My Husband Is My Secret Lover
The Deepest

This morning I asked the head of personnel for permission to give me leave due to illness, why the fever again came. As usual the flu started attacking me again.

Devi had been away with Dion since early this morning. I rushed to the bathroom too. After I finished preparing, I grabbed my bag and went out of the inn. I had to go to the doctor to get a check on the flu that was making my body shiver.

While waiting for a taxi suddenly someone pulled me and put me in his car. I know this body and the scent of this perfume has also been embedded in my sense of smell for a long time.

He sat me in his car seat and hugged me so tightly that it made me feel breathless.

"Dear, I'm sorry.. Please forgive me.. " She said as she kept hugging me.

"Yoshi??" I said, trying to let go of his embrace.

"Honey.. I'm sorry, I'll explain everything to you.. " She said with her body beginning to tremble.

"Let go!! Unhand me!! " I said while trying to push his body.

"An, please listen to me." He said it was still in the same position.

"I don't want to see you again!" I said, this heart still feels so much pain.

"Ana, I won't let you go!" yoshi.

"Basic impostors! " i said, I felt the body tremble like it was holding back a cry.

"An, I know I'm wrong but please let me talk first." Yoshi's words began to loosen his embrace.

That face looks so tangled and so does her hair. But even so Yoshi is still handsome. As usual.

"Let go of me Yoshi, I hate you!" I said while sobbing. I can't hold back these tears anymore. And how he was here. Didn't Devi and I book tickets on Devi's behalf so that Yoshi can't trace my tracks.

"An, I wouldn't let go of this hug if you still wouldn't listen to my explanation." Yoshi.

"Everything is clear Yoshi!" I said, I'm really sick of him.

"You should listen to me Ana!" Yoshi said, clutching my body, I started to feel that he was starting to be enveloped in emotion.

"You're evil Yoshi! You're a monster !" I just keep swearing it.

"I don't care about anything you tell me An." Yoshi.

"Take me off! What you did to me was evil Yoshi" I started yelling as the cramps in my stomach grew, as did this fever.

Silent...

Yoshi was silent for a few seconds.

"I promise to let you go and never bother you again after this. But please listen to me first." Yoshi said, closing his eyes.

"Well, say. "this time I'll listen to him, I want to know how far his tongue will play me again.

"An, your body still has a fever. Let's go to the doctor first, shall we?" ask her while sticking her hand on my forehead.

"Don't pretend to care about me. Hurry up and say what you want to say.. " Answer.

"Honey.. I miss you so much. I'm devastated without you.." again Yoshi hugged me.

"After everything you've done to me. You think I can still trust you?" my spoken. And Yoshi just fell silent.

"I was so shrouded in vengeance back then An, and now I'm sorry. It turns out your father is innocent." said Yoshi Lirih.

"Wah Yoshi !! Whoa !! You're so good, how dare you punish someone without properly investigating what he did wrong." I'm so emotional right now, Yoshi is really outrageous.

"Ana, I was very frustrated at the time. I felt so lost ", he said, shuffling his hair.

"Then what about me, Yoshi? Do I deserve all this after what I've been through?" my answer.

"An, I'm sorry. I love you so much." Yoshi said while holding my hand.

"Love? You never even know what love is, your life has only been filled with an obscure grudge all along !" Yelling snapped.

"No dear, I loved you for a long time." He said, what a show let alone this.

"You're so greedy Yoshi, you're evil. You've been playing with my feelings, why did you do this after I started loving you?"

"Sayangg pardon me. Ilove you.. Please love me again.. "

"Slow Yoshi, you're late!" My speech

"Honey.. Please give me one more chance" Yoshi said as he rested at my feet.

"You never loved me Yoshi, you just wanted to avenge your unwarranted. There was never any love for me. Please Yosh.. Please let me go, let life be quiet.."

"Life has been too rough on me, even my parents have hidden something this important from me. I'm disappointed in Yoshi.. I'm disappointed in everyone especially you!!"

I kept saying that over and over again to Yoshi.

"Well, Ana, I admit that my mistakes are unforgivable, I don't deserve your forgiveness. I'll let you go but on one condition." He said, but it looks like it's very deep.

"What?" my many.

"Please give me back the bracelet I gave you first." Yoshi said

"What bracelet?" I still don't understand what he's saying.

