MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage
What Does Yudha Think?
Melody could see Yudha's face from the side. The model of hair that fits perfectly with Yudha's face, sharp nose, firm jaw, thin lips, is still the same as he usually sees from the figure of a Yudha.
Yudha's sixpacts body wrapped in a simple white T-shirt. Yudha also wore knee-length shorts. Although dressed normally, but Yudha still looks handsome.
A handsome?
Melody, since when did you acknowledge Yudha's good looks?
Since lamalah!
Melody is just a normal human being. Seeing Yudha's unusual and limited edition face, of course, he admitted it. She's a normal girl who recognizes Yudha's good looks.
Remember, just acknowledging, does not mean you will fall in love at first sight. It was just his admiration.
"Cih, like this is what the rich do if they do not have activities outside the home? Quiet yourself enjoying the morning. There is no need to think about who is cooking, who is sweeping, who is mopping, or who is going to wash clothes. Even for these seven, there was no need to think about who would wipe the hundreds of jars. Haah, basic a lot of money!"
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Yudha sat in a chair near a large swimming pool. His hands propped up his chin on the table, the other hand occasionally, periodically he used to enjoy a cup of coffee.
Very classy and slowly Yudha sipped her beloved coffee. Yudha's eyes were still looking straight ahead.
Melody had no idea what Yudha was looking at. Water in the pool? Flowers in the garden? Or a bunch of butterflies flirting with roses?
Melody doesn't know what it is.
Melody tried to move her legs closer to Yudha.
But, his steps felt heavy. He saw Yudha daydreaming.
Daydreaming what?
Dreaming is the same as thinking?
Thinking empty?
There must be something troubling Yudha. There's no way it's just an empty daydream with no purpose. Melody knew the genius of Yudha, that super-smart brain would always think, think, and keep thinking.
Quite curious, can he want to know? Was his position already allowed to peddle his steps into the deepening space?
Melody felt like she wanted to know what it was, but her little heart stopped her. He knows this is not the time. Open the moment for him to force his way into Yudha's life to a deeper level.
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MELODY'S POV
I don't know what the man who married me yesterday was like. He sucks, that's for sure. He's sometimes rude, but he can be good too. Sometimes he is cold, sometimes he can be warm and comfortable. He is cruel, but also protective. He was indifferent, but actually he was considerate and worried. He could laugh even though he could bear it, he could also smile.
However, what is this? What I see now is very different from what I've seen from her all this time. Unlike anything I've ever seen, he's different. He was thinking of something heavy. What burden makes it that way? Makes himself seem to be at war in the eternal. His eyes are different.
Sometimes smiling, sometimes looking sad, and suffering.
The guilt?
What do you think Yudha? What's troubling your mind? What makes you like that?
Are you all right?
You're so deep for me to dive in, Yudha. I don't know anything about you. You're taking our marriage seriously, it's just a joke, right? When you say it, there's Mia. It's just to protect your pride, right?
People like you can definitely get a much better woman than me. I'm sure there's a lot of beautiful, rich women out there chasing you. You can choose one of them. An exception for Amamiya-san who rejected you.
You accepted an arranged marriage with me just to relieve grandfather's heart, right?
If it's not serious, this will all be easy for you, you can divorce me after mastering grandfather's treasure.
We can part ways after all the inheritance falls into your hands. You just have to wait for time, right? Yudhah? That's not a heavy burden, is it?
Then..
If you're serious, the burden I see in your eyes is because you sacrifice as much as I do?
Yura Amamiya?
Is it because of that girl, Yudha?
Is that true, Yudha?
It bothers me so much.
I'm sorry Yudha, I'm the new guy who ruined your life.
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Nah! Nah! Nah! Nah! Nah!
I shook my head. I shouldn't have this kind of thinking.
Too soon for me to guess.
Why am I thinking so far?
Who am I?
Remember the position, Melody!
Be aware!
I am a new person who by miracle can enter into the life of Yudha. I just need to try to keep up with Yudha's role.
I don't know what's going to happen in the future.
Maybe also Yudha. But we're together, shouldn't we be living it?
Yeah, I guess it's like that.
I want to start this new story with him. Although not good at first, but I want to write beautifully in the next sheet. I want to get to know him more deeply. For me it's the most important thing right now.
Yudha is a stranger to me, so I just need to make her a stranger. Because I know, in the future, we will live a life together, I want to know Yudha as Yudha who is not only my husband.
Yudha who recently appeared in my life also offers a lot of mystery drawers that I still do not know what it contains. He locked. It's hard to open, but I'm sure, one day the lock will weaken, I'll see what it contains.
Not that I'm kepo. I just want to be able to put myself to understand how he is. Then, if one day this marriage ends and he divorces me, then we will part in a good way, without any hostility, without any hate afterwards.
It would be very beautiful if despite being an ex, but silahturahmi is still awake. Still can be good friends.
END OF MELODY'S POV
Melody brushed aside all the thoughts that filled her brain's ability to accommodate. Though he knew, only last night he married Yudha, but he was thinking of divorce. Too soon to get divorced, he has not even started anything with Yudha.
Should he know how to put himself?
Doesn't he want to write a story of the future with Yudha ?
Where was that spirit when it said that? That's not bullshit or a joke, is it?
"Although my passion for starting a new story with her is real, when she wants to get away from me herself, then I'll let her go. I just don't want to keep him constrained if I have to live with me." Inner Melody.