My Husband Is My Secret Lover
My dreams and your dreams

"Mas Ikau, you look thinner. I don't like this" Ana said, curling her lips.

"An, is this really you?" ask me while wrapping both chubby cheeks.

"Of course, here I am. I've loved you for a long time." Ana replied while holding both of my hands that were still stroking her smooth cheeks .

"But how did you get here? An, I love you too if you know?" I said I still can't believe what I saw.

"Mas, release me from Him, please, " said Ana, hugging me. Oh my God, you know what Ana's doing.

"He who? who would dare hurt you?" ask me while returning his embrace.

Ana looks very fresh, her face is radiant like an angel, bonnet hat she wears is very charisma.

We sat on a bench where many tulips were blooming. It is so beautiful just as beautiful as the woman currently in my arms.

"He's Mas, Rentenir's. Please free me from his clutches. Please find me Mas, I'm waiting for you here." Ana said while sobbing.

There was pain in the chest, surely Rentenir meant by him was me alone, but this heart was happy to hear he loved me too. I mean to love my form as Ikau.

I kept hugging him, if only time could stop. I want to stop time forever so that this wonderful moment doesn't end.

"Ana, where are we now?" ask me while releasing my embrace. But suddenly Ana's face turned into Papa's face.

I was so surprised.

"Papa, is this really Papa? Where is Ana? " tanyaku. Papa's face is also very radiant like Ana, even papa looks like my age.

"Ricko, please take care of Mama and Opa. Forgive Papa. Papa has been giving you a heavy burden all along." Papa said while rubbing my head.

"Pa, Ricko misses Papa so much. Ricko is weak without Papa here "my answer starts to be unable to control emotions.

"Ricko, follow your heart, don't take any wrong steps. Arrest the criminal and don't harm innocent people." Papa said while patting my shoulder.

Suddenly, the shadow of my childhood was with him. The time where Papa played with me and joked with mama and opa.

"Pa, tell me what really happened. ______" I asked papa but suddenly.

Kringggg kriyinggg kringgggg sound Weaker clock woke me up.

It turns out it was just a dream.

Oh my God, this dream is so real. I saw Ana expressing her feelings for me. Just be right. Of course he can't like me.

Be it me as Ikau or myself as Ricko, let alone myself as Yoshi it is very unlikely.

But I have to admit in my dreams he was so real that even my longing was a little treated. She was surrounded by colorful tulips, with white snow enveloping the region.

It was like being in Holland.

But, I also remembered the words of papa in my dream.

"Don't punish an innocent man,"

yes, that's what papa said. Of course what you mean here is Ana.

Papa's right, I shouldn't punish Ana, for what her father did. But what if Ana's father is also innocent in this case.

And if not Ana's guilty father means papa's guilty. Shit, this riddle sucks.

Not to mention the mama who kept forcing me to get married, while the only woman I wanted to marry still disappeared somewhere. Once we met, it was just a dream.

Than to be crazy. I better prepare myself to go to the Netherlands alone, to do a field survey with the foreign company.

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Meanwhile in Cabin B046.

The room in which Ana lived for three months was working on the cruise ship in Amsterdam Netherlands.

"Mas Ikau, have you finally come too ? why so long?" ask her. I can't believe this is really Mas Ikauku.

"Whatchu mean? Why say it like that? " Tanya Mas Ikau with an astonished face while frowning his forehead.

"What do you mean, Mom? You used to just disappear before I could even express my feelings for you." I said annoyed while hugging her body.

"Hey, I would never disappear from you if you knew." Mas Ikau replied while returning my embrace. Ah This is like a dream.

"But where were you all this time if you never disappeared?" I asked still tightly hugging the sixpact body.

Ah since when Mas Ikau's body is this blooming, as I recall he used to be thin but proportionate. It seems like a lot has changed from him over the years.

"I'm here An, I'm near you and I never get away from you. Do you still not recognize me, either?" Ask. I don't know what the question means.

"What do you mean, Mum?" ask me while releasing my embrace. I want to linger staring at that handsome face. It was the face I missed so much.

Mas Ikau also let go of his embrace and looked at me while kissing my hand. Ah this is very romantic, like dating among the tulips covered in white snow.

Just like when I first arrived in Amsterdam yesterday.

"I found you Lanthana," Mas Ikau's voice suddenly turned cold. And his face changed.

Turned into that jerk Yoshi. But that face is why it can be like that. I'm very confused. Suddenly his face changed to Yoshi and intermittently the face changed again into the face of Mas Ikau.

Why are their faces becoming more and more alike. What's wrong with my eyes. Like saying that they are the same person,

It's making me dizzy. Until I screamed.

"Vivdmkk . Thats enough. Thats enough. Stop it! "

I kept screaming. I want to wake up soon. I was getting breathless, considering the two faces, how could Mas Ikau and Yoshi bear almost 99% resemblance to that.

I'm sure, this must be because I saw Yoshi too often to make me keep remembering his face in place of Mas Ikau's face that almost disappeared from my memory.

And even more frightening is. Yoshi said that he had found me. Maybe this is a hunch.

No, it's not possible. I haven't even activated my phone since a few months ago.

So it was impossible for him to find me.

On the other hand, I want to call the house person immediately to inform you of my situation here. I want to know how Dad is.

And I miss my mother and Luna, too, actually I was afraid to call Mom but anyway she must be worried about my situation considering the last time I just gave a piece of scrap paper as a last message for mom.

But what if the mother will bring up the matchmaking problem again. Of course, I will definitely want that because my mother is really on Yoshi's side.

Remembering that name again made me scream again

"No, I don't want to marry you !!" I said with my eyes closed.

"An, Ana. You're delirious, aren't you?" Said Brother Anggie. She was my roommate or my roommate since I first joined this ship.

"Eh yes Brother . I'm sorry I interrupted my sister's sleep?" I answered while opening my bed curtains to look at it.

"Ah is not. You're often delirious Loh An." Said the beautiful woman who was watching the movie on TV.

"Ah cook the hell, brother?" ask me again, so all this time Brother Anggi often heard me scream in a dream, ah just embarrassing.

"Yes An, you used to say Yosh's name in your dreams, is he the guy you've liked since High School? " he asked while glancing at me and smiling.

"Oh, of course, not brother." I answered spontaneously. I remember that last night I did tell him a lot about my life story after we went off duty.

"Then Yosh is who An is? Is that the man you're gonna be betrothed to? " ask again. Oh my God, Anggi remembers.

Fortunately, the clock showed at 05:00 a.m. One more hour we have to get ready for the briefing before on duty so I don't have to bother to continue this pointless conversation.