My husband is not my man of choice
Go to Work

Renan is pensive after Kana's departure. Kana's arrival made her feel even more guilty. Actually she wanted to see Mey but her sense of prestige got in the way. Every morning Renan walks into Mey's room to see if she leaves for work or not. Renan starts to worry about the girl but he doesn't want to show it.

He realized what he did that night was very rude and probably also painful both physically and psychologically. For someone who is the first time to have sex, maybe what Renan does can leave a deep trauma. Now that Renan is aware, he has misjudged Mey. He was too blinded by his bitter experience of being betrayed.

Renan himself was too embarrassed to ask Bi Susi about Mey's situation, considering that Bi Susi had been a witness to her attitude to Mey.

Renan comes out of his room and looks for Dito to take him to lunch.

"The girl has not yet left for work" Renan murmured as he chewed his lunch.

Dito looked around. "Which girl? You're surrounded by a lot of girls, which do you mean?" Dito tried to lure Renan.

"Don't lure me. You know who I mean!"

"Who do you mean?" Dito still pretends not to know to tease Renan.

"Meylan, who else?!" Renan furious.

"Well, you can say his name, right? You're used to calling her a cheap girl until your tongue feels silly to say her name." Dito spoke while focusing on his food.

"You did he go on for such a long absence? This isn't her at all. Usually sick, he still forced himself to go."

Renan did not answer. He kept on remembering Mey's agonized groans as she beat him up on the bed mercilessly. He remembered how the gaze begged Mey so that she would not continue her action but Renan did not care about it. He was truly like a heartless monster like Mey mentioned.

Suddenly Renan's neck felt stiff. She found it hard to swallow her food because she remembered it. Renan threw his spoon and loosened his tie.

Renan really felt tormented as the shadow of his cruelty continued to flash in his mind. He has sinned an innocent girl, even though she is his wife.

"Why are you Ren?" Dito was surprised to see the behavior of his boss. "That night you looked very angry. I'm afraid you're punishing him excessively."

"Why don't you just call and ask her how she is?" renan replied as if he didn't care.

"I've called him, but he's not answering my phone. I sent a message not repaid." Dito's reply made Renan's feelings even more uneasy.

Renan did not continue eating, he had already lost his appetite.

"You better be careful Ren ... "

Renan raised his eyebrows. He did not know what Dito meant.

"Don't be too cruel to Mey ... Remember, every time you fall in love you become bucini and stupid, therefore you are easily deceived by your ex. And if you fall in love with Mey, she'll definitely pay you all out."

Renan smiled cynically.

"I told you he was different. She's not a crazy treasure and she's also a smart girl. And smart girls usually hold grudges."

A grin appeared on Renan's face after listening to Dito's words. It seemed that what Renan had in mind was different from what Dito had intended. Renan imagines Mey avenging him in bed just as she did that night, wild and brutal. Of course he would gladly receive vengeance from Mey.

Dito quietly noticed the change in Renan's facial expression. "Hmmm ... Looks like someone's in love."

Renan immediately returned his facial expression to its usual cold mode after hearing Dito's sentence.

"Don't talk carelessly! I won't fall in love with your woman ... " Renan did not continue his sentence. I don't know why Renan is so hard to say that word right now.

"That's it!!! Forget it!!!" ransomed Renan. Since then Dito has continued to tease her.

Renan returns to his room after finishing the afternoon grave with Dito. His mind still could not focus. He kept thinking about Mey and thinking about what she was doing.

Renan tries to convince himself that he is not in love with Mey. He remembered Mey only out of guilt not out of love.

Renan went home as soon as he was done with his work. He had never been out at night, let alone asking for a woman to accompany him since the incident.

Arriving at Renan's house immediately met Bi Susi.

"Does he still not come out of the room?"

"Yes, sir, but the lady came to visit. It looks like Non Mey is cured."

"Auntie told mama?"

"Sorry sir, I just feel sorry for Non Mey. It's not usually like this."

"Now he's in his room?"

Bi Susi looked confused.

"Non Mey is going, sir? He said he wanted to stay in the apartment, had the same mistress permission as the master."

Renan forgot that Kana had told him.

"He's got a lot of stuff?"

"Just one little suitcase sir, maybe just a little while to live in his apartment."

Renan nodded then passed. Bi Susi was astonished to see Renan's behavior had changed. This was the longest conversation he had with the master.

Actually Bi Susi was the key witness to what happened that night. Although he did not see it directly, but Bi Susi found out that the night Renan forced Mey into his room. After that morning, Susi found blood spots on Renan bed linen and then replaced it with new bed linen. But Bi Susi chose silence. For this one bi Susi did not want to report it to Kana.

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Mey became calmer after she stayed in the apartment. He has returned to his heart. Today he will start going to work after more than a week of his absence.

Mey left early in the morning because she knew a lot of work was waiting for her. He went straight into his room as soon as he arrived at the company. Mey was immediately preoccupied with her work.

Suddenly someone opened the door. Mey was surprised, Renan was standing at the door. Renan's reaction was no less shocked than Mey's. She did not expect Mey to have started working.

For a moment they both looked at each other and just looked at each other. Mey was so nervous that her body trembled. Anger and fear overwhelm him but he tries to hide it.

"Can I help you, sir?" ask Mey flat.

Renan did not answer Mey's question and even shut the door. He could not bear to see Mey's face, and instead made her feel even more guilty. But he was finally relieved that Mey was okay.

Renan walked into his room with a smile. I don't know why he's happy. Arriving in his room, Renan smiled.