My husband is not my man of choice
Melded

"It's lunch time" said Renan flatly.

"I know it's lunch time!" answer Mey ketus. He was still angry over Renan's attitude towards him. Mey still could not understand Renan's change in attitude towards him. A little warm and attentive, but the next day he was cold and indifferent.

"We'll have lunch first." Renan corrected his sentence with the same facial expression.

"Eat it yourself!"

Renan realizes Mey's attitude is like this because of her attitude since last night and Renan knows Mey is typical of people who are difficult to forgive.

Renan approached and put on a more friendly face.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry for my attitude last night and this morning."

"So easy you're sorry?!"

"I ... " Renan doesn't know what to say. This is what silence means wrong, sorry is also wrong.

"Go, it's in the company! Don't let your employees think we're unprofessional for bringing personal matters into the office!" drive Mey.

Renan. "Later home together in the afternoon. Let your car be brought with you a driver. And don't forget to eat!" After that Renan came out of Mey's room and followed Dito to the restaurant where they used to eat.

"Where's Mey?" dito asked as soon as he saw Renan coming alone.

"He's mad at me."

"What did you do to him?"

Renan shrugged his shoulders, lazy to talk.

"You better be more patient with Mey. She's pregnant, she's sensitive. If your attitude is still cold and annoying like that I'm sure Mey won't be able to stand with you."

Renan. Actually he only has trouble expressing his feelings, Renan feels he is no longer annoying.

"And remember one more thing, Mey's the kind of woman who can't be bribed with money."

Renan, who is already dizzy thinking about the complicated relationship between his parents and his mother Mey, is increasingly dizzy to hear Dito's advice.

"You'd better shut up and eat your food!"

Renan lost his appetite. He kept thinking about Mey. Then take the initiative to bring Mey lunch.

*

Dinner was bland for Renan. Mey was still angry and did not want to talk to Renan. Even back in Mey's office didn't touch the lunch Renan brought.

"Eat a lot of Mey, you didn't eat this afternoon, did you? Poor your baby."

"I ate well this afternoon. I will eat well now. Your son is fine if that's what you're worried about!" reply Mey cold.

"May ... "

"I've been trying to take care of my health. If I'm dizzy or not appetite it's not my desire. You're an educated man, you should know that!" Mey spoke while continuing to put food in her mouth. He resists his nausea in front of Renan to prove Renan wrong.

"I'm ignoring my pregnancy but that doesn't mean I don't care. I don't want this child but I still have a heart because otherwise I would have aborted it when I found out I was pregnant!" Mey finished her meal and downed her milk after leaving Renan.

Renan followed Mey to her room. Renan wanted to go straight in as usual but this time Mey locked the door to her room.

"May ... Can we talk?" Renan knocked on Mey's room door.

"May ... " Renan called Mey again but Mey did not answer. He doesn't want to serve Renan.

Renan goes to retrieve the duplicate key and after that returns to Mey's room. Without excuse, he opened the door and entered.

Renan approached Mey who was curled up in bed. Looking from her trembling body Renan was sure Mey was crying.

"I know I was wrong. I just accused you for no reason. I'm just afraid you're going back to that guy. I'm afraid of losing you and my son. I'm afraid I'm losing you both." Mey wiped her tears. He really hated himself for being a crybaby.

"I'm in love with you Mey. I love you and I want you to remain my wife." Suddenly Mey's heart stopped beating. He could not believe Renan expressed his feelings.

Mey was speechless. He was happy to hear it but he also felt doubtful. Is Renan really in love with her or is it just because of the child inside her stomach.

"May ... Say something. Do you love me too?" Mey remained silent.

Renan lies on the bed and hugs Mey from behind, Mey does not shy away.

"My answer, do you love me too?"

"I don't know" Mey replied honestly.

He is still confused by his feelings. She still loves Ivan but she feels comfortable when Renan hugs her as she is today. He felt calm when there was Renan by his side and did not want him to leave. But it's love or not Mey is still in doubt, Mey is afraid it's just the influence of her pregnancy hormones or maybe the baby's birth as people say.

No problem for Renan. She will try to get Mey's attention and love to be hers.

"Mey .. will you call me brother like I used to?" whispered Renan.

Mey nodded.

"Are we better now?" renan Goda.

"I want to sleep." Mey. Renan smiled at Mey's misbehavior.

"You want me to stroke your stomach?"

Mey nodded back.

Renan's hand crept into Mey's clothes and began stroking her stomach. Renan stroked Mey's stomach slowly and gently. Mey felt so comfortable that without Mey realizing Renan's hand was getting down.

"Relse ... Your hand ... " Mey was about to hold Renan's hand that was out of place.

"May ... I've been holding him for a long time. Can you?"

"But brother ... "

"I'm your husband Mey, I'm entitled." Renan did not want to waste the opportunity. Renan wants to fuse his body and Mey's body again in order for their relationship to get stronger.

"But ... " Renan began to kiss Mey's lips gently.

*

Renan smiled as he opened his eyes. He saw Mey sleeping beside him without a thread on her body.

Renan kissed Mey's lips and immediately got out of bed. The mood is very good because last night he spent a special time with Mey.

"Are you awake?" Expose his eyes.

"Sorry, make you wake up. Sleep ... Don't go to work if your body feels bad."

"I'm fine." Mey wakes up while covering her body with a blanket. He felt fine because last night Renan did it gently.

"But I don't let you work. I want to rest at home." Renan again kissed Mey's lips and made Mey's face red.

"can't. I can't leave my job."

"I beg Mey, just one day you rest at home. I don't want you to be exhausted because last night was awake because of me." Mey's face was getting blustery.

"I'm going to my room to take a shower. Do you want to come?"

"No." Mey shook her head quickly.