"The bracelet you've kept in your coffee for years." Yoshi looked into my eyes.

"What do you mean Yosh?"

Deggs...

My heart stopped beating but I could still breathe.

What is meant by Yoshi's bracelet from Mas ikau? but why did he say that he was the one who gave it to me.

"And this photo, I tried to send it to your address back then but why didn't you take it?" Yoshi said as he took out a piece of photo and showed it to me.

I had a fake heart attack again, wasn't this a picture of me with my old school pension. Did Yoshi...

"And I was waiting for you on the bridge at the time but why didn't you come An?" Yoshi just kept showering me with those chest-stifling statements.

"Do you want to know who's the girl whose picture I kept in my wallet for ten years?"

"Do you know who he is? Take a good look at this photo,"

"You're An's man, here's your picture and mine ten years ago.."

"Even you were jealous of yourself on our wedding night. Isn't that so funny?"

"I love you Ana, I'm your husband I've been your secret admirer all along. But why do you still not recognize who I am. I'm Ikaumu An, I'm Ricko." Yoshi said as he hugged me back. And I'm still trying to figure this out.

"I am Yoshi Aricko Luby, a boy who always passes in front of your class just to see your pretty face through your classroom window first. Did you forget?"

"Did you remember when you fell near the power pole across from your shop? Do you remember that Spiderman plaster? I'm the one who put it on your temple An. Even you made me unable to sleep all night because I was busy remembering your delicate skin."

"About the rickshawman who suddenly gave you a ride after school during a heavy rain. About the free iced tea from the canteen's mother. Do you remember? I'm the one behind it all An.."

"I'm the guy. I'm near you now An. Sorry for keeping you waiting this long.. "

"I'm your husband Lanthana, I'm also your secret admirer."

"I'm Ikaumu An, please take a good look at my face."

"Is this Yoshi? What else is this ha?"

"Why are you doing this to me. Why?" I said, this is all too dizzy for me. I closed my ears tightly but Yoshi still continued his words.

"An, back then I wanted to express my feelings to you but suddenly Devi came and interrupted us. Finally I asked you to come to a new bridge, I waited for you there to say that I had fallen in love with you."

"Maybe this is just monkey love but really the feeling still remains despite having to be tarnished with vengeance. I've told you everything Ana."

"I love you, please think about this again before you really want to get away from me. Please An.." Yoshi was still trying to hold back my body that was starting to feel this limp.

I still can't believe what I'm hearing, so Yoshi is Ikau. So yesterday Dion was right2 called Yoshi. Their voices are the same because they are one and the same.

I don't know what to say. I'm busy remembering the past. What a foolish Ana does not know if Yoshi is Mas Ikau.

Stupid ana! I said from the inside of my heart, it deserves that eyebrows and eyes are so familiar all this time. It's worth my dream to say that Mas Ikau has never been anywhere. It turned out that Yoshi was the one I had been looking for and waiting for.

But, what about all his treatment of me all this time, to be honest I was very happy to know this truth but why did Yoshi not admit it in the first place.

He lied to me, toying with my feelings, even after I gave him everything I had.

My life, my body, my heart and my future. I gave it all to him and it wasn't enough for him to tell me the truth.

No, I won't forgive her that easily. I still need time to make a decision. I don't want Yoshi to play me anymore even though he is Mas Ikau. I was too scared to believe it.

"Give me time" I said, letting go of his embrace.

"What time is An. Please don't leave me. I love you so much." Yoshi said, holding me back from getting out of the car.

"But I need time.. " Truly these tears are so hard to hold.

"Well, I'll accept all your decisions Ana. I'm waiting for your answer to continue this relationship or not." Yoshi said, I saw tears coming out of the corner of his eye when I saw him coming out of his car door.

POV Author

...🎵🎵Kole's all I want...

...I won't repeat...

...I'm sorry if I loved you...

...And if I can replace...

...Have you ever tried to understand...

...Look at me here...

...Maybe if I dream...

...It is wrong to wait...

...I will not be tired waiting...

...I will not lose this love...

...Until you don't come back...

...I'll remember in my heart,🎵🎵...

The sound of music accompanied the speed of Yoshi's car, away from leaving the inn where he had just met Ana.