MELODY OF LOVE: Arrived Marriage
Convulsions
What did Melody expect from her relationship with Yudha after they had a husband-wife relationship?
Mia's question is on target. About heart. Make a claustrophobic tinge there. Grinding and paining. He even had to bite his own lips.
"What do I expect from this relationship?" Mumbled Melody.
"Don't answer because of business! Answer with your heart!"
"Wear my heart?" Melody thought for a moment. Heart wear?
"Yes, use your heart! Ask your heart what you want from your marriage to Yudha!"
Mia felt that Melody and Yudha's relationship was slow like a snail. He can't stand it. He had to do many things so that the bond between Melody and Yudha was getting closer. Marriage books are not enough.
"I'm.." Melody thought hard to make sure what she expected.
What his heart really expects.
What did he expect from his marriage to Yudha? The money? Didn't he get it? Precious object? Precious metals? Yes, that too he got. Diamond ring. Diamond necklace. Smartphone—walau is gone.
The kid? Hey, that's not the time, is it? But the Son could exist because Yudha had done that with him? Will Yudha and he do it again? When that came, how should he behave? Yeah, I mean maybe Yudha asked him to do that again? It's not that he feels like doing it again.
Ano.. that, how should he expect it? Why did he suddenly become nervous himself? Discussing the things that led up to it was indeed not his talent.
Melody began to confuse herself. What does his heart really expect? What does his heart really want? He's all got, right? Doesn't he just need money to pay off his debts?
"Melody?" Mia tried to wake Melody from her daydream.
"..." - ".Melody turned to Mia.
"You don't know what your heart wants yet?" Guess Mia when she saw Melody's pitiful expression.
"..." - ".Melody shook her head.
"God! Lady Kazehaya! It's been half a year since you've been living with Yudha, soaking and bedding too! You've slept together! At least the seeds of love must have grown between you! I'm sure it is!"
Why does it feel like Mia wants to be so upset? This vague annoyance made him want to vent it on Melody. Come on, he feels happy because Melody can marry Yudha who has the perfect family background. Melody no longer needs part-time work to earn extra money. But, if the marriage relationship is just a way in place, it feels so greget himself.
As a friend he is not willing if Melody's happiness only reaches this limit.
"Love? Haha. You're getting weird, Mia! The feeling of Yudha to Amamiya-san was huge. I knew that from the beginning. I was just an outsider forcing his way into Yudha's life. Don't count it just by having intercourse once, you can conclude that she and I are going to fall in love! It won't be that easy. Precisely because of that intimate relationship, I made Yudha suffer even more. She must have betrayed her own feelings for having fucked me, the one who was clearly not in her heart."
Mia stunned. His best friend even thought of Yudha to this extent. Melody cares deeply about Yudha and Yudha's happiness. It felt like he was starting to understand how difficult it was to be Melody who had to undergo a business marriage like this. Perhaps he will consider Melody's advice to go through marriage on the basis of love.
"It's complicated for your life, Melody."
"Yes that's it. Complicated."
"But I hope Yudha can see you one day."
"I can't expect much from him, Mia. He has given me too much. Here the only one who has not received much is Yudha. I haven't given her anything."
"Fall love him, Melody!"
"Love Yudha! Give greater love than Amamiya Yura's love!"
"I never thought about falling in love with her!"
"From now on you have to think about it!"
"I'm..."
"You have to love her, Melody! Love Yudha! Give your heart to him! Master her! Get him from Amamiya Yura!" Cut Mia fast.
"Hoe, why are you being this kind of forced? What's wrong with you? Less picnic? Like not just you, you duck!"
"out of. You guys look so good!"
"Only from your eyes."
"Maybe yes, but the environment around you is a lot of support. That is prayer! I just want to believe in your marriage to Yudha to the end."
Honestly speaking, Mia had harbored this for a long time. He began to conclude many things. The closeness of Yudha and Yura while in the hotel, Melody's sweet friendship with Alvin, or how should she deduce Alvin's meaningful gaze on Melody? That gentle look. That gaze holds it. The look looked like it wanted.
"Mia, I.."
"Jawab honestly, do you still have feelings for Alvin-senpai?"
Alvin's? Ah, Mia did know.
"Why all of a sudden?"
"Jawab it, Melody!"
"That's an old story."
"I know, but she's now your SISTER-IN-LAW! I hope you don't have feelings for her anymore!"
"Not in romantic terms. We've talked about it a lot, Duck! Between me and Alvin-senpai is just a story of the past. We are friends now and of course family. As you said, Alvin-senpai is my sister-in-law from now on and I am Yudha's wife, her sister."
"I want to believe you, Melody. But Alvin-senpai is your ex who still loves you very much. You have to remember that! If you open the door just a little bit to her, she'll definitely hope!"
"Mia, Alvin-senpai won't do it to that extent. He's a good guy. Alvin-senpai has a much bigger problem than me. He was fighting hard in this Kazehaya family. He won't do that to Yudha about me. After all, it feels like we are just overconfident if Alvin-senpai still has feelings for me. Mia, you know, Alvin-senpai supported my marriage to Yudha. He wouldn't be able to do something stupid that would hurt himself."
"Maybe you're right, Melody. But, Alvin-senpai is a man who once loved you so much. Love is blind, Melody. As good as Alvin-senpai is, if his love for you is blind, then he will do anything to get you back to him." Inner Mia.
"But, Mel..." Mia is still doubtful.
"Mia, believe me, everything will be fine."
"I pray for you best. But remember, never give Alvin-senpai hope!" Mia's voice sounded very serious.
Melody understands. He did not have love for Alvin from the beginning. He likes and loves Alvin, but not romantically. That's what made him choose to end his relationship with Alvin well during High School first.
"I'll remember it, Mia."