My Husband Is My Secret Lover
Yoshi POV - My beautiful girl

Arriving at Home, I looked at my photo with Ana last afternoon. I didn't think I'd get the picture so easily.

Soon I print the photo in two, one I keep in my wallet and the other I will give to Ana if the time is right later.

This holiday is really boring, what else can I do. Remembering that after this I will go up to class XII and have to prepare for the National Examination.

Several times my father and mother called to make sure of my situation and asked me to prepare to go to college abroad.

There was a bit of a sad feeling in my heart considering that I won't be able to meet Ana again after this. I tried so many times to meet him that I could express my feelings to him but always failed, this guts was too cute to express the taste.

***

The long vacation ended and I went back to school. Day after day I was bored because since I went to class XII I rarely met Ana because I had to take the pulpit to prepare for the National Examination.

I wanted to see him but it was as if time had never been on my side. Sometimes I see her from a distance, and I realize one thing Ana looks so pretty right now.

He no longer wore those cute glasses and his hair was unraveling beautifully, how much it scared me. Afraid that another child would approach her.

Actually I prefer the old Ana than the present one, but what can make her mature, will be more changed also her appearance. Look my once cute and cute girl has now become a pretty mature girl.

I can't let this happen. As soon as possible I have to express my feelings, about how I will respond later I do not care. I need to get this over with before someone else takes Ana away from me.

***

A few months later, the school will hold a study tour to Bali. All classes X, XI, XII can participate. I did plan to come but I canceled because Ana didn't follow it either .

I saw Ana waving her hand at Devi who was on the bus preparing to leave for the tour.

I could feel how much Ana also wanted to take the tour but maybe because of the cost problem she could not participate. I was thinking of financing Ana's administration to be able to follow the tour.

But I broke my intention. Because Ana must have suspected that if I did that, I didn't want to make her feel demeaned because of my social status.

Finally I decided to buy him souvenirs from Bali, a bracelet called a pancawarna bracelet.

I told my bodyguard to go to Bali at that time to buy the gift.

"David, go to Bali right now." I said to my father's trust assistant.

"Sorry to know what you're doing, sir?" he was surprised, obviously he was surprised there was no wind and rain suddenly I told him to go to Bali.

"Find me a bracelet right now." My orders to David.

"But what's it for, sir?" ask again. There's no way I'm telling him the truth he could've reported me to my father.

"Quick buy me why you're asking too many questions! " my answer was a little bit snapping at him.

"Baiiklah Young master, according to your orders Sir." David said as he stepped out of the room I saw him calling someone for a ticket to Bali.

***

After a few hours of waiting, David returned with a small box.

"Sorry sir, it has kept you waiting too long, this is your order, sir," he said, handing over the cardboard box containing the bracelet I wanted.

"Why is the wrapper just cardboard like this? "i ask, I really made emotions, this bracelet is only wrapped with a cardboard that says *Fro*m Bali With Love that has no aesthetic value at all

"What kind of wrap does it have to be, sir?" david asked with a confused face.

"Quick find a beautiful box, it's up to you to find where." My orders.

"Okay sir, as ordered by Sir." David answered before leaving my room.

***

"Sir, is this box of aesthetic value?" ask David.

"Pretty pretty, where'd you get it?" I asked while I grabbed the box.

"From Master's jewelry store, even this gold ribbon is 24 carat real gold." David said, even the bracelet is more expensive than the contents.

"good job. You can go." I said while looking at the box.

***

The next day when the break came, I rushed to Ana's class. Honestly, it's quite stressful, but how else do I feel about her I've been holding her for too long.

I saw him sitting alone on his stool.

"Hi Ana, what are you doing?" ask him. As usual, he looked very nervous and did not dare to look at me. Is it at least interesting is this me until Ana does not want to see me one bit.

"Yes Mas Ikau, what's wrong?" that's the answer. This is the first time he's called my name. It's so beautiful I hear. Hi Ana, Mas Ikaumu is coming. That's what I want to reveal to him right now.

Finally I decided to hand the Box containing the bracelet to him.

Again Ana did not look me in the face in the slightest whether she was embarrassed or because I did not know.

After I handed the box containing the bracelet to him, he just fell silent not showing any expression to my gift.

I finally decided to leave him. Just a few steps from her class, she called me and said

"Mas Ikau, thank you." Ana said with a smile looking at me from a distance.

Again that smile was what kept my world sidetracked for several seconds.

I continued my steps towards my class. In my heart I said how to express this feeling to her. Should I ask for his whatsapp number.

But isn't that right, what if he doesn't take me seriously, I try to think again to find the right way.

****

I was too busy to prepare for the test. Even my parents who rarely call me, these days call so often, just to make sure that I am ready to face the National Examination or not.

My mother told me to prepare to leave for London after the national exam to continue my education there.

***

The national exam passed. Now that I rarely go to school, we just wait for the graduation announcement.

Ana is getting further and further from my sight. While this stupid me still can't express my feelings to her.

A message notification came in from Dion,

"*B*ro, how have you expressed the taste of belly?" dion asked, he understands my condition. I told him everything.

"Not yet" I replied. I still hesitate to think about what steps I will take after this.

"*B*Bro Bro, Ana's hunt taken people, I'm with Adi, her classmates also like her." Dion said whether this was serious or not, but I was pretty burned to hear it.

"*Y*ang is correct at? what do you think I should do now?" I replied to Dion, I'm really confused right now.

"*Y*a quick shoot, ntar first people mampus You!" dion's words are frustrating me.

"Well Ana, tomorrow on the last day of school I will express my feelings that torment me so much for you" I said in my heart.