
“Yudha-kun what's wrong?” Ask Yura.
“No. There is nothing.” Answer Yudha.
"Hm, is that it?"
"Eh." Yudha turned body. “What was Melody? Did I not see wrong? What's he doing in the hospital? Shouldn't he be at Mia's? Is he sick again? Why not say?”
Inner Yudha.
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“Melody, good thing you haven't taken a taxi. Your wallet was left on my desk!” Alvin.
Melody turned to look at Alvin. Alvin was immediately startled to see the tears flowing down Melody's cheeks.
“A-Alvin-senpai?” Mumbled Melody.
"You crying?"
Melody instantly wiped the water quickly. "Not really.."
Seeing the wallet in Alvin's hand he immediately realized and took the wallet.
Alvin stared at Melody sharply. He was sure he did not see wrong. Melody is crying!
“Sorry to trouble you again Senpai, thank you for bringing me my wallet.”
Melody said raucously.
The typical voice of a person who has just cried.
“What's Melody? You told me it was okay. Why are you crying like this?”
Alvin couldn't stand it. Melody's tears sliced through her heart.
“Senpai.. i.. hiks...”.
😢
Alvin immediately pulled Melody into his embrace. It must be because of Yudha again. Why is it always like this? Wasn't he desperately trying to take off Melody so that Melody could be happy with Yudha? Why did Melody suffer?
“Sttt, don't cry! Let's go home first!”
"Yes." Yeah." Melody. He does need a backrest and Alvin is a good fit for this.
Alvin stopped the taxi and went home. Not to Kazehaya's mansion, but back to her apartment. It seems like this time it was bigger than Melody's first departure. Melody really doesn't want to see Yudha.
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Yudha clenched both her hands. His blood is hot.
What did he just see? A sweet hugging scene at the hospital gate? In a public place? His wife? Her sister?
“Job!!”
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Alvin's apartment..
Melody sat down to calm herself down. Many times he wiped away her tears that had fallen so much.
“Drink this!" Alvin gives Melody a warm drink. "Your hands are so cold. You okay?” Alvin.
Melody receives Alvin's warm drink. “Thank you very much, Senpai. I'm fine.” Melody drank.
"I'll light the room's warmers. Just sec.."
Alvin walked to the end of the apartment and turned on the warmers. Meanwhile, Melody was enjoying her warm drink.
When the warm water entered her body, she felt a warm sensation of hugging her pregnant body. There's a feeling of improvement there.
“Taste better?”
Ask Alvin.
“Iya. The drinks warmed my body. Thank you, Senpai.”
Alvin understands what happened to his ex-girlfriend. He understood that his journey with Melody was long gone. But, his story still continued with an unexpected new status. She knew Melody was a very nice woman to her and she also knew that Melody did not love her. However, he was well aware of how to put himself.
He also knows that he has reached his limit.
“Melody.”
“Ya?”
Melody flabbergasted. Didn't he say it would be fine to marry Yudha? Didn't he tell Alvin that this was his decision? Why did it become like this? Why is there a problem, he always comes looking for Alvin?
All of Alvin.
Alvin and Alvin.
Why does he always run to Alvin when the world feels so cramped for him? Why would Alvin be the place to come home to seek refuge? It shouldn't be like this!
Can't!
That can't be!
He knew how much Alvin felt about him. He knew how kind Alvin was to him. He knew Alvin was always opening his arms to welcome him. He knows Alvin always says ‘ya’ if he needs his help. Then why is it like this? Why should he act as if he was using Alvin's kindness towards him?
Isn't this too cruel for Alvin? Too unfair for Alvin?
Isn't everything he's doing right now just going to hurt Alvin's feelings?
“Senpai... Go-gomen.” Melody closed her mouth. He just realized all his actions so hurt Alvin. He shed tears.
“It's okay. I'll be fine.” Alvin's holding his chest.
"..."
“It's my decision to accept you.” Alvin holds Melody's hands.
"Se-Senpai?"
“Trust me, I've thought about how big of a wound I would receive.”
Alvin hugged Melody. Melody accepts. He did not reject the warm embrace of protection from Alvin.
Alvin is his guardian angel.
“Senpai. I'm sorry, I'm so selfish without thinking about your feelings. I always come to ask for your help. But I. I love her. Senpai.. sorry, I'm sorry!” Melody crying.
He was finally honest with Alvin. Although it was quite late, but he wanted to admit his honest feelings. He loves Kazehaya Yudha!
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Be ill.
Already know. Alvin knew that. He could only let Melody lean in his arms. Hugging Melody so tightly like this while Melody thought of others, it was like hugging a million sharp thorns. But he did not want to pull out the millions of thorns that rained down on his body.
He received all the wounds from the sharpness of the thorn.
He received all wounds with sincerity from the rest of his broken heart's defenses.
All of a sudden..
A hand pulling rough Melody hand.
“Go home!” A sharp word full of absolute rights is intimidating.
“Yu-Yudha?” Melody shocked after her teletubbies hug show ‘diganggu’ by Yudha.
That face looked very foreign in Melody's eyes. The onyx's eyes stared very sharply. Yudha's clutch hurt so much on her wrist.
“Yudha, you're too rough on him!” Alvin said that he could not bear to see how Yudha treated Melody.
“She's my wife, whatever I want to treat her like!”
Yudha. No, this is claiming and snapping.
“She is pregnant” Alvin says rising.
“She's pregnant is none of your business!” Said Yudha sharply. He then returned ‘dragging’ Melody.
"..."
"..."
Melody and Alvin were silent.
“Go home!”
Yudha again.
Melody just nodded. He briefly looked at Alvin before finally following Yudha's steps. He wanted to refuse to go home, but he was too afraid to go against the orders of Yudha who somehow imprisoned his entire body. Weakened all his courage.
Weaken all of his strong muscles.
"Treat him well, Yudh!" Alvin said just before Yudha and Melody disappeared behind the door.
He was not sure whether his request was heard by Yudha or not.
While his troubled heart was erratic, Alvin could only see the two people who were so compassionate in his life leaving his stride far ahead.
Leaving himself with all the rest of the tidying feelings.
“Melody, I always support whatever decision you make as long as you can be happy. But, if it's like this, I really can't give up on you. I can't give up on my feelings either even if I know you love her. Sorry Melody, I can't obey you this time.”