My Husband Is My Secret Lover
Lousy

"Good morning dear" said my mother to me and Yoshi. I saw him making croissants in the kitchen. The aroma of butter and chocolate 99% is so tempting the sense of smell.

"May ma." I said as I went down the stairs. Actually I'm still very difficult to walk what else these stairs are designed steep to save space in a small apartment.

I cannot hide the pain that still exists due to stepping feet too wide. While Yoshi continued to watch my movements.

"An, are you okay?" tanyanya while holding my arm.

"Yes" I replied briefly. It's a touch that reminds me of last night. I'm so ashamed of him. If I could, I wouldn't want to see his face for a while.

I remember, I teased him first yesterday. I somehow can do that. Obviously, everything just happens. Without any compulsion or doubt. If it was usually Yoshi who always teased me, yesterday I was the one who did it with full awareness. I really cursed myself for that.

Even though I know serving a husband is a wife's duty. But isn't this too soon, and I'm not sure how I feel about him, nor about how I feel about him.

"Darling, would you like to make a herbal drink like yesterday?" Mama said to break my daydream.

"Ja-jangaan!" yoshi replied deftly ahead of me.

"Mom asked Ana not you." Mom answered me while taking me to the dinner table.

"Ma, please.. " Said Yoshi with a pleading face. But my mom didn't care about it at all. What a funny mother and son, my heart.

"Ana want mama to make another drink so that the spit." said mama cut off.

"Let's fast healthy An." Yoshi's heart connected to the words of the disconnected mother.

"Later ma, it's too early now." I said. I really don't know what the two of them are thinking, since Mama and Yoshi just keep throwing codes at each other.

"Yosh, take your wife for a walk to enjoy the atmosphere of London." Mama said while carrying some croissants who had just come out of the oven.

"Oh yeah, An want to take a walk today?" ask Yoshi to me.

"Yes can. I'll get ready and grab the bag upstairs?" I said as I moved from my seat.

"Don't An, let me take it. Tell me what you need to bring?" Yoshi said as if knowing that I still have trouble going up and down the stairs.

"Just Yosh's bag." My speech. And Yoshi went to the room leaving me alone with my mom.

"Darling, has Yoshi been bothering you all this time?" ask mom suddenly.

"No ma. Why did you suddenly ask like that?" many wonder. Did Yoshi say how early our meeting was to mama all this time.

"Dear, honestly. Tell my mom how it started?" Mom asked while holding my hand. It makes me nervous to tell lies.

"It all started because of Ma's debt. Ana's family owes Yoshi a debt. Until finally Yoshi wants Ana to marry him if the debt is not paid off within the specified time." Honest tidbits.

"The boy really is!" Mama said, clenching her hands.

"She has paid off that debt. But Ana's mother likes Yoshi so much that she asks Ana to marry Yoshi. " I said, clasping my mother's hand tightly so that her emotions would subside.

"Ja-so I like Yoshi?" mama said with a big smile.

"Right, because several times Yoshi helped Ana's family without further debt." My answer.

"Good be. then. Mama had thought if the child was really brash. Forcing you to marry her just like that." Mama said.

"No ma, however originally, now Ana is Yoshi's wife" I said confidently.

"Thank you very much for being part of our family. Since papa died and opa got sick. This family is so quiet with no warmth at all." Mama said with tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Thank you dear, promise to stay with us. And there's something more important.. " Mama said cut off.

"Yes Ana promised. What's more important, ma?" manya curious.

"Immediately give my mother a cute grandson yes." whispered mama in my ear. What a saying mom made my body hot cold again because it remembered last night.

"Darling..want to go now?" Yoshi said while carrying the bag in his hand.

"Can.. " Say, stand up. Somehow the affectionate call from him felt more sincere than usual.

We also say goodbye to Mom.

In the car, the atmosphere returned awkward. Yoshi was busy driving and I was just busy staring out the window, sometimes I looked at him as well as him. But when our eyes met still no words were spoken.

"An, why just shut up?" ask while staying focused on driving.

"It's okay Yosh." I answered, I was confused as to what to say.

"An, are you sorry?" tanyakanya.

"Repent for what?" I said pretend I don't know. Of course I understand exactly where this conversation is going.

"Repent for last night's incident. I'm sorry An." Yoshi said while looking at me. I don't know why Yoshi apologized, didn't I start first.

"Yosh's. That's my duty as a wife. Why apologize, didn't I start it?" I answered with sternness for holding back shame.

"So you don't regret it An?" ask with a smile.

"Of course not" I said.

"You were great last night if you knew!" he said with a loud laugh.

Oh, my God, what did he say? the words made me want to hide in the ant hole to endure the shame.

"You! "my words while hitting his arm.

"I'm serious An, you're very aggressive." Said again.

"Yosh, can't you talk about this?" I said. I'd really get out of the car if he kept going like this.

"Why indeed? Don't be shy An, tell me what you think of my performance last night?" ask her again while blinking one eye. I feel like Yoshi is back as usual.

"Yosh, come on. Don't piss me off." I said.

"An, is that as painful as it feels? but you enjoyed it too, right?" yoshi said he still wanted to talk about it. He had already returned to being the perverted Yoshi as usual.

"Yoshi!!! "my words while shouting.

"Yes yes, okay. I'll stop talking about it. But later tonight yeah. wkwk. "he said teasing me.

"I'll get out of the car if you don't stop repeating that thing Yoshi" I said. Doesn't he know if I'm too embarrassed to remember last night. What else to discuss it in this detail.

"Yes-yes. Yash Yosh's.. Yash Yosh's.. I'm two years older than you An." He said remind us of our age gap.

"Then?" my many.

"Call Mas dong... " Said as he pinched my chin with anxiety.