My Husband Is My Secret Lover
Yoshi POV - I'm sorry

That day upon our arrival at the mansion, I locked Ana all day in the room and showed her our new room decor, although it was not me who prepared it directly but I was the one who chose the interior design for our room.

He was quite happy to see the room equipped with baby shower decoration. Many times I kissed our future child who is still in Ana's womb.

Sometimes Ana calls me Mas sometimes also Papa, I'm very happy to hear it, my beloved girl from adolescence can finally have it all now without any fear of losing again, there are no secrets between us at this time.

I can't believe that even now she's pregnant with my son, my flesh and blood. I promise I won't let it go, whatever the reason is even if the flight attendants don't want us to be together, I won't care.

I will defend my wife and child.

For over a month we separated, I couldn't hold back my longing, I wanted to let go of all my longing for Ana. That sweet thin lips teased me so much.

I started what I hadn't seen in a long time, when the hot scene suddenly stopped Ana, I thought she still hadn't forgiven me but I was wrong, that's not why she rejected me.

It turned out that Ana thought so much of our baby, I cursed myself. How could I endanger the baby with my lust, of course he would be shaken up in there.

Fortunately, Ana reminded me of that. One that really makes me anxious about him. Ana just kept teasing me, kissing me and even playing mine. God, he's possessed by a perverted spirit from where, I thought.

I kept holding back the desire but as if Ana didn't want to change my pranks, just look at it later. Wait retaliation.

***

Next day.

As I was about to head to the office, I suddenly recalled the incident one month ago when Ana disappeared when I left her in mansions alone. Even the servants were unreliable.

Finally I decided to lock our room from the outside, so that Ana would not run away again, I did not know what would happen next but better to prevent it than to search.

He kept asking me to open the door but I didn't care. I was really traumatized by the incident, Ana was the desperate type and I had to be more reckless than her. Now there's no reason for him to leave me.

***

Upon arrival at the office, the software product clients I managed to create were waiting for me in the meeting room for the presentation of the introduction of new products and David always helped me in everything.

I did not expect the meeting that was supposed to run quickly turned out to take quite a long time until the afternoon. I want to go home early today to see my wife and baby .

After the meeting, I also rested. I tried to contact Niluh to ask about Ana's condition, since the morning I asked her to check on Ana every hour. And report it to me.

"Everything is fine, sir. Miss has also eaten, taken vitamins and drank milk at your command." Said from the phone.

"What is the Lady doing now Niluh?" my many. I wonder what my mother is doing right now, she must be very upset with me. I don't know why getting upset was my hobby.

"The lady's on a cell phone, sir." Niluh.

I hung up the phone immediately. At first I didn't think much about Ana's activities but suddenly somehow I was very impressed with her activities when I wasn't around her.

I haven't checked Ana's phone in a long time from the hacking app I've created. From the email, the phone call was nothing suspicious. But when I checked the SMS message, it turns out there is a foreign number coming in, I know this number from abroad.

Ana, how are you?

An, how are you?

Evelyn is taking care of you for me

Thanks An, always happy.

Reza

I squeezed my phone furiously. Still the worm bothers my wife. There were several messages from him and none of them were answered or even read by Ana.

I'm relieved, Ana didn't respond to this message from him. However, my brain kept thinking about what Ana had given Reza through Evelyn. I tried to think calmly, but this little thing was bothering me enough.

Until when I opened whatsapp Ana, it turns out she was cool chatting with her friends. There was a bit of disappointment in my heart as to why Ana did not start the chat or at least inquire about my activities through the chat.

Even though he knew I was online, at first I was acting normal. Until my eyes catch that Reza the worm is also in that group.

She congratulates Ana on her pregnancy but what I don't like is why Ana has to respond to her and even ask Reza when she knows Reza likes her.

Ana cares so much about the worm, I can feel it from the typing of her hand. It feels like going back to adolescence. I'm like a boyfriend spying on my girlfriend.

Maybe it's too childish because we've missed our high school date until it's like this, which is why I get carried away so easily.

