My husband is not my man of choice
Dizziness

Meylan sat back in his chair. He was still trembling even though Renan was no longer in front of him.

"You can't be weak!" mey muttered.

At the same time Mey gets a call from Renan's secretary who asks her to meet with the boss to provide financial statements.

Mey stood up and prepared the files that would be brought to Renan's room. Arriving in front of Renan's room, Mey stood for quite a while. He took a deep breath to let go of his nervousness.

Mey knocked on the door and then entered. "Good morning sir" said Mey, trying as normally as possible.

Renan did not answer. He just kept quiet and looked at Mey. But there was something different about Renan's gaze. He was not showing any hatred like before.

Mey gets close to Renan's desk and puts down the file she's carrying.

"It's a week's worth of financial statements." Without being asked Mey immediately explained the details. Renan could not focus on the report. Sometimes he would steal a glance at Mey's face.

She's beautiful and smart, why did I realize that? inner Renan.

"Is there anything you want to ask?" Mey closed the report.

Renan shook his head. Mey also left Renan's room because she thought the report was in order.

Mey immediately shed tears as soon as she entered her room. At least he wanted Renan to apologize for what he had done but the man kept quiet. This is not a small thing for Mey.

Mey wiped her tears and went back to work. Until lunch, he did not leave his room. She chose to order food instead of having to get out of her current comfort zone. Moreover, this was the wrong way that he could avoid Renan because he currently hated him so much.

Meanwhile Renan daydreams in his room after Mey's departure. He was confused as to how to behave in front of Mey. Actually he wanted to apologize but it was hard for the word to come out of his lips. He who is used to acting arbitrarily feels prestige if he has to apologize even though he is wrong.

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Meylan has been living in an apartment for two weeks. This morning he felt very lazy and his head also felt dizzy. Mey is desperate to be out but she remembers today there was an important report she had to work on. Mey forced herself to get up and go to the bathroom. Until the bathroom Mey felt nauseous and wanted to vomit.

After finishing the bath, Mey gets ready. He looked in front of the mirror and felt his face slightly pale. Mey was starting to worry. Then he remembered the last time he had come to the moon. Mey was aware that she was feeling right now like a sign of pregnancy. Mey's face grew pale after she looked at the calendar. It turns out he's late.

Mey was trying to think clearly. Maybe he was stressed thinking about what had happened and that had an effect on his monthly cycle. Mey immediately left for the office so as not to keep thinking about it.

Arriving at Mey's office was immediately busy with her work as usual so it did not feel like it was lunch hour.

"Let's eat Mey first" Dito poked his head out from behind the door.

Mey looks up, distracts her from the computer and stares at Dito.

"First of all, I'll eat here. I've ordered food." Dito walked into Mey's room and broke off his intention to have lunch outside.

"Please order me some food too. I'll accompany you to eat here." Dito sat in the front seat of Meylan's desk.

Mey's eyebrows are shrinking. "Aren't you having lunch with your boss?"

There's something strange about the way Mey called Renan. He usually calls him brother, not boss. From here Dito began to suspect.

Mey's eyes returned to the computer screen after hearing Dito's reply.

"You why Mey? We never had lunch together again. You lock yourself in your room more often. Why know?" Dito tried to make small talk.

"It's okay, I have to catch the deadline. You know I've been out long enough?"

"You don't have to lie to me, Mey. Did Renan do anything to you? Did he threaten you?"

"I told you I was okay. No need to worry about me." Mey couldn't tell Dito what had happened.

"As far as you are Mey. If you have a problem, you should tell someone. It doesn't have to be me, you can tell the people you trust. Don't hold it yourself."

Dito knew Mey was a private being. From the outside he looks fine and still looks cheerful, but about the heart he can hide it tight.

Food arrived. Mey and Dito gobbled up the food they had ordered. Dito noticed Mey who had changed. Usually when eating this, Mey talks more. But now he is more silent and tends to be moody.

In between meals, Mey suddenly felt nauseous again and wanted to vomit. He ran to the toilet to vomit his stomach. Before long Mey returned to her room with a pale face and sweat.

"Are you okay Mey?" Dito looks worried. He immediately cleaned their food waste table.

"I'm fine, maybe catch a cold. If you are done eating, you can leave. I want to rest for a while" replied Mey who looked limp.

"It's okay how? You're sick Mey. Your face is so pale. Let me call Renan."

Mey smiled cynically hearing Dito mention Renan's name. "What's the point of calling him? Go away I want to close my eyes for a moment. Still a break."

Dito left Mey alone. He'll tell Renan later if he's back.

Renan returns to his office when the office hours are over and his employees want to go home. He walked towards his room but in the middle of the road crossed with Dito.

"To my room! I need to be with you" Renan said as he continued walking.

"So soon, I want to see Mey first." Renan frowned at Dito's reply but he decided to continue walking into his room. There's urgent work to be done.

Not long after Dito came to his room. "It looks like Mey's sick, you don't want to see her?"

"Don't talk about him! Help me finish this job if you want to get home!" said Renan coldly.

"God!!! You're her husband Ren!!! If you don't think of her as your wife at least you're helping her out on a compassionate basis to your staff!" Dito looks emotional. "Have you also lost your humanity?!"

Renan doesn't want to argue. He picked up the phone and called the driver.

"The driver will take him home. Already satisfied?!" renan said after hanging up the phone. "Now can you focus on work?!"

Dito could only shake his head at Renan's behavior. Sometimes he was acting really annoying and like a person who had no feelings.