan who cried when she was a child.


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They hugged for quite a while. Until the sound of Mikan's crying stopped and left the rest of the silence.


After finishing their hugging, Mikan sat down on the floor next to Yoga. No matter the dirty floor, no matter the cold floor. His feelings are much more important now.


Yoga helps to remove Mikan's tears flowing between the cheeks. The mistake he had made to Mikan was huge, but he still remained selfish because of his great love.


"I'll give you a chance to tell me everything. About why you were so cold to me, about why you ignored me, about your affair, about how that foreign woman could conceive your child." Mikan.


"Kurenai is not my affair!" Kata Yoga's.


"But you like it!"


"That's.."


"..."


"Mikan, listen up! Listen to me, I will take advantage of the opportunity you have given me! I'll tell you everything!"


"..."


Yoga takes a deep breath, then exhales it. He was ready to tell a story.


"You know I loved you a long time ago. My feelings for you are growing more and more. As time goes on, it gets bigger too. But I couldn't be selfish at that time." Yoga began to explain what was happening at the time.


"Why?" Ask Mikan.


"Because Orion told me that he really likes you and wants to marry you. As an older brother who loves his sister, I think about it all the time. What's more when we were betrothed, Orion looked very sad. That's why I'm being indifferent to you. However, when Orion was abroad, it seemed, he no longer discussed you with me. I think, two have already forgotten her feelings for you. I also say love to you when you want to leave me." Obvious Yoga.


"..." - ".Makes sense too. Mikan knew that Orion was a good brother to her sister. Let alone Orion, with the other sister of his father's adopted son Yoga, Wijaya, is also very good.


"I was so happy when we finally showed some affection as a couple back then. However, I was wrong. I'm too happy to think that Orion's feelings for you are just a child's normal feelings. So, he said if he graduates from America later, he'll apply for you. I don't know what to do. He knows that we have been betrothed since childhood, but he still desperately wants to propose to you. For half a year I thought of a way to keep him from acting rashly. It's in the phase, where you call me if I ignore you again." Kata Yoga's.


"..." - ".Orion greatly influences the Yoga mindset. Is this just because Yoga is too good to love her sister?


"Then for why I fucked you back then, my version of the story is that we were given stimulants. You can say I'm depraved or something. But think about it, do you think I'm the kind of person who would do such a vile thing to the woman he loves so much?" Orion.


"..." - ".About the drug, Mikan already knows. There was something strange about the drink at the time. He fell asleep after drinking it.


Still too confused with the side effects of the stimulant drug. She had trouble remembering what happened, but she remembers little when Yoga kissed her so brutally.


"I was so shocked when I woke up, you were naked near me. Apologies will not be enough. You're an honorable woman, I know how broken you were then. Gomen ne, Mikan's. Honto ni gomenasai." Yoga apologized in a prostrate manner in front of Mikan who was sitting on the balcony floor.


In Japan, if you have made a very big mistake, personally hurt, then to show how sorry you are, apologizing by prostrating is the most appropriate way.


"Wake up, Yoga! Don't be like this!" Mikan.


"I'm sorry!" Seru Yoga's. He bowed before Mikan. "On Kurenai, I will tell you. As honest as I can. Jafi please take a good look and pass judgment from your sight!" Further.


"..." - ".Mikan did not answer. But he gave Yoga the opportunity to tell stories.


Still in a prostrate position, Yoga begins to tell her story with Kurenai.


"I met him at a bar." Kata Yoga's. He remembered the story of his meeting with Mikan at that time. "He was a waiter there. Actually I didn't come for a drink, I just wanted to incline myself because I thought about Orion's plan to propose to you." Added.


"..."


"She might pity me because I came there but didn't know what I'd better order. You know if I'm not good at drinks? He also gave me a drink. Every time I go there, he does the same thing. Then we met each other." Kata Yoga's.


"..."


"When I heard that our marriage should be done soon, speeding up, I had a big fight with Orion. Orion used to ask me to promise not to marry you, but I broke it. My relationship with Orion had deteriorated long before I fucked you. It was so bad that we rarely spoke. Neither of my parents knew what was going on."


"..."


"The pressure of marriage hastened, the anger of Orion who says he hates me so much, the depravity of me screwing with you makes my head seem to want to explode. I went back to the bar to have a drink. I don't drink much, but I seem to be drunk and accidentally harassing Kurenai. Shortly after, she conceived my son. As a man, responsibility is the right choice, right?"


"..." - ".Neither Mikan nor Yoga knew that Kurenai was entrapping Yoga to sleep with her.


"Sorry, sorry for putting you in a difficult position. Sorry also because even if it's like this, my race towards you can't be lost."


"I feel sorry for him for experiencing this. Getting pregnant outside of marriage must be very hard." Mikan.


"He's a prostitute." Kata Yoga's.


"What?" Shocked Mikan.


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This oath is long. I don't have to cut it off and I'll move on to the next part. Ah, it looks like it's in the longest chapter I've ever made. Approaching 3K words. Haha. Minna's Images! Have a happy day! Don't forget to be thankful for the breath God gave you..