On the way home I kept thinking about the item Ana gave to Reza through Evelyn and also why Ana didn't tell me.

I was so upset with my own thoughts that even when I got home, I was still moody and upset. I saw Ana very enthusiastically welcoming me and said that she had been waiting for a long time.

Even at night, I decided to go to bed without greeting him at all. I actually don't have any heart for Ana. But the shadow of his chatter with Reza in the group made me lose my spirit.

I also skip my nightly routine to chat with baby. I don't know what I'm doing right now, I just want Ana to be a little sensitive to my feelings. I really don't like Reza, I really don't like it!

I told Ana a few times, don't ever talk to her again. But still, as happened today. Until morning came, I still ignored him. Ana looks very sad but does not realize what her mistake was.

***

I went to the office without any more care, I heard him call my name several times but I still did not care about it, hopefully later after coming home from the office my feelings have improved and this jealousy is gone.

A few meters away, but a phone call from Niluh stopped the car.

"Hello, sir. Madam in pain seems to be having contractions !" niluh said in panic. Without answering his words I immediately asked David to return to the mansion.

"David turn around! we're back at the mansion!"

"Okay sir!" david said without asking why.

***

I ran up the stairs and saw Ana sitting on the floor with Niluh. Instantly my heart felt like it wanted to escape from its place right then and there. I can't see Ana in pain.

I don't want anything to happen to Ana and baby, I lift that weak body up and go to the hospital. On the way Ana continued to moan in pain. My God, it's my fault, I've been ignoring Ana since yesterday.

Stupid yoshi! always a fool! I said in my heart. I was too concerned about my ego when Ana was completely innocent in this matter.

"Good God how is this.. Honey, hold on. Ii'm sorry.. " My words are still holding it tight.

"Yoshi, sick. I'm afraid something happened to baby." Said Ana irih while holding her stomach.

I was so confused at the time, I didn't know what to do. Ana's in so much pain I can't stand to see this.

"Dear noo, nothing will happen to you and baby, I'm sorry. Son, forgive papa dear." I said I was starting to panic again.

"Yoshi.. Don't be mad at me.. " Anna just kept saying that sentence, like she was struck by lightning. I've made mistakes again to Ana and also to our baby.

"No, baby, I'm not mad at you. An, I'm sorry.. Don't close your eyes, baby, stay awake. We'll be at the hospital soon!"

I was really scared when I saw Ana start closing her eyes.

Arrive at the hospital. The doctors and nurses took Ana into the action room. While I am, don't ask me again. I went back to messing up and regretting my stupid actions.

I was too selfish and childish to put my wife and child in danger, and I even saw a lot of clear liquid coming out. I don't know what it is, but I'm sure Ana and our baby aren't okay.

A few minutes passed but the doctor did not leave.

30 Minutes later the doctor came out and asked to go to his room. I'm sure there's been a serious problem with my wife and son.

"So, how's my wife and son doing?" my many.

"Please sit down Mr. Yoshi." He said, and I pulled up my chair and sat down.

"So, tell me what's going on?" I asked impatiently.

"Sir, your wife has early contractions and amniotic fluid seeps." The doctor said and I am still waiting for the next explanation.

"Sir, many factors can trigger this, one of which is stress. The hormones of pregnant women are not always stable, sometimes up sometimes down. They are very sensitive."

"Will my wife and our son survive, Doc?"

"For this time you're lucky, they're safe but if this happens again I'm sure it's a bad chance it'll threaten their safety sir." Obviously the doctor, showing the look of his sharp eyes as if threatening me.

***

I entered Ana's room, again my wife had to suffer because of me, even almost lost the fruit of love that has reunited us.

"Dear, I'm sorry." I said softly while grabbing his hand.

"Darling, I didn't mean to ignore you." I look at that sad face that's still sleeping." I was so stupid, maybe even all night Ana didn't sleep because she was busy thinking about me.

"Mas Ikau's... Don't be mad at me..." Said Ana softly but still not realized. I was so sick to hear him ask me not to get angry like this. I really don't intend to be like this.