My Husband Is My Secret Lover
Yoshi POV - Greenwich City, London

One year later, I decided to go back to London. It is located in Greenwich City, a district in the south-eastern part of London. To see mom and opa.

Of course it's still the same condition as the last time I saw him.

And opa is still lying in the ICU Room, with various life support equipment installed on her body.

Almost four years passed, but the opa had not yet shown its point of recovery, I was tired of all this, if only time could be turned back, I would not allow the accident that took the life of the father to happen.

One person died, two people are still alive but with conditions that are no different from death like this.

I entered my mother's room and saw her painting on the balcony of her room on the second floor. I don't know what he painted in my eyes those paintings are just abstract scribbles on canvas .

Very symbolic of his life, he only used black oil paint on the painting, whether at least-colored-is mama's life now .

"Ma, how's Mama doing? " i asked my mother who was staring at the painting of her hand. I know enough about your psychic condition since Papa's departure four years ago.

"Yosh, when did you come, honey? " ask Mama trying to cover her sad face.

"Newly Mah, it was from the Airport directly to this Apartment," I replied while hugging the body of my mother tightly.

"Yosh, how was your education? You've been too busy studying and taking care of our family business for the past four years, I'm sorry mom who can't help you at all at the Company.

"Hush, Mama don't talk like that, it's Yoshi's responsibility to replace Papa," I replied as I wrapped up Mama's sad face.

"Your father loves you very much, son, do you know that?" mama replied, as if she wanted to say something that she had been holding for the past few years.

"Of course Yoshi knows it's Ma, Yoshi knows Papa, Mama and Opa really love a handsome and intelligent child like me "," I replied as I pinched my nose.

"Actually Mama did not know for sure what happened to Papa before Papa had the accident," said mama before finally seen a clear circle that almost dripped from the corner of his eye.

If only you knew that I was dealing with the family of the State Intelligence Service Member who had ruined our lives, maybe your situation would get worse if you knew it.

I decided to hide my business with Ana and her family from her, I didn't want to make her worse.

After all, mama would definitely not agree with the act of revenge I did on Ana and her family. My mom is a very gentle person. Revenge was impossible for him.

On the other hand I would love to tell you about all the things I've been through with my mom, however she is the only person I have other than opa who is still lying in a coma.

"Yosh, don't you want to get married? " ask mama, I don't know what wind made her ask me such sacred questions.

"A-what Ma? Be married? I asked, trying to repeat the question mama actually quite clearly heard

"Yes, Married. Binding the promise of living while with the woman you love "mama said, again my ears must pretend to try to lose their hearing function .

"Yoshi has to tie a promise with who Ma is? my answer. Without a long pause, it immediately made mama laugh wide.

Seeing my mama's laughter made me feel like I had water in an arid desert. It is so soothing to the soul, the laughter that has been lost for years is now visible again.

"*P*princess secret what does Mama mean?" my many. I really don't understand what Mom says.

"Don't think Opa never told Mama about your daughter in your high school days" whispered Mama in my ear.

God, so opa used to tell me about all my activities to mama, ah basic opa. Opa is the enemy in my blanket.

I want to scold the old man right now but what power my beloved old man has not been awakened from his coma since four years ago.

"Ah Mama, Opa must have been wrong to say that time," I said to my mother, I hope you don't talk any further about this.

"really? Haha so the Crown Prince of Luby Kingdom is blushing in shame apparently ha?" mama said, I don't know what he really thinks, which is clear if it is talking about this ridiculous thing can make him laugh happily, then why not.

"Yes Ma, he's just Yoshi's past, it's not important to remember that time" I said lying, when of course I was thinking about Ana at this time, she said, Princess The secret of my teenage years who else if not her.

The heart worship as well as the enumerating machine that has shredded my heart and feelings so far. I really can't understand how revenge and love can grow simultaneously like this.

To be honest I want to delve deeper into the events of four years ago, I want to find out who is actually guilty in that case My Father Permana Luby or Pramuja Aditama a member of BIN who is also Ana's biological father.

My selfish side is so domineering, I don't think I want to know the truth, I'm sure my dad is the right side of the case.

Even though the belief was deeply ingrained in my brain, I still asked my confidant to investigate clearly to the roots of the case that was in the dismissal period of the investigation.

Feeling that my mother had not extended our conversation, I decided to go out of the Apartment.

After traveling for approximately twenty minutes, I arrived at a simple cafe owned by one of my mama's colleagues.

The cafe was named number one in the Asian Food Competition competition in the United Kingdom . In addition to the Owner of this Cafe which incidentally is a native of Indonesia, Asian dishes served are no doubt taste.

In short, Indonesians who live here, always take the time to just let go of the longing for Indonesian cuisine that they rarely find here.

I decided to order my favorite jasmine tea or jasmine tea at this cafe, so winter made part of Greenwich City covered with snow almost entirely.

It didn't take long, a ramusaji came to deliver my order.

"Good evening Mr.Luby welcome back to your second home here, here it is a cup of jasmines tea is ready to warm your cold soul up,Enjoy !" The servant said.

True what he said, This cafe is my second home while in London, what is not natural is how he can know about my soul who is 'desire' this.

Without a second thought I immediately brewed a jasmine-scented tea in front of me complete with creamer as the catcher.

Tea alone has a companion, how can a normal human like me not need a companion for my life, which is true.