MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage
The chiba 7

After the meal was over, Yudha invited Melody to rest. Yudha fell asleep while hugging Melody from behind. He hugged while rubbing Melody's stomach.

Melody said that their prospective children were active, kicking and making themselves sick. As a husband of course Yudha pity to see Melody like that. Entering these months, the pleasure of sleep has been reduced by God.

"Every day like this?" Yudha asked who was still hugging Melody from behind while rubbing Melody's stomach.

"Hn. Like this continues even more often. They're very active." Melody said weakly. He was very tired, but the content was difficult to compromise.

He also felt sorry for Yudha who seemed to be very tired but had to stay awake to make her comfortable.

"I'm not going to force you to be patient. If you want to complain, complain! For all the feelings you feel for me! If I can't feel what you're feeling, then I'll be your boss as much as I can." Yudha.

Melody smiled. A year of knowing Yudha made him feel that Yudha had so many surprises. There was always a new side he had encountered from Yudha. Both good and bad sides do not matter, like being able to accept Yudha with everything that is in Yudha.

"You have a sweet mouth, too?" Mumbled Melody.

"I learned a lot after I married you. When I realized that I was married, I had a bedmate. If I can't grow up speaking words, then you might get bored of me and leave me."

"God. Hey Yudh, do you think I'm easy to get a man out of boredom?" Melody murmur.

"It's not like that, Mel. That means if I don't learn to make new topics, then our relationship will only be on the spot. I don't want to have a marriage like that. Especially with your very opposite nature to mine. I have to try harder every day." Yudha mencona explained.

"Overstated. My husband is a very thinker. I'm overwhelmed, Yudh. Thank you for trying to make me comfortable. Thank you for treating me so well all this time. Yes, although we often argue and have had a big fight, but you are a special man in my eyes. I'm happy to be married to you." Melody said sincerely.

Yudha smiled. He kissed Melody's back shoulder. "Thank you very much, Mel. I am also happy to marry you. Very happy."

"Thank God if you really feel that way. But apparently, my husband early today has not been sleepy at all?" Melody understands. Yudha looked strong, but there was actually fear there.

"I just want to keep you company until you close your eyes. The days that pass without you make me miss you so much." Yudha.

Melody knew that Yudha was currently trying to evade. He struck the hand of Yudha in his stomach.

"I miss you too, Yudha. However, what is this? Hands shaking! You can do anything to let go of all the longings that have imprisoned your heart in me, Yudh! Do whatever it takes if it can cure your longing! Do as you have done! Do as you normally would a Yudha! Don't be like this, Yudh! Pretending to be strong when it's very takur." Melody.

Melody tried to hug Yudha from the front, but Yudha restrained her body.

"Don't look at me, Mel! I don't want to show you my weakest side right now!" Pinta Yudha's. He's very serious about this.

"If you think I see you only when you're strong, then you make me very disappointed, Yudh! I love you more, but I also love your weaknesses even when you're so weak!"

"I thank you and accept happily the way you love me, Mel. However, forgive me! I'm sorry, but it's my pride as a man."

"I don't understand. And I said, I'm always ready to share anything with you." Melody was quite disappointed at this moment.

Like not being able to fully gain the trust of Yudha.

"I won't get tired of apologizing to you, I'm sorry for always upsetting you. But know, Mel! I am a man, a figure who carries out the task of being a woman's backstabbing. But I am not that strong. Right now I'm so scared. I felt so helpless that I couldn't think as fast and agile as my usual self. I am frustrated in this fear. I was drowning when I found out there were a lot of lives I had to protect. You and our twin kids. I'm scared, Mel! I'm so scared if anything happens to you. This fear is at the lowest point in my life, I don't want you to see my figure like this. Weak and helpless." Yudha said at length.

Melody was stunned to hear the super long explanation from Yudha. Yudha can be like this. Rigid men can also be at an unusual point. The self-esteem of men who do not want to look weak in the face of their women for carrying out duties as a protector and a place of support. That's a word that he thinks is not just romantic, but also has a deep meaning.

Ah, that's because Yudha loves him so much.

Ah, that's because Yudha loves him so much.

Ah, that's because Yudha wants to always make herself not too afraid and worry too much despite having to lean on a husband who is currently scared.

"Well, I won't see you when you're this weak, Yudh. I'll stick to my position like this. So, hug me as hard as you can and look for comfort to reduce your fear of all the trouble that befalls you! I have always believed that if Yudha-my husband, I will always be able to be a special Yudha figure with magical hands." Melody said she gave Yudha strength.

Yudha is grateful to have a wife like Melody. Not much can be expected from a young marriage, arranged, and without love. At a time when most people would doubt him, even once including himself, now the marriage he had with Melody was on a level that not everyone could achieve. It took a strong belief and being able to suppress the selfish side in his heart, and Melody, was able to do well.

Yudha covered Melody's eyes with her left hand. He then made Melody sleep straight no longer sideways.

Yudha moved to be above Melody. Without oppressing his pregnant wife, Yudha kissed Melody's lips feelingly.

He kissed Melody by closing Melody's eyes.

"This isn't my first kiss. This is more than the dozens or even hundreds of times, or maybe even the thousandth kiss I have ever had with Yudha. Yudha always gives me a lot of surprises. I never thought I'd get a kiss like this from her. He didn't want me to look at his weakest side, but he still wanted me to feel his presence even though it was as if he couldn't do anything about the frustration he was experiencing... Whatisthis? It was romantic, I admit it, but my chest felt really tight. Now, get me crying. There's a sense that makes me feel like my husband is asking to separate." Inner Melody.

