My husband is not my man of choice
First Night

"I wonder how such a good mama and papa can give birth to such heartless monsters like you!!!"

Wordlessly Renan pulls Mey into his bed. His face was flushed red showing tremendous anger.

"You must be taught a lesson!!! Cheap women like you deserve to call me heartless monsters?!!" Renan looked at Mey with a murderous look. The girl he considered to be a lowly woman was already brave to him.

"But since you already called me that, then tonight I will really become a monster for you!!!" renan said as he pushed Mey's body into the bed.

Then Renan overpowers Mey's body and begins to kiss her violently. The defeated Mey couldn't fight back. Renan raised Mey's hand up with one hand while the other began to sway her body.

The girl could not speak anymore because her lips were already locked by Renan's lips.

"Relse ... Please stop." said Mey after Renan turned his lips to Mey's neck.

"Why??? Am I like a monster to you??? It's nothing!!!" Renan continued his action. Mey tried her hardest to break away. He pushed Renan's body even kicked him, all of it was useless because Renan's body was much larger than his.

"Shut up and enjoy the cheap women!!! Don't act like you've never felt it!!!" The more Mey fights back, the more harsh Renan's treatment is to her.

"No need to fight, am I not your husband?!! You want to be a good wife, right?!!" syndicate Renan. His hands are still guerrilla in Mey's body.

Meylan could only resign himself to letting Renan pick off his clothes one by one. He even tore up ce**na da*am Mey because the girl was trying to keep him.

Finally tonight Renan can enjoy Mey's body which from yesterday interferes with his mind.

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Mey's tears kept flowing. She did not expect her first night with her husband to be this terrible. Indeed, he hoped that Renan would touch her, because she was already his wife. But this is not how. Renan did it very roughly. She was actually acting like a monster and Mey was her prey.

Mey wiped her tears. Slowly he got out of bed. Trudgingly he picked up his clothes scattered on the floor and put them on one by one. She had wiped her tears a few times but they kept on dripping.

Mey looked at Renan who was asleep after venting his entire na*sunya. Mey kept staring at Renan. It's not the first night like a husband and wife. Mey as if she had just been dipe**osa, even though Renan is her husband. Mey was very angry and hurt. Even though Renan disliked her and did not want this marriage, it did not mean that she had the right to treat Mey like this.

Mey was still standing looking at Renan. The look in his eyes now emitted the same hatred as it appeared when Renan looked at him.

Mey walked slowly out of Renan's room. Sometimes she clung to the wall because she was enduring pain in her lower body. This was the first time for Mey, and it was very painful because Renan was doing it so violently.

At her room, Mey immediately laid her body on the bed. He closed his eyes wishing this was just a nightmare and when he opened it again he had already forgotten everything.

After a while, Mey opened her eyes again. But it still feels the same. The pain and pain are still there. Mey shed tears for the umpteenth time.

Does the favor have to be this painful? thought Mey.

Eventually Mey decided to go to the bathroom and soak in warm water. Perhaps it could ease the pain in his body and heart.

Renan awakens to find that his bed has no one beside him. She remembers well last night she taught Mey a lesson. But Renan doesn't care. She uncovers her blanket and gets out of bed. But he accidentally saw a red stain on his bed.

Renan recalled last night's events. He was so overwhelmed by anger that he could not think clearly. He remembered feeling something was different as his body entered Mey's body. But he doesn't care about it. She continued to push her body into Mey's body even though she saw Mey grimacing in pain, she didn't care.

Only now did he come to his senses after seeing those stains.

"So he's never done it? Am I the first?" Renan was silent looking at the stains. "So she's not a cheap girl?" renan muttered. Then there was a sense of regret in his heart.

Renan rattled his hair in confusion. The woman he had been humiliating and insulting was not as bad as he thought. Even he began to realize that his attitude was wrong and sometimes outrageous.

Renan immediately cleansed his body and went down. He hopes to see Mey, though he may not apologize for what he did.

Up below Renan directly looking for Bi Susi in the dining room.

"He's up Bi?" ask Renan.

"It doesn't seem like Master yet. He hasn't come out of the room yet. Does it hurt?" answer Bi Susi. "Do I need to call?"

"You see, if you're still sleeping don't bother."

"Good sir."

Renan went straight away. Bi Susi was astonished to see the change in Renan's attitude which suddenly became concerned with Mey. Rarely did his employer care about others let alone this Mey, the person he hated lately.

Mey was still curled up in her bed. His eyes were swollen from crying all night, plus the pain all over his body because of Renan's actions last night made him not want to leave his room.

Mey was still crying if she remembered last night. I don't think he wants to stay with Renan any longer. He used to have hope, maybe as time goes by Renan will be able to accept it and he will also be able to love Renan completely.

But after last night's incident, Mey didn't expect to get Renan's love at all. She doesn't want to be Renan's wife any longer. How could he possibly survive with a man who treats women harshly and improperly.

The sound of the door knocking.

"Nl ... Breakfast first ... " Bi Susi's voice calls Mey for breakfast. But Mey was so lazy, she didn't want to eat at all.

"Do you want to be escorted to the non-breakfast room?" Mey did not give an answer. She just wanted to be alone in her room, crying and regretting what had happened to her.

"Non, is Non Mey sick? Aunty in?" Bi Susi is still trying to figure out Mey's situation.

"I'm fine Bi, just a little unwell. Later if I need anything I'll call auntie" Mey replied.