My Husband Is My Secret Lover
I'm not ready yet

"Good day, ladies and gentlemen." Said a servant who had followed us from behind.

"Morning, quickly open the door!" Yoshi's orders to the female servant who is about my younger age.

"Okay sir," the girl replied with a smile towards me as well before Yoshi took me into our room.

At first glance I see this room is almost the same as Yoshi's VVIP room on the ship, the difference is this room is wider, the difference is, shabby-style ornaments are neatly arranged here even though the base paint is not pink but a young tosca.

Yoshi lay down my body on his king-size mattress, equipped with fancy curtains around him.

"Hows it? do you like this room?" He asked, bringing his face closer to my face. I feel like yesterday's pending thing is going to happen now.

"Yes, this is very comfortable. I didn't think you could design it this beautiful." I said honestly while shaking off her hand.

"Of course it's very easy for me baby, it's not as easy as getting you." He said, again he said the thing that led to the activity.

"Yosh, can I take a shower now?" I asked, God, I'm so nervous. I don't know how to stop this nervousness. No answer from him. He looked like a drunk man, looking at me from head to toe. I felt like I was being stripped naked by that gaze when obviously I was still wearing full clothes.

A few minutes passed by Yoshi already did not look like the Yoshi I knew, he was more like a wolf who was starving and wanted to prey on me immediately.

"Are we going to do it in the bathroom?" he asked still with an unchanged position even the face was getting closer and the red lips were getting ready to touch my lips.

"What do you mean, it's really too late to do that, isn't it?" I said while trying to get up from the bed. Will it really happen now. To be honest, I'm not ready.

"Then we can start from now while we wait for night." He spoke with a voice that began to growl. I could feel Yoshi had started to be unable to withstand the lunge.

"Yosh, wait... " My words are no less raucous because of the strong pounding in my heart.

"Wait what else, dear hemm? " Yoshi replied with lips that started to kiss my cheeks, my forehead even my whole face none of which escaped the sweep of his lips.

At first it was just a little sweep and kiss until I started to feel it was no longer a kiss that he did but a suction.

An amused sensation began to spread throughout my body, even I felt my two twin mounds begin to harden. I really can't control this.

Every now and then Yoshi stopped his actions and saw how I was expressing it, and it embarrassed me a lot. No matter how I didn't do anything to deny it, I started to get lulled into all this.

Then the warm lips started touching my lips. This is the first time I've experienced this. While I saw the hue of Yoshi's face getting flushed red like someone who was drunk.

"Yosh, I want to.. " I said hang.

"Be quiet, Ana, don't bother me, let me enjoy all this. I deserve you now. " She still said in a raucous voice.

I was silent and just followed him. He is right, he is my owner now, even myself is no longer entitled to my body. Yoshi had taken over everything when he said kabul yesterday.

He began to kiss my thin lips in turn, those little kisses now turned even wilder. He whispered it deeper and gave me no room to fight.

Even his tongue was starting to get into my mouth. Demanding my tongue to avenge him. I'm still confused by all this. Eventually I could just sit back and become a passive player.

For a moment Yoshi stopped his actions. And whispered while looking at me deeply.

"Yosh, I.." I said still hanging because Yoshi resumed his act of playing with my lips. He gave me no chance to fight.

Until that hand started down my neck and then emptied into my chest. I could no longer control myself, I was still dissolved in this activity, until he gently crushed my two hills, occasionally twisting the top of the hill even though it was still covered with buttoned dress.

Feeling that the cloth was very blocking him finally he also threw buttons on my dress. One by one, the buttons began to be released until I began to feel Yoshi's fingers begin to slip into my clothes and stroke the two hills.

Several times he tried to break into the bra that I was wearing, until finally he woke up my body and mumbled again* my lips that had begun to swell.

"An, I'm no longer able to hold it." He said softly while releasing the dress that had opened its front until it showed my front very clearly.

"Yosh, I'm ashamed. I'm not ready for this." I'm lirih. But like vanity, Yoshi still did not listen to my words. While the hue on his face was getting red. I could hear her breathing start to get irregular.

Deftly the hand grabbed my bra hook and took it off and threw the steamer in any direction. Before he finally returned to lay my body down again.

I, who was very embarrassed by the look in his eyes, tried to cover my chest with both hands.

"Don't cover it, baby. What's gonna happen let happen." He said softly while brushing both of my hands. I tried to maintain my position but Yoshi's energy was strong enough, so he was able to see my body clearly displayed at this time.

Without a cue he immediately turned his face between the two halves of the fruit, making me feel very keen. His hands were busy playing around, occasionally squeezing them. And it made me squeal withstanding the tingle.

"Yosh, I'm not ready for this. Please give me some time." I said with emphasis.

Honestly I am very scared right now, I know this is my duty as Yoshi's wife but what about the feelings between us. I'm very worried about this relationship.

I need time, it's easy to give my chastity to him considering he's my husband but the problem is that I'm not sure of his feelings right now.

I still remembered about that girl, the girl Yoshi had told me about. He said he loved her very much, even marrying her too.

Then what about me, what if from this relationship will grow her seeds in my womb. And if that happens then all of a sudden Yoshi disappears and leaves me for his first love.

What about my fate and that of his son. He really is mysterious. To this day, I have not met his family. He also did not want to introduce me to his mother's father.

Should I not be suspicious of all this, then what if Yoshi is married, the speculations are again very disturbing and make me shed tears.

"Darling, why are you crying?" ask Yoshi and stop the action. Though at that time his lips had begun to stick to the tip of my ranum fruit.

"I'm sorry Yosh, maybe this isn't fair to you. But I'm really not ready." I said softly and again closed my body which had been explored by him since.

"Don't criticize An, you're totally ruining our romantic scene if you know." Yoshi said with a smile. I was crying because of my own thoughts.

"I'm scared of Yosh." I answered while sobbing.

"Don't fear An, it won't hurt that much. I'll slow down." He said seriously. I knew those eyes were starting to feel sorry for me.

"Mom-that's not what I'm afraid of," I said as I sat down and broke away from her hut.