My Husband Is My Secret Lover
Trapped promise of living as if

Arrive at Sorkarno Hatta Airport. Time shows at 02:00 in the morning.

"Mbak Ana's.. "

"Murrah..!" yelled the sweet teenage girl dimpled from a distance.

She's Luna, my little sister. In an instant his warm body rushed into my body. Five months did not meet it turns out he was still the same, jolly and installment as usual.

I who since yesterday lost the spirit of life like getting a trace of hope because I saw the smile of my sister.

He also smiled towards Yoshi who had been standing next to me while holding my hand. Actually I'm so uncomfortable with this, I'm just too lazy to keep arguing with him.

"Jaah has continued to be like to just cross." Luna said as she blinked one eye at Yoshi. Since when have they become this familiar, I said in my heart.

"And indeed want to cross the household ark, Lun." Yoshi said while peeping at the back of my hand.

Cupp..

A kiss landed, even if only in the hand but it was enough to make my horse's feathers bristle instantly. This vibration was once there when Mas Ikau patted me on the shoulder. I don't know why it feels so exactly like this.

And then Yoshi glanced at me with a big smile. Honestly, the smile looked very sincere from the heart, but I should not be too quick to dissolve in its charm.

"Basic has no shame." I said to her while letting go of her hand.

"Wkwkkp. Don't be so angry, let's go to the hotel." He said, taking my hand again.

"To the Hotel?" ask her.

"Yes Ma'am, I've been waiting at the hotel where Ma'am's wedding with Mas Yoshi tomorrow." Luna answered my question.

Geez, that statement made me lose my life course even more. Since last night I have been dreaming of Mas Ikau. Even dreamed that she would marry me later, and not Yoshi.

I don't know why he feels so close when obviously I don't know where he is right now.

"Not tomorrow Lun, but later. It'll be 9 in the morning." Yoshi reminded me that in less than ten hours, my status will change to that of a wife.

"Oh yes Brother. Luna forgot. Hehe." Said Luna while scratching her non-itchy nape.

We walked towards the exit door while David followed behind.

Along the hallway towards the exit, all eyes kept on us, more precisely on Yoshi. How handsome is he who only wears a white shirt and pants material, neat hair and sunglasses.

To make a lot of women who pay attention to it as it is today. I began to doubt, should I be with this near-perfect one.

"Your husband is as famous as An. Don't tell me you're surprised to see this." He said as he walked down the hallway.

"Sad, very arrogant." Gruntsku annoyed.

"Don't be jealous like that. Soon I will be all yours." He said again, with the bamgga. Geez, he's starting to be narcissistic like Reza.

"You're starting to look like Reza, very narcissistic." My words were heard by him.

"Don't say that name again !" He said to me, tightening his grip to make me scream in pain.

"It hurts ah." I was upset, and I took off his grip and got into the car which was followed by him.

Along the way, there was a sense of worry in the heart but there was also a feeling of calm. I don't know why this is so confusing. I don't really know what I'm feeling.

****

A Bellboy escorted us to our room and brought us a suitcase that David had been carrying.

Yoshi opened the door for me, and I came in. In the room, I saw my mother sitting. Like preparing something.

"Hubby.. " I said as I ran and hugged her. Seeing this Yoshi left, leaving us both.

"An, miss kangen. I'm sorry, Mom." Ibuk answered and returned my embrace.

"Oh, are you sure you want Ana to marry Yoshi?" I asked, honestly I'd love to know why my mom is so sure that Yoshi is a good guy.

"An, the condition of the Father is not okay at this time, I'm afraid if something happens to the Father and you have not found a companion, then who will lead your life.

Your age is also ripe for marriage. What is less than Yoshi? Is there a better man than Yoshi? He knows our family very well. What else is there to doubt?" My mother and I began to worry about my father's current condition.

"But Buk, how are you doing now? do you know about this marriage?" I asked my mother, I don't care what she thinks about Yoshi anymore. It's obvious my mother really likes Yoshi so it's useless if I remember what he said.

"Bapak knows. And leave everything to you and Yoshi. Even yesterday they both had a video call. Actually Yoshi wanted to see the father directly but what could be done, the health condition of the father is not possible to be found." My mother said in great detail. At least I'm relieved if you know about my marriage.

"Yet, Ana wants to see you. "I said to my mother who is still busy with all the bridal equipment.

"An, you're in the ICU room, it's impossible to find for now. Let your father be healthy first." Mom said, I finally did it.

Because the father can not be present in this event, finally the brother of my Father will be my guardian later.

I feel like this is all too sudden. There's not even a MUA to decorate me. Only Mom and Luna helped me get dressed and prepared.

An hour later I was ready. White kebaya has been attached beautifully to my body with makeup that is simple and natural as usual. I feel like I'm normal. It's like a dream. All this is too fast.

Towards the courtyard of the Hotel, everything looks very neat, with white baby breath flowers adorning the surroundings of this place, in line with the kebaya I was wearing.

I saw the guests starting to arrive. I also walked to the wedding chair. Yoshi who was sitting there was unceasingly staring at me from head to toe.

I can't deny, he looks as handsome as ever in a white suit and a flower ornament in his pocket. I began to feel the thump in my heart as our eyes met each other.

I also sat beside him. And soon thereafter the ijab kabul was carried out. His voice sounded very melodious when saying my full name in front of the ruler.

Then everyone says "legitimate" at the same time. From this moment on, Yoshi and I officially became husband and wife. I kissed the back of his hand that was reciprocated with his kiss on my forehead.

The leaflet again struck my heart as its lips landed on my forehead without any barrier between our skin. I saw Mom and Luna crying and crying to see all this.

Actually I was very curious why I did not see any parents or Yoshi's family at this event at all. Maybe he kept this marriage a secret from his family. My God, what other games will Yoshi play after this.

I'm so dizzy with all this. I finally decided to keep quiet. While Yoshi was busy meeting his guests. I also walked away from the crowd. Fuck if the guests are looking for where the bride went. I don't care at all.

I need peace at this time. I need to wake up from the nightmare. I looked out to the high seas holding onto the wooden rails around the hotel courtyard.

"My wife, why are you here?" yoshi's voice was walking towards me.

He called me by the word 'my wife', yes it is. He has a right to me from now on.

"Yoshi, can I just be here for a moment. I'll be back there after this." I said softly. I don't want to provoke a fuss with him for now.

"I'll keep you company, baby." He spoke softly while grabbing my waist. Pulls me into his arms.