
Love is love?
Ever heard of this question? Have you ever heard it in a song?
Love is love?
Ask without purpose
Love, sacrifice of soul
Beautiful fragrant meaning
He-he-hee
Ha-ha-haa
Mmm-mm-mm
Ooh, is that love?
Love, oh holy love
Don't you stain
Pioneering yourself
Crying in a quiet room
Feelings without news
Won't know when he's coming
The heart clears the mind
Prepare faith in God
When you miss your mind being distracted
When you get ready to sacrifice
The holy love of the world will be eternal
When betrayed remember yourself
The holy love of the world will be eternal
When betrayed remember yourself
Such is roughly the lyrics of a song popularized by Ipank under the title Apkah It Love. The melody of the song is catchy and easy to remember, balanced by deep lyrics that tell a meaning of the word love.
Love huh?
Is it really like that?
Just like what was revealed in that song? It is even necessary to prepare faith in God. The point is that love tempts faith.
Love, what is love?
Love has many meanings, it is up to people to judge it. There are blind, complementary, making happy, sick and even justifying all means to get it. Love is like that.
Another case with hate, but distinguished a thin line with love. Sometimes people hate one woman. Will get karma—yakni feel love for the woman. The power of those two words was extremely terrifying for a human who had emotions and feelings.
There is no one to blame, neither man hates nor loves. It's just that reason and mind straighten out how the attitude when the two words are experienced by humans. It is called maturity in being the best for yourself and others.
Because humans live between black and white.
Not really, there are millions of colors in the world. There are many color options to choose from. Not only black and white, but there are red, yellow, blue, green, and purple. There are also saleem and tosca colors, soft colors from primary color encounters and secondary colors.
The same is true for men who have talent as doctors. Kazehaya Alvin's. He has a youthful face, handsome face to attract many women. Many tried to approach him. Either because he is interested in his handsome face or because of the property he has. Ah, handsome and rich men are indeed great capital to lure women and Alvin has it all.
Yet...
The male owner of this mellowing smile only loves one woman, Melody—and the one he loves has been owned by another. His status was not only as a lover, but had become the legal wife of a man who should not have deserved Melody to marry. Yudha is his half-brother.
How could Melody, her former lover, marry Yudha, her sister?
In fact, all this time he had tried very hard to make Melody happy. Melody did not choose him. Melody still chose Yudha no matter how great her sacrifice.
He is the one who entertains and gives a lot of affection to the woman until she returns cheerful and smiles again. He wanted the woman to be his. However, it is unfortunate because women are carrying a child, a child they say is the result of their love.
But his pure love became bigger and wanted to protect more. Alvin reveals and shows his love for Melody. But, baby, it's unfortunate. The fact does not favor the man, because as Melody was pregnant with a child from Yudha who wanted to hate— along with a sense of love grew besae in the heart of the future mother.
Is there no chance to have it all? Is there no other way?
What's more, when in the car park when the idol said his love was very disgusting.
Alvin never felt this broken.
It doesn't matter how much Melody will reject her feelings, but, when the sincere love she gives is considered disgusting, isn't it so painful? Isn't that frustrating and incalculable pain?
"Melody, why? Why do you say such cruel things to people who love you so much? To the one who loves you so much."
Tonight it's been one o'clock tonight, the phone's been ringing a few times. He saw Daisuke's name on his phone screen. His secretary must be very worried about him. There are dozens of texts coming in as well. But Alvin did not intend to just read it. He still wants to be alone, befriending the tobacco and liquor the bar provides.
"One more glass!"
"You can get drunk, sir." Said the barmaid.
"Have you ever heard that drinking would ease your pain? I just want the pain in this chest to disappear!" Alvin. He even hit his chest. "It feels so crowded!"
The barkeeper was feeling pity, was this sick from love? Just broke up? Been denied? Wrought? There were a lot of assumptions in his brain. He poured drinks back to his bar.
Sip by sip. Glass by glass. Even koni was bottle by bottle. Alvin's consciousness is starting to weaken.
"When the night gets longer as if not to say hello in the morning. When will this wound end? It hurts so bad, Mel! It hurts!"
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Mia hit the driver of her car many times. He traced the cold of the lonely city of Tokyo.
