MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage

MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage
Stemple Owned

If it is not comfortable, please read it out maghrib yes. There are no dirty scenes. Just maybe emotional laughter.


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Still in the same place, the city park...


MELODY’S POV.


I'm still here, in Tokyo's city park. Still in the same position. Sitting alone on a garden chair overlooking the artificial lake in front of me.


Sorry Ayane-nee, I kicked you out earlier. I don't mean like that. But I really want to be alone right now. Thanks for the ice cream. It was so embarrassing how I vomited so disgusting and you helped me. I can't let you see me like this. Gomen's..


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The atmosphere of the park is quite quiet.


Who would want to die in this cold? Ah, that's overkill. But really, it was cold this afternoon. It's colder than yesterday. Right, it's winter soon.


Ah winter huh?


I want to see snow. I want to make a snow doll and play snowball.


Who do I want to play with? Ayane-nee's? Shuhei-san is? With power, they will surely accompany me.


Ahh, it's better not to if it's not from the heart. Haaa.


I looked at Ayane-nee, and from this morning she was with me. He was very patient in responding to this super irritated and troublesome me. I know he must be very bothered dealing with me. It's possible that he feels bored with me or wants to stuff my rough mouth.


Maybe Ayane-nee is tired of me too, but in fact she stays here with me, I should be grateful. Really, I know that Ayane-nee is a very nice person.


He even helped clean up my vomit in the car. I vomited again? Yes like that. My stomach is very uncomfortable. It also feels bitter on the tongue. Looks like my stomach acid is up considering I'm not obviously eating anything lately.


Shit, I got so much more vomit..


I'm sorry, it's a little slovenly, but I was drunk in the car. Last night I drank too much and this morning forgot my breakfast, plus I often ate indistinctly. I am stupid and careless. I should thank him. He is a servant as well as a figure like a brother to me.


Ayane-nee, thank you so much..


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I haven't felt well for two weeks. Although relatively light, but if the dizziness whack, it feels like the world is twirling incoherently. Improving, deteriorating again. So for the last two weeks. I've been to the doctor, I've been taking medicine, it doesn't feel like anything has changed.


I have been treated twice in 2 different hospitals.


If Mia's words are true, am I really thinking too much about Yudha?


I want to say natural, but this is completely unnatural. I was thinking about my husband. He's a bad guy.


Very evil!


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How could he RAPE HIS OWN WIFE, HUH?


CIH, FUCK. I finally couldn't hold back this stupid patch in my brain. I couldn't stand it from then on. Keep holding him.


I shed tears again.


EVERYTHING HURTS. EVERYTHING HURTS!


Yudha is evil, crazy, insane, selfish, cruel! Only a protest like this can I lay on him all day.


This is not the first time he has touched me. Previously on Okinawa and my mother's house, we did. But unlike last night, I refused to do it, but he forced me to do it.


I never even had the thought that in such a desperate situation I would have sex with her. I had refused well, but he did not give me the slightest space to refute it.


I have begged, even cried sobbing, but she seems deaf to my cry. He ignored my voice, my screams of rejection, my pleas. He still did such a cruel thing to me.


If not rape, what is it called?


He did it so harshly, he was unforgiving. He also ripped my clothes off. Even though I screamed in pain, he didn't care. He will raise my voice. He's blind to my tears.


Of course, pain is not playing..


I can still feel the pain all over my body.


My heart hurts a lot more. Because it was from Yudha, because of her actions, I felt even more sick.


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I picked up a few small pebbles near me. Dirty. I know that, but it's okay. I clasped the pebble.


What's wrong with you, Yudha?


I really don't understand how your mind goes. I don't know what's in your head. I really don't understand you.


We had a fight because of Amamiya-san's problem, we were far apart. If there is only a difference of opinion and debate. Then why did you do that to me? Why did you touch me in such a rude manner last night?


*I am your wife, you have that right to me. But our story is different, you don't love me, and neither do I. I don't even know how I feel about you.


Why are you even touching me*?


I opened the gravel grip in my hand, then with my weakened strength, I threw it towards the lake. And plugg, the pebbles create beautiful circles crashing into each other on the surface of the lake water.


What do you think I am, Yudha? Is it because I'm your wife, and then I have to be ready to serve you? Anytime and anywhere?


It's not in the terms of our business marriage, but I do have a body to repay your family's kindness. However, should it be in a rough way like last night?


I hope it's just a nightmare, Yudha. But the pain is still felt to this day. It hurts even more because you didn't even say sorry to me.


Yudhah...


I wonder how you felt last night. What were you thinking last night when you touched me.


Don't you have a taste for Amamiya-san?


You touch me while you think about it?


Ban9sats! I I want to throw a bigger rock! I want to throw Yudha into that lake! You idiot! You idiot! You idiot!


Tell Yudh, what when you touched me last night did you think about it?


Is that true, Yudha?


Is it really like that?


If so, really, it's too cruel for me, Yudha. But I understand, it's hard for you too.


Even though I have such a guess, still I still do not understand you. Last night was exhausting. So suffocating. I have trouble reading your mind. You're saying words that I can't understand. I'm hard to digest. Thinking about it until now just makes me more dizzy.


You made me sleepless because I thought about it. Is it because I am stupid that you utter words that have no meaning?


If that doesn't mean anything, then what happened to your facial expression last night? You spoke so loudly, your voice so clearly squealed in my ear.


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END OF MELODY’S POV


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“You must understand Melody, who owns you!” - Kazehaya Yudha.


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