MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage
Flashback Version Alvin 2
I want to dramatize the scene of the accident, but the cake of the previous chapter has been very long. So ah yeah it's hard to hit that. Even though I want to make more able to feel it. Hands, limbs, atmosphere, I want to tell it, but yes it is. If I drift, it can be super long. 😅 You know my nulis style, to WC just stop by alpamart to buy a germ cleaner trus rotahnua stop by to buy kebabs.
Thank you for faithfully tweeting the soap opera Melodi Cinta... 😇😇
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The car accident that eventually claimed the life of Kazehaya Yoga occurred in the forest area of Miyagi kilometer 99. Even though it is late afternoon Tokyo sky dark, but when it reaches the Miyagi region, the night sky is even more beautiful where the full moon is clearly visible above the rainbow. Perfect and mighty round. Slightly flushed and glowing like never before. It looks like a super blood solar moon.
"After I passed out, I woke up in the hospital. The doctor said I was in a coma and unconscious for 20 days. Then I suffer dissociative memory loss." Inner Alvin.
Dissociative amnesia is one part of a condition called dissociative disorder. Dissociative disorders are mental illnesses that involve disturbances in memory, consciousness, identity, and/or perception.
Amnesia is associated with extreme stress, which may be the result of a traumatic event. For example, war, sexual harassment, accidents, or natural disasters are experienced.
"Dissociative amnesia can occur when people block certain information, usually events related to trauma or stress. This will make me unable to remember important personal information. The case with me is brain trauma from an accident that happened to me as a child. A terrible accident with my mother's story that I want to erase from my memory."
Before the accident, Alvin overhears the conversation of his father and mother. He heard that the Kurenai he loved so much only wanted his father's property. For him, his mother was very good, so he did not want to believe it. He wanted to erase that memory.
Dissociative amnesia is not the same as the usual form of amnesia, which involves the loss of information from memory, usually the result of illness or injury to the brain. In dissociative amnesia, the memory is still present, but it is stored deeply in one's mind and cannot be remembered. But the memory can reappear by itself or after being triggered by something around the person.
"Earlier I suffered this partial memory loss, my mind felt empty at that time. All I remember is that my mom cried so hard when I came out of the coma."
The main symptom of this disease is a sudden inability to recall past events or personal information. Patients will usually look confused and experience depression or anxiety.
"°I was confused, anxious, and had depression in my first year. I went through psychological therapy afterwards and managed to get out of all the feelings that made me unsettled. However, those memories of the past remained buried deep until two months ago. One of me is interested in health because of this. I feel like there is something lacking in my life. I felt something was empty, something was missed and it was very important... In the end, after being helped by some kind of medicine and God's power, I can remember it."
Alvin drinks Daisuke's coffee. Daisuke kept his promise. As a doctor, he is not stupid. Coffee and medicine cannot be friends. It takes a long time to consume.
While waiting for Daisuke to prepare the dossier for a meeting with the Commissioners of the Emperor Group, Alvin walked towards the large glass window of his office space. He enjoys a panoramic view of the city building with the clear sky of spring being the backdrop.
Alvin drank the coffee in his hand. His hands were trembling a little. He was aware that his body had been weakened lately. He over-forces his body and works beyond his limits.
"After I realized, I saw not only my mother crying, but also my grandfather."
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FLASHBACKS
ALVIN'S POV
Uhh..
I tried to open both of my eyes that felt super heavy. As much as possible I should try. I thought I was dreaming, but I don't remember what that dream was.
I hear strange noises out there. Is this the sound of a car?
I want to open my eyes immediately! Someone held my hand tightly. It feels very warm. I want to see it! I don't want to be in this darkness!
I tried so hard to open my eyes. And I succeeded too.
I squinted both of my eyes. Glare. So worth. All were white like a stretch of light in front of my eyes. It was the opposite of the darkness I felt.
Ah. weight..
My body feels heavy. There is a burden on my body. There was a voice that was shouting very loudly.
Alvin's?
Who's Alvin?
The voice shouted again.
The doctor?
Did that voice call a doctor?
I don't know..
Now I began to feel that my eyes could adapt to the sheen of white light before my eyes.
Uhh...
What is this yellow light?
My eyes were held by a man in white and wearing a mask. He also wears glasses.
Apparently a doctor. A woman called her title.
"How's my son doing, Doctor?"
Like those. The kid?
I felt my body very weak. I don't care what the nurse injects into my body. I don't care what tools are around me. I just want to get out of this room.
Blank..
Very empty.
It feels very uncomfortable. I'm alive but I don't know why I'm alive. Why I was born into this world. Why am I here. Why am I like this.
Why am I like this?
What the hell's going on? I tried to remember it but I felt an excruciating pain in my head. IT WAS SO PAINFUL THAT IT WAS INEXPLICABLE HOW PAINFUL IT WAS!
I don't want to feel it. I need to forget my curiosity. Me. i'm..
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After I calm down. This woman who claimed to be my mother continued to be beside me. He told me a lot of fun things about me. Feels soothing. I don't think he's lying because in my memory I can remember him vaguely.
Mom said I fell down while riding a bike. In my memory, there was a male figure holding me from behind. Mom said it was my dad.
Dad huh?
Why just chest down? Why is his face black in the fog?
"Alvin, I'll hold you if you fall! You won't be able to ride a bike before you feel a fall. Alvin ganbatte!"
I wonder how his face looks when he tells me to get excited.
Shortly after, an old man came into my room. Ah mother shaking violently her body. Are you scared? Did this old man hurt my mother? Why can't you be this scared?
What's that talkin' about?
Don't cry!"
END OF ALVIN'S POV
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"It's a 10 billion check, you've got all your stuff! There'll be someone helping you go." Grandpa Wijaya said.
"Large Master Be-Great, where are you going to take me? My son is sick.." Ask Kurenai.
"You stay in London and use the money for your living expenses. Never tell the world that Alvin is Kazehaya's son Yoga! Don't ever tell me that Alvin has Kazehaya's blood if you don't want Alvin following Yoga!" Grandpa Wijaya said.
Kurenai. His feet are not powered. He sat down on the cold floor of the hospital. He dropped that 10 billion check. She cried.
"Why do you have the heart for me and your own grandson, Grand Master? Why do you hate Alvin so much?" Crying Kurenai.
"If you don't use yoga, he won't die. You don't realize that her death was caused by you, too?"
Kurenai.
"And again, I cannot accept the blood of the Kazehaya family born from the womb of a woman like yourself!"
Kurenai who was helpless and had nothing back then could only obey the orders of Vijaya's grandfather.
After Wijaya's grandfather left Alvin's room, the people that Vijaya's grandfather meant came. They were dressed in black with a burly body like a brimob. There was a doctor and two female sisters. They helped carry Alvin with his push-in patient bed. They were released from the hospital and taken by ambulance to the airport.
A luxury jet, which Kurenai knows is a private jet belonging to the Kazehaya family, is waiting. He and the 'plate' went into the jet and after everything was okay, the jet flew to England.
FLASHBACK OFF
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"Alvin-sama.. You think of something?" Ask Daisuke.
Daisuke has called out Alvin many times, but Alvin is silent. He stared straight ahead with a blank look.
Alvin turned towards Daisuke. Blurred vision. It felt like his head was very dizzy at this moment.
The past really drained his brain energy.