My Husband Is My Secret Lover
Yoshi POV - Didn't meet me

This is my last day at school. I made up my mind to express my feelings to Ana today. I tried several times to train all night but still this nervous feeling still hit me.

After school I walked into Ana's class. I saw him standing in front of his class, this is good. It was like a good sign to see Ana was alone there without anyone accompanying Devi.

I accelerated my pace, until now I was right in front of him. As usual, Ana never looked at me. He was always down for some reason, whether he was not interested in me.

"Ana, can we talk for a second?" I asked while looking at his face. I saw his eyes continue to look down whether there is anything really there.But one of them is sure that his eyelashes are so flickering and funny.

"Iy-iya Mas's. What the hell are you talking about? " he answered, still not looking at me.

I finally started this thrilling event.

"Look, actually I want to say something to you, "I said nervously, like there was a lump of durian seeds stuck in my throat and made it hard for me to speak.

"Yes, what's the matter?" He answered by looking into my eyes. Just this time Ana looked at me and with this close distance

I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Trying to reveal something.

"An, a-aku______ a-ku _____ "I said in a stamped voice that made me confused why my tongue is a mute now.

Suddenly Devi who was far away from us shouted to call out Ana's name.

Instantly Devi's voice derailed my efforts. I'm really upset. I tried hard for today but with ease Ana's friend messed with my mood.

The concentration I had formed suddenly just collapsed. I was really upset with Devi, but as much as I could cover up my irritation to keep Ana calm.

As fast as lightning my brain thought of finding another way. I really have to reveal it because tomorrow my mother will pick me up at the airport to go to London.

***

"Ana, can we meet tomorrow? Meet me at the New Bridge at 9am." I said spontaneously while patting her on the shoulder, this hand was really presumptuous, no matter what courage I had at that moment .

And why should I choose the New Bridge. Ah stupidly I, remember Dion saying that yesterday he asked his girlfriend out on the new Bridge, and he thinks the place is very good.

I walked away from Ana, before Devi got to our place.

***

On the way home I kept thinking if Ana would come tomorrow. I don't know why I'm so scared if he doesn't come. Remembering tomorrow is my last day in the country.

I deliberately asked her to meet at 09:00 because tomorrow my boarding time is at 15:00, is not there still much time left. I'm still worried if he doesn't come tomorrow and I'm trying to calm myself down.

"*H*i Prince, are you ready for tomorrow?" My grandfather asked me about my preparation to fly tomorrow.

"Opa, of course, but Ricko still has to see someone first tomorrow at nine." I said while putting my clothes in my suitcase.

"Oh so you're going to see the Princess tomorrow?" opa said, opa certainly knows this.

"Yes Opa" I replied a little embarrassed.

"Good Prince. Express love. Don't be quiet, before another Prince will take your Princess." The word opa gives me encouragement.

***

This morning I was so nervous that I was confused as to which clothes to wear.

I finally picked a white shirt and jeans.

I really hope this meeting of ours will be a path for our relationship going forward even though after this I will leave it for a better future, even I had planned to have a long distance relationship with him after this.

***

The clock shows at 08:30 I am getting ready to leave immediately. This time it was my guards who escorted me, because after this I will go straight to the airport.

****

Fifteen minutes passed and I arrived at the new bridge. It's a pretty beautiful place with a garden around it, right as Dion said, it's a perfect place for a date.

The clock shows at 09:00 but Ana has not yet arrived. Should I pick him up at home. But I doubt how I might dare to meet his parents.

I decided to keep waiting, various speculations in my head, whether Ana accidentally did not come or indeed she was late to come.

Fifteen minutes passed, Ana still had not come. My heart started to fret, did Ana really not want to meet me. It seems that among us only I have a taste.

I was wondering if maybe Ana was lost or maybe misplaced. Is it possible that yesterday when I said the place we would meet less clear to him that he has not come also until now, given Devi's arrival which was very disturbing yesterday.

I'm really frustrated at the moment. But I did not give up but in desperation, I finally decided to find Ana. Either on other bridges or elsewhere, which Ana might come to.

***

Along the way I was very upset and kept talking sensitively "Come on An, meet me. I don't know when we'll see each other again after this." I kept saying those words hoping Ana could hear me.

All of a sudden, though,

My phone's ringing....

I picked it up and heard Mama's voice from across the street.

My mom cried on the phone to tell me that my dad had an accident in London.

"Yoshi, Papamu Nak, Papa.. huuu hikss, "sounds crying but has not yet explained what happened.

Suddenly, I asked the driver to stop the car so I could hear what my mother had to say.

"Ma, what's wrong? Why is Mom crying?" ask my mother.

"Father Yosh's accident, now in critical condition .. huuuu." My mother said she kept crying. I who was still thinking about Ana immediately panicked and asked the driver to go home immediately.

"Ma, Mama calm down first yes, this runs out Yoshi directly to the Airport with Opa." I said try to calm my mother.

"Hurry up, Yosh, Mama's not strong, Mama's afraid of the possibility of bad will happen to Papa." My mother said, honestly hearing this news makes my head very dizzy.

Maybe my relationship with my father is not so harmonious but even though he is still my father. Someone I love very much and miss.

Regardless of our relationship being that distant I was eager to meet my father. I want to say that I'm an adult now. I can make him proud.

But hearing the situation of papa who is critical at this time makes me a little worried what if papa leaves me, mama and opa. I'm really freaked out.

All the way home, I couldn't calm myself down. The sound of my mother's cries still rang in my ears, once it made my heart ache, I wanted to go see her and strengthen her, reassuring her that everything would be fine.

For some reason the journey home was so long it felt, it made me even more frustrated. Instantly I no longer thought about Ana because all I had in my brain right now were my parents and opa.