
The age of the players:
Current:
melody 21
yudha 22 years
alvin 22 years
- Mia 21 years
shuhei 22 years
nao 22 years
twins Neil and Ayumi 22
yura 22 years
- Sai 22 years
- Simbah Wijaya 56 years
54-year-old Sambah Chiyo
mikan 43 years
kurenai 43 years
tsuchiya 43 years
orion 40 years
aron 37 years
azumane 40 years
ayane 25
nakamura 45
the Shota 45
Hadinata is the same age as Yudha, 56 years if still alive. Melody died when she was not born, or about age 35.
Yoga died at the age of 30, if he is still alive at the age of 45.
Yoda and Mikan were married when they were 22 and 20 years old. Their age minus Yudha age + 9 months pregnant.
If anyone asks why they are young but have children or grandchildren, then the answer is because they are married in their 20s. Just like Yudha and Melody. Basically because it is arranged.
Hopefully it's acceptable.
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Roof of hospital...
"The weather is very bright, the wind blows faster up here." Murmured Mikan who was now standing near the boundary of the building wall.
He clung to the limit and closed his eyes to enjoy the sun and the caress of the wind.
"Mikan-san, you never change. Choose to receive sunlight rather than fight it." Orion.
Orion stood beside Mikan.
Initially Mikan wanted to get fresh air because of the fatigue she felt. Worrying about Yudha and Melody, but not knowing how. He did not have the strength to help Yudha. He was always weak and could not stand on his own. That made him very upset. He was angry at himself. Unfortunately, even though he cursed himself, it was useless at all.
When Mikan was mending the mood of her soul, she accidentally saw Orion making a phone call.
Can't he wonder who Orion's talking to? Although it looks serious and as if a big problem is happening, but he has no right to know.
Remember, he is the brother-in-law of Orion!
"Why should I fight the sun? Keep your eyes open to fight it? Not only does it make glare, but my gaze will darken in a few moments. There is nothing to be proud of with courage against the sunshine." Mikan.
Receive \= close your eyes.
"It makes sense. Receiving sunlight can also be done with darkness. Basically receiving by closing the eyes also produces darkness. Then how is it different from fighting back while opening your eyes, Mikan-san? Everything went dark."
Closing your eyes to darken, opening your eyes will also make your eyes darken afterwards.
"Obviously different, Orion-san."
"where's difference? It's all dark together, right?"
Mikan stared far away at the expanse of sky before her. "When you open your eyes to fight against the strong sunlight, not only dark eyes, but also pain. Dizziness is immeasurable."
"That's why you will still lose to Kurenai-san. You never dare to take the risk to fight and sacrifice for whatever you want." Orion.
"We're talking sunlight, not that woman." Mikan did not like to hear the name of the woman mentioned when she was enjoying the beautiful work of God like this.
"While you don't like it, but you're thinking how to get rid of that woman, right? Kurenai-san is like the sun and you are the moon. The moon that still considers itself needs the help of the sun rays so that the earth aka kak Yoga, realize your existence."
Mikan smiled. "Your analogy is too much, Orion-san."
"It's an exaggeration, but it fits you perfectly. I'm not wrong, am I? You foolishly accepted Kurenai's presence to make Kak Yoga want to see you. Why are you always so stupid? Why do you always let your heart hurt? Why would you want your husband to share his love with another woman? A woman who clearly can't be compared to you."
"You've always been attentive to me for a long time, when it's obvious I've never seen you more than a sister-in-law. You're stupid too!" Mikan smiled back.
"But this fool is just maintaining his love." Orion turned to the side, looking at Mikan who was even still faithful looking straight ahead.
"But a fool like myself is also just maintaining his love." Mikan looked towards Orion and again smiled.
Mikan gripped the boundary of the building. Although she smiled, but the tears adorned her beautiful cheeks. Those beautiful eyes seemed to be inundated with water of pain year after year.
"Orion-san, it hurts a lot. But why? Why am I still holding on like this?"
"Because you're stupid!"
"Are you not sick to last this long?" Ask Mikan.
