My husband is not my man of choice
To the Plantation Again

Before that, Mey woke up not to find Renan next to her. Mey immediately put on her nightgown and went down to look for Renan, all taking a drink as she also felt her throat dry. But as she reached the kitchen, Mey heard Kana speaking.

Mey heard Kana's voice rather sad so Mey chose to stop so as not to disturb. She wanted to turn around and go back to her room but she heard her mother's name being mentioned by Kana. Mey broke her intentions. He stood there and listened to Kana's story.

Mey's body trembled after hearing everything. He did not have the strength to move his legs back into his room. Mey could only shed tears.

"Mey, honey ... You just misunderstood."

Renan is about to hug Mey but Mey slaps Renan's hand and pushes Renan's body.

"May ... I can explain everything" Renan said.

"What's Ren?" Kana comes out of the kitchen to hear Renan talking to someone.

"Mey? You here, son?" Kana was shocked and panicked.

"So my marriage and Renan's brother are just the redeemers of mama and papa's sins? You raised me as a foster child as well to atone for your guilt?!" mey asked softly while crying.

Kana did not deny Mey's words because that was the case.

"I am what do you think?! Does my mother's face always haunt you?! What if you do good to me then it can take away your sins?!"

"I'm sorry Mama Mey ... " That is all that can be said from Cana's mouth.

"May you all live in guilt and will not feel happiness!!!" Mey ran to her room and locked the door.

Mey was feeling hurt. Kusuma and Kana only thought of him as a puppet. They never really loved him. And her marriage, the marriage she never wanted was also meaningless. It is also just a penance for Kana and Kusuma.

Kana and Kusuma, whom she considers as her guardian angel, are demons that destroy her mother's life. Mey felt that she had been completely lied to by the Kusuma family.

"May ... Babe .. Are you okay?" Renan's voice from behind the door. Mey didn't want to answer. After that Renan knocked on the door a few times but Mey still did not want to open it. Renan leaves because he knows Mey just wants to be alone right now.

Her morning...

"Mey, eat first." Renan brought Mey breakfast to her room. She knew Mey would still not want to meet her mother if she had to eat in the dining room.

"Mey .. " call Renan again but there is no answer from the room and make Renan worried.

"May ... Tell me something so I know you're okay, honey." Actually Renan could use the spare key to open that door but he wanted to give Mey some privacy this time.

"I don't want breakfast" Mey replied softly. Renan was relieved after hearing Mey's voice.

"Listen Mey, I have to go to the company. If you want something you can call me or tell bi Susi." No response from Mey. "I'll go first."

Actually Mey knew it wasn't Renan's fault. They both have no idea what happened.

Mey's waiting for the new deserted house she's leaving. Usually after work is done, bi Susi go vegetable shopping. As for Kana, maybe she will stay in her room or maybe go see her friends as well.

*

Mey's in a taxi on her run. Mey was confused and felt alone. He doesn't know where to go. He doesn't know his father or his other family. His mother never told him about his life. Never mind telling a story, just talking to him rarely did his mother.

Mey shed tears remembering her mother. She had a different childhood than the other children. When other children get the attention of both parents, little Mey has to take care of her mother. Mey loved her mother very much.

Mey had not been able to read when she used to accompany her mother for treatment. She had no idea what a mental hospital was, which Mey remembered she often accompanied her mother to the hospital to make up for medication. At that time there was a neighbor who always accompanied them but Mey could not remember the person.

"Neng we want to continue muter-muter or neng has found a purpose?" ask the taxi driver. Mey hasn't told her goal yet and just complies with Mey's request to go around in circles until she finds her destination.

"Ke terminal sir," Mey replied as she wiped her tears.

After a while Mey finally arrived at the terminal.

"Neng, don't look sad. There will be bad people who take advantage of the opportunity to see sad neng. Moreover, this neng is beautiful, surely many have evil intentions. Every problem has a way out" said the taxi driver before Mey got out of the taxi.

"Thank you sir." Mey smiling.

Mey went into the terminal but after that she was confused where to go because she did not have a purpose. Long Mey thought until finally she decided to go to the plantation. Mey wanted to see the grandmother she was meeting at the time. Mey wanted to ask the woman about her mother.

Mey found her spirit. Soon he bought a bus ticket to the farm.

After a long journey, finally the bus that Mey boarded arrived. Mey immediately went downstairs and looked for the figure she wanted to meet. Long Mey walked over and asked the people she met about the old woman. Mey only remembers her face, not knowing her name or address so she has trouble finding the woman.

Mey suddenly felt pain in her stomach. She has been walking without thinking about her pregnancy. Mey hasn't given up. He kept walking to look for the old woman. Mey could definitely find it since not many women her age were still strong at picking tea.

Mey asked one more person for the last time. If they still haven't found a clue, Mey will stop her search.

Mey smiled happily after hearing the answer from the last person she asked. Not only getting answers, Mey also get a ride and will be delivered to the grandmother's house.

Before long Mey had arrived in front of the grandmother's house she was looking for. It just so happened that the grandmother was standing in her yard.

"Excuse me, Grandma" said Mey.

Grandma looked over. "Are you not Sarah's daughter? What's the need to find grandma here?"

Mey nodded. "Yes, my name is Meylan." Mey introduced herself politely. "I want to talk to grandma, am I bothering you?"

"No boy, let's get into Grandma's club." The old woman took Mey into her house. "Some time ago, the young man I thought your brother had also come here and chatted with grandma."

"Sister?!"