My Husband Is My Secret Lover
I hate you Yoshi

Here I am now. The island of the gods, Bali. An island with a million beauties, I can at least forget the pain of my disappointment for a while.

I never thought that he I loved was a liar. A very skilled liar. Until my heart can't detect his lies all along.

"Why are you doing this to me Yoshi? Why?" I repeatedly asked myself this. I really hate him. I pulled out all the feelings that were starting to grow in my heart for her.

..."You have left the deepest heart...

...Until there is no love left in the soul"...

The flashback

That day after Yoshi said goodbye to going to London to see his mother, I still spent my day lying in bed.

It feels like this flu is getting more excruciating, but the pain decreases after I take the pain reliever. It occurred to me whether I was exposed to the rising virus.

Feeling better, I went outside. Down the corridor in this house. As I was going down the stairs, my eyes saw Yoshi's office open.

Whether there was anyone inside or Yoshi had indeed not left. I finally got into that workroom. I looked around but there was no one there.

I was walking looking at the window, but suddenly my feet tripped over the legs of the table. Just then my eyes caught a piece of paper tucked from inside the drawer.

I opened the drawer to put the paper into it, worried that if this important file belongs to Yoshi, my eyes accidentally saw a photo attached to the paper.

I also wondered whose photo it was, until I finally realized that not only one photo but there were many photos in the drawer. Without a second thought I immediately saw all the files and photos, I'm sure Yoshi wouldn't be angry if I saw all this.

Deggs..

"Mr? this is a picture of Father.. " I said softly when I found a picture of my father there.

"There were pictures of me when I was in high school, too..."

"Mom and Luna's picture, too." I just kept talking to myself.

I was still silent, busy looking at these photos.

What Yoshi did with all these old school photos is actually, really we have known each other since High School. But I'm not sure, I finally decided to check back.

There are a lot of documents, it's like an archive. I started reading them one by one. There's David's signature, too. Oh, this is sort of a report from David to Yoshi apparently.

My eyes were fixed on the phrase 'the Aditama family's shop burning trial', as soon as my eyes were rounded at the sight of this report. I remember a few years ago I heard that our store was on fire while my mother was asleep in it.

It was like being stabbed by thousands of thorns, so it was true that someone had deliberately set the store on fire without caring about my mother's life inside. And that person is Yoshi, he is the criminal, who has now become my husband.

I began to slow down and sat on the floor with a pile of paper still in my grasp. I cried knowing this fact. I also went back to reading the next page.

'Vengeance for the Steward', I was again surprised to find this information. So all this time my father was a BIN, my God at that time my father had told me but I did not care.

And papa Yoshi got into an accident as a result of an accusation from my father. I didn't think it was possible. It is fitting that Yoshi has been very depressed when we discussed the death of his father, about opa who was in a coma and mama who had experienced severe depression a few years ago.

This is the cause, it turns out my father who has caused destruction in the life of Yoshi and I do not know for sure, I also do not know the truth.

But now I know that she only married me to avenge her. Just for the revenge mission, there was no love or affection for me.

I cried again, lamenting everything. On the other hand, the people around me also covered up the truth. Father, mother and Luna they never told me about any of this. About the real father was a secret agent.

If only you had told me everything clearly then, I would have found out the truth. And of course there will never be a marriage between myself and Yoshi.

I know the pain Yoshi has been experiencing all this time. Why should I bear it all. In fact, he has also reported the father to the authorities for defamation, so my father had to have a heart attack many times.

Until my father had to be removed from his post. Why is that not enough for him. He's very greedy. After years he blackmailed me by pretending to be a loan shark.

All those years he kept me in his grip, kept me busy looking for work here and there to get the money back. This is the end of my story.

Really, this self-dumbness for having thought that Yoshi really loves me. Of course he was only pretending all along. And stupidly again I believe in his deceit just like that.

I immediately got up from the floor and wiped my tears.

"Mrs, are you okay?" ask Niluh while helping me stand up.

Without answering it, I rushed to the room. I packed my things and I didn't forget to leave all the stuff from Yoshi, gold cards and necklaces from him, all on the table with my phone.

Kupandangi red box containing Balinese bracelet from Mas Ikau first. "Mas, I'm sorry I tried to forget you for that trickster Yoshi." I muttered as I left the room.

***

I ordered a taxi and was confused about where to go before I finally decided to go to the airport to fly to Surabaya.

At the airport, my mind went back to chaos should I go home while mom and Luna had also been lying to me all this time, not to mention if Yoshi caught up with me there.

No, I'm not going home. I wanted to calm down and avoid the people who had been playing me all this time.

Bugh...

Suddenly my body hit someone. I saw that face. I know him very well. Isn't this woman my friend and best friend since High School, my inner self.

"Ana.?! You really are Ana, right??" he said while looking at me.

"Devs.. Devian... It's Ana." I said stammered, I can't believe what I saw, after all these years I've finally been able to see her again.

We hugged and Devi kept asking me questions. I couldn't hold back my tears, somehow meeting Devi, made me want to shed tears. I need a backrest right now.

"Dev, please take me away with you.. " I said.

"Where's An? What's the matter exactly?" ask with confusion.

"Hurry up Dev, I'll tell you everything later." My answer.

"Lu kayak again chased by loan sharks, chat first.. I miss Lu An.. " Say Devi, my God, if I'm so scared right now.

"Dev, come. We'll book tickets now!" I said while pulling his hand.

"Iya-iya I take you away but stop first dong meweknya. Flooding at the airport. You know I can't swim." Devi said while wiping away my tears.

"But where are we going Dev?" my many.

"To Bali.. " Answer replied Devi while carrying my suitcase.

Flashback off

POV Author

The Aditama family residence.

Larissa was panicking at the thought of her daughter Ana. Eventually she called the hostess, her husband.

"Sir, how did Ana escape from the house sir.. " Said Larissa.

"Mom, relax. You think you're gonna shut up?" reply Preacher.

"Sir, I'm afraid something's happened to our son. Anyway we've covered all this for a long time." Answer the panicked woman.

"Mom, you've said this to Ana before but she was very busy at the time. I thought you were just pretending." Answer the man who was at the BIN headquarters.

"Have you met Yoshi? a month ago he came to the house and asked for permission to meet the father at the hospital" Larissa said

"Not yet ma'am. Just leave that fool in a panic, he doesn't know that the ICU room in the hospital is empty." The steward recalled that the past few days his son-in-law had been busy looking for him in the hospital and thought that he really had a heart attack.

"Sir, what about Ana.. " Larissa cried again considering this month there was no news from her eldest daughter.

"Calm mom, I know where Ana is now. Let the young couple solve the problem. They need good communication in the household." Said the steward to his wife.

"When will this drama take place sir? How long will you hide like this? " ask Larissa, given that her husband has been pretending to be sick for years.

"Until the real criminal comes out ma'am, here's the procedure ..." Said the secret agent before finally hanging up the phone.

***

"Vih.. You called James Bond?" ask the teenage boy who just came out of the room and make fun of his mother.

"Silent you. I'm dizzy thinking about your sister, Luna! " said Larissa snapping at her second daughter.

"Calm down, James Bond we'll protect Yoshi's wife, calm down my dear mother.. " Say the girl who's starting to grow up.

The POV end author.