MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage
Flashback Version of Mikan 6

FLASHBACKS

After a long debate because Yoga wanted to marry Kurenai who was pregnant with her child, the atmosphere of Kazehaya's residence was increasingly uncomfortable to breathe.

Yoga is going to take Kurenai home. Now Mikan who had lived in Kazehaya's residence was sitting pensively in the back garden. In front of him there is a fairly large pond in which there are many koi fish, lotus plants and other ornamental plants.

Mikan looked at the colorful koi fish that were swimming here and there. Very beautiful when they meandering dancing fins.

The Koi fish always looks beautiful. Naturally, this fish is very expensive. Koi arau fish is also called carp fish embroidered gold or silver.

"In Japan, koi became a kind of symbol of love and friendship. This is because koi is a homophone for other words that also mean affection or love. The Japanese word for love is koi. Koi are usually kept as ornaments with the purpose of moving and luck inside the house and outside the house can be in a koi pond or water park, because koi fish are believed to bring good luck. People like uncle Wijaya believe things like this too apparently. Although in fact, it seems like the luck of love in this family is not as bright as the koi fish." Mumbles Mikan.

Koi fish is a type of fish that includes goldfish (Cyprinus carpio) which has a very beautiful and tame ornamentation. This made Mikan look at him even more. His mind was like a channel of positive energies when he looked at the koi fish.

Feeling dissatisfied just looking, Mikan also took fish feed that has been provided by the pool. He grazed with his hands and directly sprinkled it into the pool. A crowd of koi fish fighting over each other for food. Making bubbles and the sound of beautiful and melodious water splashes.

"Eat a lot yes, do not scramble, I still have a lot of feed for you!" Mikan.

"Sister Mikan, have you ever tried eating koi fish?" Asked Orion who suddenly appeared closer to the pond.

"You surprised me, Baka Orion! What if I fall down, huh?" Annoyed Mikan.

"If Mikan's feet fall, the wettest of her clothes. The pool is not very deep. As if Mikan's feet couldn't swim, I would definitely set myself aside to help." Orion's Shirk.

Mikan smiled. "You always have a stock of kindness in your heart huh?"

"I was always kind. Oh yeah, for my question, I asked seriously and didn't joke." Orion. He then sat by the pool with a stone.

"What do koi fish eat?" Ask Mikan.

Orion nodded. "Yes. Eat Koi fish."

"Should we answer? Of course never! Koi fish are ornamental fish. Cook the fish eaten? There's just you."

"But I used to eat it." Orion said casually.

"Huh?" Mikan didn't think. Is Orion joking?

"Seriously, Brother Mikan. There used to be Koi fish that died and quite a lot. I think just love it. I also asked the house chef to fry it." Orion.

How to be curious. That's what Mikan thought. "Then?"

"Yes I ate the fried koi fish."

"That feels?"

"It tastes.. hmm. it tastes like fish."

"Huh?"

"Don't just, Mikan!"

"I tried to listen carefully, but your answer was like that. Huh!"

"Well, what do I have to answer? Koi fish is fish, it tastes like fish, right?"

"Well, what is the texture, soft or not? Amis or not? Or what cake?"

"Well, why Mikan sewot's sister anyway?"

"Hey, I'm not hiring!"

.

"Kawaii.." Orion Smile.

"Yet jaanai!"

"His stomach.."

"I'm not cute, Orion!"

"..."

"..."

They stared at each other, then after that they immediately laughed out loud.

"What are we talking about anyway? Not very clear. Gosh." Mikan.

"Serious sister Mikan is indeed the most suitable." Orion.

Mikan then smiled. "Sweet, you've always been the best at entertaining people, Orion."

"Only to Mikan's brother." Orion said seriously.

Mikan did not understand the tone of Orion's voice that reached her ears. There was an unusual sense in which the tone of the voice forced him to think with his brain. Orion looked different. Imagination or is that what is going on?

Or is he joking? Ah, I don't understand. Where the hell is he headed?

"You can also comfort your brother." Mikan.

"Comforting people who hurt you?"

Mikan did not immediately answer Orion's words. Suddenly his chest aches like a famous razor incision. The scars are small, but the pain is real.

"Well, he's your brother too. You loved her. If he's sad, you're obligated to comfort him." Mikan.

"Don't tell me you haven't spoken to her since that incident?"

Orion turned his face away. He was reluctant to answer because it was clearly known by Mikan without having to bother to explain it.

"Mirio..."

"Sir Mikan is still buying it even though it has been hurt to such an extent? Mikan's sister had already been harassed by her. Then, instead of improving the relationship with Mikan's sister, but she impregnates the woman is unclear. I'm lazy to admit it as my brother." Orion.

"Blood guys. The bond will not break easily. It won't even be possible."

"His blood is preserved by God. However, I can silence it."

"He's still your brother."

"Yes, he's still my brother."

"..."

"..."

"Orio.."

"Yes?"

"It hurts so much. It hurts so bad." Mikan held onto her chest crying. He held her back earlier. He is no longer in power. The more he tried to hold back, the more pain he felt. His chest tightened, narrowed, and minimal air. As if overwhelmed by the burden, strangled, and engap.

Orion hugged Mikan. She could not bear to see Mikan cry. He allows himself to be where Mikan leans and wins.

How long, it doesn't matter. He can resist his paggut. He can clean his clothes full of tears Mikan. Doesn't matter. All of this is for Mikan. It was all for Mikan. For the sake of the figure of the woman he loved so much since childhood.

