
Uchiyama Takeo has two children from different women. His first children were Uchiyama Hanry of the slave woman and Uchiyama Azumane of the legitimate wife. Before marrying Azumane's mother, Takeo already had children with Hanry's mother.
Hanry is the one who eventually changed his name to Matsuoka Han after surviving the revenge carried out by Hadinata, Melody's grandfather. He fled to Kyoto and became an Oyabun there after betraying his own best friend, Dean Hwang. During Kyoto's reign, Hanry established a new order there. Build business giants with their version of the system. Building a solid clan.
People see Henry as the guardian of Kyoto City, Kyoto Guardian, but they are still yakuza just playing in a softer way. As seen as an angel but in fact they are demons who blatantly show their existence due to camouflage with the protective order built by Dean Hwang.
It is in this future that Matsuoka Han is better known as Lord Han.
"If it wasn't for that depraved man, I wouldn't have been so bothered by that disgusting dark world. But also because of that man, I became able to meet Yoga-san. A sad, but beautiful destiny." Kurenai Mumbles.
He again made usucha tea by repeating from the beginning how to make it.
THE FALLHBACK
Hito's mother bar night, Heaven Bar, was as crowded as ever. Kurenai helps serve the visitors who come.
"Huwaaa.thick my hand! It feels like breaking up!" Kurenai.
"You need to rest, Kurenai! You're working too hard!" Said Hito.
Kurenai laughing. "No problem, Hito-san. I really like this job."
Kurenai then continued his work. From a distance there was a man sitting alone. He also approached her.
"Master wants to order something?" Ask Kurenai kindly.
Their eyes meet. There was an unusual tremor in Kurenai's chest. The man in front of him was very handsome. The most handsome man he had never met before.
"I want to order usucha." Answer the man
Instantly, Kurenai was immediately dumbfounded. Usucha was tea, while Heaven Bar was selling liquor.
"Ano, Usucha here we do not provide it. Does Old man want another drink?" Tawar Kurenai's.
"Why isn't there?" Ask the man innocently.
Why isn't there? Is this guy stupid? Where is there a bar that sells such special teas!
"Because we don't sell it." Kurenai.
"Ah, sodesu ka?" Mumbled the man.
Kurenai thought that the man understood the explanation. The man did not ask again. However, instead of ordering another drink, the man turned back to silence and just sat down while looking blankly at the table in front of him.
Rada was upset as well, but Kurenai tried to understand. It was possible that the man before him was currently having a lot of trouble.
What a strange man.
Out of pity, Kurenai finally gave her a glass of Tequila.
Tequila is a distillation drink made from agave plants made around the town of Tequila, 65 kilometers (60 miles) northwest of Guadalajara, in the mountainous area (Los Altos) in the state of Jalisco in western Mexico.
"I didn't order?"
Ok, her innocent face back makes Kurenai have trouble understanding. Hey, come on, he's just being nice to this guy.
"You're a lucky visitor to our bar, Tequila is free for you." Kurenai said forcing her to smile.
"Oh. Thank you." Thank you."
"Together."
That was the beginning of their meeting. Kurenai meets 'strange' and innocent men. Over time they came into contact with each other as the man the next night returned to visit Heaven Bar.
"My name is Kazehaya Yoga."
Those were words that Kurenai could never forget until now. A name that will always run through his mind. The name that bound his destiny became so long and exhausting.
The longer Kurenai and Yoga get to know, making the seeds of love grow in Kurenai's heart. He started to like yoga. And that feeling gets bigger every day. He thought to convince himself that he was not worthy of Yoga, a good man.
Compared to her, she is a prostitute.
KURENAI'S POV
I put my clothes back on. My date today did the same. He then gave me money as payment for the bed service I had given him. He kissed my lips and thanked me afterwards.
I serve my clients, in giving me money, the transaction is done. There is no more relationship between the two of us in the future than just a sex partner.
There is no playfulness of feelings, only biological satisfaction.
Now, I'm out of the motel. I staggered. Today felt so exhausting.
I stepped in with my high heels. Wearing tight clothes and above the knees, V Line chest down, was common to me. The man who sees me will be fascinated by my makeup.
Tokyo tonight is cooling.
I look at the night sky. The same view. Black and black every day. The city lights are not much different.
What the hell am I doing anyway?
Why do I always fall into the same disgusting place?
The righteous, the comfort woman, will also be the comfort woman.
Miris.
I'm holding my chest. Something is not right. Something's wrong with me. I, I can no longer feel the pleasure of doing my job.
I feel something is missing from inside me...
I feel. empty.
Every time I have sex with another man, the shadow of Yoga-san is always present in my mind. The way he looked at her that was sad made my heart feel sliced. It feels very uncomfortable. I got a reprimand from my client because I could not serve well and satisfy.
God, this disgusting fellow is it worth falling in love with him?
Of course not, right?
I try to know myself and try to kill my feelings every day. But all of that I failed to do. It was all for nothing. This feeling is getting bigger and bigger. Makes me powerless.
I still remember her shocked expression when I told her about my profession as a comfort woman. Although he tried as much as possible to be wise, but I was self-conscious, there was an unusual look he gave me.
The next night, he did not visit the bar. So did the next night, the next night, continuing, until this one month.
If he doesn't like me, he's disgusted with me, at least say something before he leaves, don't disappear like this! I became uncertain, I became uncomfortable.
Poh...
What's the matter?
Ahh, these are tears? I haven't cried in a long time.
Be ill..
It hurts so bad. My chest is so tight. I coughed incoherently. I tried to wipe my tears, but failed. Swimming again and again.