Orion turned his eyes. He saw the white of the irregular clouds in the middle of the blue sky. The cloud was walking alone.
"Just seeing you alive, I'm happy." Answer Orion.
For Mikan, Orion's answer was very simple. But that simple reason could make Orion survive this far.
Mikan did not understand how Orion felt about her. Orion once expressed his feelings, but he refused because he loved Yoga more.
But Orion is not the type of man who imposes his feelings. Orion appreciates what Mikan wants. Orion only chooses to remain beside Mikan when she is injured. When the woman cries and is sad because of Yoga. For Orion, Mikan is worth more than anything in the world. This is also the reason Orion has survived until now. Not married and continue to see Mikan as a woman in his heart.
"You're too naive!" Mikan. "Seeing you like this makes me feel so guilty. Orion-san, please end your feelings for me! You deserve to be happy! You deserve a much better woman than me! Out there, there are still many women who can love you sincerely. Don't waste your chance to love me who obviously can't return your feelings."
"Mikan-san!" Jerky Orion. Be ill. How could Mikan say this to him? This is so outrageous.
"O-Orion-san..." Mikan was shocked because to her, Orion snapped it very rarely. What else with a loud tone like this.
"You're outrageous and very evil. How could you ask someone who loved you so long ago to find another love! You think it might be easy for you, but it's really hard for me. You're in a different world than me, I still love you. Your heart to others, I still love you!"
"You know very well that I will never change to not love her. He has been in my heart for a long time. Although there were many wounds from him and our relationship did not go smoothly, but I still love him and will always be like that."
Orion stared hard at Mikan. "I never asked you to stop loving her! I never asked you to accept my love! Just shut up and feel how sincere my love for you is! Just don't make me stay away from you! You know that, if you ask me to stay away from you, I won't be able to. My heart is hurting and it hurts so much... I'm not asking you to understand about this pain, I'm not going to make you feel sorry for me. It's just, if you have a heart, don't you push me away from you! Don't do that! No!"
Mikan felt that because of Orion's attitude it would kill Orion slowly. Where does he feel if Orion gets here, it gets stranger in his eyes. He wanted to see the Orion he used to laugh with him in the flower garden of Villa Tulip House. Orion made a crown out of the wild grass and said she wanted to make herself the princess of the king no matter what. Orion does a lot to make her happy.
"For me you are the king's daughter and always will be." Orion.
Orion then walked away from the crying Mikan. That sense of inadequacy will always be there. The sense of not being able to leave Mikan has always existed even long ago. The taste was always left behind and stuck in the recesses of his heart. Mikan was holding onto her heart, not only that, although this was extremely exaggerated, however, Mikan had indeed mastered her soul and body. He's helpless about this. He tried to let go a few times, but he always failed, and it hurt him even more. The wound is getting worse and worse.
"He used to be very close to me as if without a bulkhead. But when he was betrothed to his older brother, he turned out to be a polite pretentious. Why do we have to have such a significant bulkhead, Mikan? I don't care if you just love my sister. I don't care if you ignore my race. I don't mind even if you pretend you don't know if I love you. If I were allowed to go back in time, then that day, I wouldn't have told you if I loved you... Sorry Mikan, sorry to make you like this." Inner Orion.
Orion..
Mikan was still crying. A weak heart is its identity. Mikan understands that. But the name of the feeling, certainly can not be forced. Although many people disagree and make fools, but what can he do? His feelings are even hard to bargain for. Real hard. Maybe it won't.
"Orion, I love you so much too, I love you, but your brother has come early to fill my heart. Sorry, because of the weakness of my heart and the sadness in this heart makes you like this... I'm sorry for making you look like a 'monster'."
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Who is waiting for Devil Ray who can not wait to eat mbak Kiara or Mas Satria who is jealous because Mbak Sifa is less sensitive, sorry belom can Up, but, the writer again focuses on the namatin Mas Yudha and Mbak Mel whose story is super long.
The author also writes on other platforms. Brain divided. On other platforms the author is even engrossed with the surgical doter and his ex, the vet.