My Husband Is My Secret Lover
Yoshi POV - Regrets

I just kept looking for where Ana was. Even the whole room and garden I checked, but my wife was completely absent.

Niluh followed from behind and said.

"Sir, I'm afraid something happened to Madam." Niluh.

"You're this, why don't you call me when you see the Madam leaving. Tell me how it started?" I said while still walking up to the park where Ana's favorite spent her free time so far.

"At that time the Madam was in the master's office. Then I went up to him, the madam looked very surprised as she read some archival sheets from inside the drawer of the master's desk." Niluh.

"Archive? Work desk? Oh, my God, "I said, I ran into my study.

I saw some paper on the floor. Yes, this is a report from David about whatever our activities are and whatever I've done to Ana's family over the last few years.

I squeezed the paper rough.

"Stupid Yoshi! You're stupid Yosh!!" I said to myself.

Ana knows everything now. I was sucked to the floor, my legs were not strong enough to support my body anymore. My mind is so fucked. This time I was late.

If I had said it to Ana sooner, maybe things wouldn't be like this. I can imagine how he felt when he saw all this evidence. I'm evil. I was so mean to her.

All Ana knew was, I was just a loan shark who kept blackmailing her and chasing after her. He never knew that I also reported his father, that I also burned his shop, I had devised various means to ensnare him.

Now everything is known to him. I can imagine how much it hurt to know all this with his own eyes. I just remember the last time I was with her yesterday, Ana was not well.

Ana is sick and now she is disappearing either with her body still sick or not. Arghh.. I'm frustrated thinking about it.

"No, do you know where the madam went?" ask my trust servant.

"No idea, sir, but the lady brought the suitcase." Niluh said nervously.

"How could that happen ha? Didn't I order you to keep an eye on her at all times, why did you let my wife just walk away?" my many. I really am beginning to feel scared right now.

"Sorry sir, I've tried to hold off Madam even all the maids here are doing the same but Madam looks so angry that we can't bear it." Niluh said, so angry was Ana back then that she could fight the servants here, I can imagine it.

"Does the madam still look sick as she leaves the mansion?" Ask again. I hope Niluh is really telling me the truth.

"I think so, sir. When I touched the lady's hand, it was still warm. Looks like the fever hasn't come down yet." Niluh. That statement really makes it even more chaotic.

"God Niluh.. You're really unreliable !" I said as I ran towards the room.

I looked at our room, starting from the closet. It turns out that Ana brought some of her clothes, and then I checked the table. There is a red box, and two gold credit cards. Oh, my God, Ana left all my gifts here.

The red box with the necklace and gold card I had given her to meet her needs when I was not next to her is now back in my hands.

Oh my God, again I ruffled my hair violently, what if something happened to her, what if she was still in a state of pain at this time. While he didn't bring an ATM card from me at all.

I tried to call her phone and connect but unfortunately Ana did not bring the phone. Oh, my God, his phone is also lying on the table with my other stuff.

"An, where are you now, baby?" I said while holding the phone. Since realizing its absence in this house. I've assigned some bodyguards to look for Ana, hoping the robots can find her.

I opened the phone and hoped I could find something, but there was nothing I could find. There was one that caught my eye, which was Ana had changed the name of my contact who was 'debt-billing' and now became 'my dear husband'. I smiled seeing this. It turns out Ana really already has a taste for me.

It was like getting a pretty hard slap, why would I have to break her feelings when she started to love me.

"You stupid Yoshi! You idiot! You idiot! " I said, I kept swearing at myself.

I began to think clearly, could Ana go home to her parents. Yes, he must have gone back to Surabaya, where else. He had no other family besides his mother's father in the city.

I rushed to the airport and booked a flight to Surabaya right then and there. A few hours later I arrived in the city. That's the city that brought me to meet him when we were still in High School.

"An, I'll tell you the truth. After this you'll know if I'm your Mas first." I muttered as I walked outside the airport in search of a taxi.

I'm sure Ana will forgive me if she finds out who I really am. He had returned the items from me but he still carried the Balinese bracelet with him. Of course it's because he hasn't if I'm the one who gave it to him first.

Tok

Tok

Tok

Someone opened the door and looked shocked when they saw me.

"Lhoh Nak Yoshi is coming? why not report first? Then where's Ana? Didn't you come?" larissa asked, my mother-in-law looking around me looking for her daughter.

Degs.....

Even Ana is not here. Really went where my wife really was.

I went into the house and I started to get confused about where I had to start.

"Son, what's the matter exactly? Why does it look so upset?" ask my mother-in-law.

I told Larissa everything, about how it was before Ana disappeared, about opa coming out of a coma and telling her everything.

About whatever I've done to the steward, her husband. And about all the plans that I had to ensnare Ana first.

I can't believe it, my mother-in-law doesn't look angry at all. As if I knew everything. Geez I thought he'd slap me or even hit me after knowing everything.

"Son Yoshi, I forgive you. But please please find Ana, I'm very worried about her. Until this moment, Ana did not know if her father was a BIN." My mother-in-law said and I could see tears begin to wash her cheeks.

"Sure Ma'am, Yoshi will definitely find Ana." I said try to convince him.

"Mom, I want to meet you. Can I visit him at the hospital?" my many. But the mother-in-law did not answer, Luna came to us.

"Sir Yoshi, when is it coming? Where's Ana's mom?" ask the teenage girl.

I told her everything, Luna looked very surprised but Larissa seemed to give her a code to stay calm. God, I feel like these two are hiding something.

"Sister, so Ma'am Ana does not know if Kak Yoshi is his upperclassman in High School?" asked Ana and I answered with a nod.

"Sir, there is actually a package for Ma'am Ana that carried Luna since a few years ago. You want to see that package, right?" ask Luna.

"What package is Luna? Can you see?" my many. I'm curious, a package for Ana and all these years she hasn't received.

"This is my sister, try to open it. Luna hasn't been able to give this to Ana's mom." Luna said while giving me a brown envelope.

I opened it slowly too. I took a picture inside the envelope.

Deggs....

This is a picture of me and Ana in High School, I remember this photo taken during a retirement event at school. I remember I printed this photo into two, one for me and one for Ana.

But when I wanted to give it to her, Ana didn't come to see me. Then I left it to Ana's friend Devi when we met at the airport.

Gosh, it turns out that Ana really hasn't received the package that Devi had left on my orders back then. I bowed in lethargy, again Ana did not know if I had liked her for a long time.

Think of it like this picture is wkwk

Cute Ana 😍😍

Yoshi unhook.. 😍😍