"Where is that stupid senpai? Damnit damnit! I have to confirm what I saw at that time to her! How could he be the brain of Yudha's abduction? It's a lie, right? ... Alvin-senpai, you better not lie to me!" Said Mia.
Mia, suspicious of Alvin's unusual attitude, secretly follows Alvin to Kyoto. Somehow or do not know why, he was able to survive without being caught following all Alvin activities in Kyoto. In his surveillance of Alvin, he discovers shocking facts. One of them if Alvin knows where Yudha is.
Melody kept crying while calling her because Yudha disappeared. This leads him to assume that Alvin is involved in Yudha's disappearance.
Does Mia know where Yudha's location is? The answer is of course he knows. How did he know that Yudha was hidden in a room?
Ah, coincidence or what. Mia infiltrated the janitor's call to clean up the residence which at that time one of her workers suddenly had an accident so could not help. Admitting that he did not have the money to return to Tokyo, he also wanted to work part time with any salary. Feeling a shortage of employees, the cleaning boss of the call accepted it. This is how he got into the super big traditional house that many of the guards had.
God was very helpful to him at that time.
"Alvin-senpai where the hell are you? It's been hard seeing you lately." Mummed Mia.
He went to Emperor Group, but didn't meet Alvin. I contacted Alvin Iwat phone, sms, e-mail, also no reply. Usually he and Alvin will have lunch together, but the last two weeks are very rare, even a week never again. When he came to the hotel where the party was stolen, he could not enter because he did not have an invitation.
Mia decides to wait for Alvin in Alvin's car park so she can meet the man she has loved for a long time. Because of this too, he saw with his own head how Alvin was slapped hard by Melody. Melody's voice could also be heard.
"Now Melody knows that you are the mastermind behind Yudha's kidnapping. What are you going to do, Alvin-senpai? You hurt her heart with that stupid shit of yours! If this is the case, you'll find it hard to get an apology from him! Maybe even unforgivable!"
After the cross-section incident, Mia saw Alvin return to the hotel building and two hours no Alvin back around, get in the car, and gas fast.
Then here comes Mia, trying to follow Alvin but losing track of how fast Alvin drives his car.
"Alvin-senpai-san.."
Finally Mia saw Alvin's car parked in one of the bars. He turned and stopped by the bar. It's been half an hour of losing track of Alvin.
Inside the bar, Mia sees Alvin drinking and smoking. He had no intention of stopping what Alvin was doing. He knows Alvin must be really bad at the moment. Getting that huge hateful look from Melody must have broken Alvin's heart. He chose to sit not far from Alvin and had a little drink.
Watching Alvin who wants to be alone.
"The unrequited love." Mumbled.
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I really love you.
With all my heart.
Even if you don't love me.
Even if you don't love me.
Appreciate my feelings.
Maybe you'll never return my feelings and my love.
This love is unrequited by you.
It will never be reciprocated.
Don't you lower me.
Always appreciate.
Never the most beautiful
It will never be ignored you destroy me
You are leaving now
Stay away from me forever
Never the most beautiful
Never be neglected
You ruined me
Even if you never understand
Will this love in my heart
This taste is left behind
Forever she will give me a wound in my heart
Don't let myself suffer always
Alvin again drank his alcohol.
"Although it hurts so much, but I still love you, Mel! Loves you so much. To the point of going crazy, not knowing how to." Alvin. He looked at the 4x6-sized photo of Melody he always carried in his shirt pocket.
Alvin coughed and spat out blood. Then he rubbed his lips. He realized that he had been excessive in drinking beverages that should not be a devotee of health as he did.
Can't bear to see Alvin who is very sad, Mia also came closer and snatch a drink that Alvin wants to drink.
"Stop! Yamette!" Mia said firmly.
"..." - ".Alvin turned his head towards the girl who interrupted his drinking.
"When do you want to be like this? Drink again? Senpai, you want to die?"
"..."
"You're throwing up blood! You'll die if you keep drinking!"
"Go home, it's none of your business!"
"Pai! It's none of my business, but I can't let you ruin your life like this!"
Ayu woman who was once Alvin's junior class sister during high school saw the condition of her senior is very alarming. Mia rolled her eyeballs watching every inch of Alvin's face.
A sad face full of wounds. Like a cat that gets dumped.
This is because of a woman named Kazehaya Melody!
Did he mention it like this? Of course rude, because Melody has the right to accept or not feel Alvin and Melody chose to refuse.