Yoga-san, I miss you so much. Without you it feels so empty, it feels like something is missing, something is lacking. I can't control myself and my feelings for you. Sorry, sorry for not being polite to have a romantic feeling towards you.
END OF KURENAI'S POV
The day changes, Kurenai sees Yoga being with a beautiful woman in a luxurious boutique. He peeked from the outside of the boutique which was made of full glass.
Yoga was smiling as the beautiful woman showed off her beautiful white dress. Kurenai instantly knew that the beautiful white dress was a wedding dress.
Feeling deep feelings for Yoga, it would make Kurena feel tremendous pain from inside her heart.
"Is our story impossible, ne Yoga-san? I remember when the beginning of our story began, we were as familiar as if there were no barriers between us. You said you liked me, as a woman I would have imagined with more meaning. But you disappeared after hearing my true story... Yoga-san, like in your dose when it likes what? I don't understand his position. Then what is this? You wanna get married? You want a hand or something? Why did you disappear without a word? Why didn't you tell me anything about this? ... Haha, who am I? Only people stop by at night when you're lonely." Inner Kurenai.
Kurenai turned around leaving the boutique. However, a heavy hand stopped him.
"Kurenai..." Call her.
Kurenai turned around and how surprised he was to see the figure that was now holding his hand even hugging him.
"Yo-Yoga-san?"
"I'm sorry.I'm sorry!"
Yoga invites Kurenai to go together. When Kurenai asked about the woman who was with Yoga, Yoga said she had a driver pick her up.
They ended up in a simple restaurant. They had lunch together.
"Sorry to suddenly bring you here." Kata Yoga's.
"Hmm? It's okay.. ano, it's been a while?" Kurenai.
"Hm, it's been a while. Wh-what's up?"
"Good... You you?"
Yoga speechless. "..."- ".
"Something's happening?" Kurenai asked as Yoga's expression suddenly changed.
"I was betrothed and had to get married soon. However, my dear sister likes the woman I am about to be betrothed to. My sister is very hurt because of this. What, I deserve to be happy with her while my sister suffers?" Yoga began to break.
Yoga during Kurenai, he became often confided in many things. On the job issues usually. But now, he ventured into more personal matters.
For Yoga, he will feel better after talking to Kurenai.
"Is this why you don't go to the bar anymore?" Ask Kurenai.
Yoga nodded. "Yes. I've been very busy lately. I have to do a lot of things."
Kurenai breathed a sigh of relief... "Yeah..."
"Why?" Heran Yoga's.
"No. I thought you were disgusted by me when I said I was a comfort woman." Kurenai.
"Huh?"
"Don't just!"
"No, I mean why should I be disgusted? Man has his own path. What path to take, it's his decision." Kata Yoga's.
Kurenai. "You are a good man. That woman must be lucky to marry you." In his heart he wanted to cry.
"Not really..."
Kurenai stared at Yoga. Not really? "Do you love her?
"I've been friends with her since childhood, I'm still confused by this feeling and get even more confused when I know how my sister feels with Mikan. His name is Mikan, orange means in Japanese." Kata Yoga's.
"Maybe I love him." Kurenai tried to smile.
"But I love you too..."
Kurenai widened both of his eyes. "Me-loving me? Wh-why?"
"I just think of you as much as I think of you."
"You can be a jerk too, right? Hey, men should only see one woman!"
"You yourself how? You've seen a lot of men!" Kesal Yoga's.
"Why upset? Jealousy?"
Yoga turned his face. Kurenai smiled. So the feeling of Yoga is genuine apparently although it is difficult to interpret more deeply. All he knew, Yoga was rigid and innocent, so it was hard to guess what his heart was like.
"After you disappeared and didn't come to see me at the bar, I cut down on my disgusting job, even now I'm not doing it anymore. I know I don't deserve to have feelings for you, but, thinking only of you when I'm touched by another man, I feel guilty." Kurenai.
"Kurenai... Is this the true story? However, I can't possibly leave Mikan. I love him too."
"I don't know. You and I have a selfish side that's hard to understand. Let's just go for it."
They decided to have a closer relationship. Not a real relationship or bond. They are just close friends who share a lot of stories.
Their relationship improved. Yoga often stopped by the bar again to chat with Kurenai. Yoga almost every day. Kurenai deeply understands himself and helps solutions with his positive suggestions.
"See you soon!" Kurenai said, he waved his hand at Yoga.
The Yoga car left him. Kurenai smiled and wanted to go back inside the bar. However, there was a figure who called out his name.
"Kurenai.." Said.
Kurenai sculpted, he very much recognized this voice. A voice that weakens all his joints and muscles.
"Ma-Master...?
How shocked it was when Lord Han appeared before him tonight. It's been over a year, he disappeared, but apparently Mr. Han can find him again.
"I changed my mind. I guess I'll kill you right now, but, seeing that you're close to Kazehaya's disgusting descendant, then I'll play with you again." Seringai Mr. Han.
He stepped closer to Kurenai. The sculpting Kurenai could not move anywhere at all.
Mr. Han then touched Kurenai's smooth cheeks, flicking the unraveled hair behind Kurenai's ears.
"Of course you'll be willing to do it, right?" Whisper Mr. Han.
THE END OF FLASHBACK
"Master Han, you are the source of the calamity in my life. I don't even know what I'm wrong with you. Wh why? Why could it be like this?
Sorry yes, the cake was too rough for Kurenai in his past story. Prostitutes, comfort women, alcohol, liquor, sex, bar, well, I really don't like this. So please, please, please, please, don't copy anything that's disgusting in this story of Kirenai's past. Live a normal life and be close to God. See You Next Chapt's..