"Why are you crying, Mel? I didn't hurt you or your stomach, did I? I'm sure I'm not bullying you." Ask Yudha worried. Yudha felt her palms wet from Melody's tears.

Still in Yudha's closed eyes, Melody shook her head quickly. Yudha did not physically hurt her or her pregnant belly. The wounded heart. His heart suddenly hurt and made him unable to hold back tears.

"Don't leave me alone!" Melody. She was crying hysterically. "Don't leave me alone again, Yudh!" Deuteronomy.

Yudha. Melody cried like this. He rarely met.

"What are you talking about, Mel?" Ask Yudha.

"We just met, please don't leave me! Please don't part with me again! I don't want to part with you anymore! I just want to be with you! I just want to be with you. Right now, this second, later, a minute later, an hour later, a day later, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and so on, I just want to continue with you! I want to stay with Kazehaya Yudha! I want to just go with you, my husband!" Whisper Melody on the sidelines of her cries.

Feeling bitter and unbearable to Melody, Yudha opened her hand from Melody's eyes. He grabbed Melody's cheeks with both hands.

"Mel, Melody, hey..." Call Yudha to try to 'realize' Melody's conjecture.

Yudha switched by making Melody sit down. Crying while lying down makes it difficult for Melody to breathe and cough a few times.

Yudha then hugged Melody very tightly. Melody's pregnancy and Melody's mental after several traumatic experiences made Melody insecure.

"Married to me is not the dream of women in this world. You're the only one who dares to do it. Only you have dared to love me all this time knowing that my life has been terrible. You're staying afloat. You stay by my side, be loyal to me, and always strengthen me. Arigatou na Melody. I love you." Inner Yudha.

Melody. "Don't leave me!" Words that mean the same still Melody said tirelessly.

Yudha felt that her shoulders were now wet with Melody's tears. He could only stand still and stroke Melody's back.

"I said, don't leave me! Why don't you answer that, huh?" Ask Melody. He let go of Yudha's embrace. He looked into both of Yudha's eyes. He touched both of Yudha's cheeks.

The dark eyes washed her husband with tears.

Yudha was crying.

Melody tried not to let out her crying voice. He blinked and his tears fell. He knew the meaning of Yudha's gaze and cry.

Melody nodded in disbelief. He then struck Yudha's chest without energy.

"You're the worst man in the world!" Melody.

Melody leaned her head against Yudha's left chest. He was still beating Yudha's chest.

"You heart! You're ruthless! You're outrageous! I'm pregnant, Yudh! I'm carrying your child! I need you so much! Butwhy? Why are you like this? Why do you want to leave me? Yudha!!" Melody said frustratedly.

"Listen Mel, after this, I'll divert them. When I went to drive the car very quickly, you immediately called Nakamura-san, the police commissioner whose number was inside my phone! You can't leave this motel alone! Remember, no matter what happens, do not open the door of this room until Nakamura-san comes! I talked about this last night." Yudha.

"..." - ".Melody fell silent. He heard Yudha's words clearly, but he was still busy with his cries.

Yudha actually doesn't want to be like this either. Parting with Melody is horrible and very difficult to live with. However, given his situation like this, it would be much more terrifying if he were to lose Melody in the sense of physical separation due to death.

Yudha took her jacket. He then put it on Melody.

"This package will warm you." Yudha.

"..." - ".Melody was silent. He resigned when Yudha dressed him in a very large jacket. He also resigned when Yudha put gloves on both hands.

"Although this is not winter, but the morning air is enough to make the body shiver. Weather forecast says if this morning, Chiba and Tokyo will rain heavily. You can't be sick!" Yudha.

Yudha held Melody to sit on the edge of the bed, so she could put her shoes on Melody's feet.

Yudha remembers Melody's last shoelaces. Shoes from Alvin. That's what he can conclude.

Yudha was still crouching in front of Melody who was sitting on the edge of the bed. He gave Melody his cell phone. Melody refuses to accept it, but Yudha forces Melody to accept it.

"Nakamura-san should be here before 6 a.m. But just so you can calm down, call her a few times!" Yudha.

Melody was still looking down at the phone in her arms. Her tears fell on Yudha's cell phone.

Yudha woke up from her squat. He looked down and made Melody look at him. He also wiped away Melody's tears, though it didn't work out because they kept coming out.

"I didn't promise you anything, but I'll try to survive." Yudha.

"You're selfish!" This word that came out of Melody's lips after a long time she was silent.

"Hn. I know I'm very selfish. Mel, please remember what I said! You must survive! ... Remember, one month later if suddenly there's an impromptu shareholder meeting, you'll be my representative if I don't come back! You understand economics, I'm entrusting all the decisions in your hands!" Yudha.

"You'll be back! Stupid time with the shareholders meeting! Next month I might be the next! Don't you forget that twin pregnancies are usually born sooner?" Melody.

Melody was the birth and she accompanied was a dream that Yudha longed for. But if applied with the current condition and situation, it feels very pseudo.

"You're speechless? If you are not confident in your safety, then I will not be able to survive until next month. I could have taken poison in the morning if I had heard of your death! ... I need strength, I need a reason to keep me going! Please give me hope out loud and full of confidence if you, my husband, Kazehaya Yudha, will remain no matter what happens!" Melody.

"You're selfish!" Yudha.

"You're the same, right?"

Yudha laughs. "We are a suitable couple. I accept your selfishness, Mel."

Melody showed her little finger. "Promise?"

Yudha replied to Melody's pinkie jerky link. "Promise!" Yudha said steadily.

They smile at each other too.

They kissed passionately before finally going back apart.

"It's not goodbye, baby. Me and the kids will be waiting for you to come home." Melody muttered that she saw Yudha get into the car from the window of her room.