It is wrong here how self cannot think logically with what is called by fate.
Alvin has been blinded by love. Alvin could not understand that the woman he loved was married and would soon have children. It was too far, her brother to reach her.
Melody fell in love with her husband.
Melody is not the Melody that was once free without an owner. Alvin is no longer the bus fighting like he used to.
But Alvin continued to mgeyel even though he ended up injured due to his own actions. Alvin's stubborn nature becomes an obstacle to stop chasing after the woman.
Mia had known for a long time that Melody—, the woman Alvin loved, had the same taste as her husband. Melody and Yudha loved each other. Their love is huge. Difficult to shake.
Mia shook her head. There was no hope for Alvin. Please just give up before the wound becomes a huge, incurable hole.
"Alvin-senpai! You hear me?"
Alvin's eyes glared at Melody's close friend, Mia, with a cold gaze and seemed to drive her away from him.
Sensitive to Alvin's gaze, instead of making Mia move away and go home, he even approached Alvin.
"What do you want, Mia?"
Ask Alvin
Mia smiled disdainfully. "Wants you to die."
Answer Mia.
"You'll never be serious about wanting me dead. Tell me what you want, Mia?"
"If you want you to stop expecting Melody. What say?" Said Mia.
Alvin stared opposite Mia. "I can't stop until he's mine."
Plaaac..
One slap on the right side of Alvin's face made the man widen his eyes. Hazel's eyes stared intently at her youngest brother. "What do you want; huh?" hissing's angry.
Today he was twice slapped by women. Mia's slap wasn't as painful as Melody's, but still, right? Why did Mia have to slap him?
"Stop chasing Melody, Senpai!"
Pinta Mia lamtang's
"Who are you? What right do you have to forbid me to stop! I want to love Melody for as long as I want it to be up to me and it has nothing to do with you!"
Alvin.
"I'm your friend!" Mia doesn't dare say that she is the one who loves Alvin. It is not time to say true feelings. "I want you back to what you used to be! Like you know Melody and I are like friends sharing jokes and laughter. There is no feeling in a romantic that wags how we look... I beg you, Senpai! Come back like before! Don't be stupid like this!" An emotional breath released by a Mia.
Sensu Alvin's eyes widened when the photo he held, captured by Mia. Then Mia tore the photo of Melody and took it to the floor until it was scattered under the pieces of her photo.
"What did you do to my photo, Mia? Why did you tear it? That's a photo of Melody - the woman I love so much!"
Alvin Mara won't take Mia's treatment of him.
Mia again gave a cold look at Alvin. "I know that love hurts. So let go of your love for someone else!"
"No! You have no right to forbid me to stop!"
"You want me to slap you in the face how many more times to make you realize, huh?"
Alvin screeches. "If I let it go. Then that jerk will laugh happily at my defeat." He laughed sweetly.
"Alvin-senpai! The guy you know is your own brother! You doubt your sister's love for Melody? Long before you knew Melody, you understood and understood what Yudha was. You know Yudha very well. He was always cranky when away from Melody. Want to know why your sister is like that?" Mia held onto both of Alvi's shoulders until their eyes were faced.
"..." - ".Alvin stared at Mia.
"Because your sister sincerely loves Melody! His love for Melody was pure and supported by God's will. So don't judge Yudha as a jerk. The man changed. Yudha and Melody went through a maturing phase in their lives up to this stage... Then when are you? When are you going to change? Do you intend to stick in place? If you don't change—means you're no longer human! You're terrible, Senpai! You're like a monster blinded by your selfish love!"
Said Mia.
Then Mia released her grip on Alvin's shoulder. He moved away and left Alvin with the condition of the unstable heart of love.
"Only you. Just because it's you Senpai, I have the heart to say all these harsh words. I want to wake you up to a reality that doesn't take your side. I'm tired of seeing you lose your identity for blindly loving Melody.
I know it's hard, but accept it and face this reality! Unrequited love is as painful as love clapping next to a tagan. However, love is not something that can be restrained by the ego. When the ego takes hold of you, then love goes away from you." Inner Mia. He held his sick chest. His fate of loving Alvin did not end happily either.
Not long after that, a loud voice sounded in his ears. Mia turned around and her eyes looked at the fainted Alvin.
"Alvin-senpai?"