"Orion, why would your brother do all this to me? What does he think I am? The doll? Toys he can play with as he pleases? I have a heart that can feel pain. I recognize the wound because I am currently friends with him. Why did your brother even sprinkle salt from a wound that he had difficulty incising before? ... What have I done to him? Have I done anything bad to him? Did I hurt her? What grudge did she have against me that she hurt my feelings that more than just sincerely loved her?" Oceh Mikan's.

He battered the chest of the Orion field with his weak energy.

Of course, this does not cause pain in the physical. However, the pain just emerged from his heart. Seeing Mikan who was frustrated and in pain, made him also feel the pain, and it will be even more painful when the tears that had been successful he replaced with a smile back to control Mikan.

"I've given my whole heart to love her all this time. I didn't sue him for the abuse I received. But what? Whatisthis? He played me again and again. I thought he didn't love me, when I wanted to give up, he took me by offering me the sweetness of love. I who thirst for the return of love from him also melted very easily. Everything went well. The relationship I craved also filled all my thoughts about him. Then suddenly he ignored me for half a year. No wind, no rain, I've slept with him. The problem was not over, in two months no, he came to bring another woman who was pregnant with her child. So, after she fucked me, she slept with that woman huh? Haha. How stupid of me. It's the most successful prank of all time! Congratulations, congratulations, I congratulate your sister who has managed to so nicely break my heart and life!" Mikan.

"..."

"I want them to die." Added Mikan.

"I'd kill them if it could make Mikan's feet happy. I'd kill them if it could avenge the pain Mikan's leg suffered." Orion.

Mikan hugged Orion. He grabbed Orion's shirt. He shook his head and hid his head in Orion's chest.

"If they die quickly, then it's no longer exciting. I want them to stay alive and feel what I feel. I don't want them to be together after death in the afterlife while I'm here alone enjoying the wounds. I don't want that to happen." Mikan.

Orion understands that at this time Mikan is only being messed up unclear. The pain in Mikan's heart must have been so deep that it made her unable to think clearly.

"Sister Mikan..." Call Orion.

"Yes?"

"If what about me?" Ask Orion. He looked far ahead. I don't know what he's looking at. Clearly, he did not look at Mikan who was currently in his arms.

"You mean?" Ask Mikan.

"Choose me, and I will give you as much love and affection as you want!" Answer Orion.

Mikan's shocked. He let go of his hugging. Namu, Orion again grabbed her body and hugged her very tightly. He mutters, but Orion won't let go. He struggled to escape from Orion's hand.

"O-Orion, please don't be like this!" Pinta Mikan's.

"With me, I promise I will never hurt you. I promise I will never hurt you. I will take care of you with love. I will take care of you, dear. I will treat you with love. I'll make you the only queen in your romance love story and mine." Orion.

This is a heartfelt expression of Orion. This was a conversation he had been telling Mikan for a long time, namu was forced to be delayed many times because he realized not to be a desirable figure but the change actually made Mikan uncomfortable.

"I cannot repay your feelings because in the recesses of my heart, Sis Yoga still reigns. If it hurts, like a wound, I'll be fine. I don't have to endure it anymore for a better future." Mikan.

"What better future, huh? I don't understand anything you're talking about because someone else is bound to leave a man who has hurt so deeply the wounds inflicted.

"Orion, I'm sorry! Sorry, sorry I can't return your feelings for me. Please end your feelings for me because just by ending it, then you will be fine in the future." Mikan.

"Sir Mikan, are you evil? Not only did you reject me, but you also told me to forget how you felt about me. You realize I'm not hurt right now because of what you said?" Orion. He finally let go of his tight hug on Mikan.

He was devastated by the words of Mikan. Although he may be focused on his feelings, however, Mikan can not ignore it at all.

"You know I've been mean to you. I am very evil for doing all that to you when you are a very significant figure in my life, especially when Yoga is not beside me. The power of your joking cheer gives me the strength to rise up and face all the things that are not friendly to me. Thank you for choosing me, Orion. But sorry, I'm really sorry to you. I cannot replace Yoga from my heart. I never even thought I'd open my heart to any man other than Yoga." Mikan.

As a person who was always with Mikan when she was a child, Orion knows very well how big Mikan feels about her brother, Kazehaya Yoga. Mikan's heart was filled with Yoga rather than her own. He has no place in Mikan's heart romantically. In how he looked at Mian with a look of wanting to have a man and a woman.

"If I keep forcing you to accept my feelings, then you'll hate me, right?" Ask Orion.

"I can't hate you just for this. I can't do it. You mean so much in my life. Even though I don't look at you as a man as I look at Yoga. Sorry Orion, in my eyes you're a little sister I love and always will." Mikan.

"Sodesu? Is that how you look at me? I offer you everything I can give you. Love and compassion, I can give it. But you remain steadfast in your stance to continue to love Kak Yoga which is clearly your pain. Lembo again to the beginning, I will not force you. If this is your choice. This means it's your right too." Orion.

Orion steps up to leave Mikan. Although he was a man, but when he experienced an experience that he thought was heavy, long ago also could not stand. He wanted to lean on anything as long as he could be alone right now.

"Orion, is it after all this happens that you'll stay the same as you used to?" Mikan asked a bit of a shout since Orion had already left her some distance away.

Orion turned to Mikan. His eyes were red but he did not cry. "you reckon? He said and went back.

Mikan fell helplessly. Today is a long ari.