My husband is not my man of choice
Pregnant Milk

Mey was still in her room even though work hours were over. He still felt dizzy and limp. Mey forced herself to walk, but not yet in her car Mey again felt weak and sweat poured. Mey rested for a while and leaned her body on one of the parked cars.

"Non, sir asked me to drive Non Meylan home," the driver greeted Mey.

Mey did not refuse. He realized at this time his condition was not possible to drive his own car. Mey got into the prepared car.

On the way home, Mey kept her eyes closed.

"Sir, you will stop by the pharmacy, yes" said Mey without opening her eyes.

"Non Good."

I got to Mey's house straight to bed. He just wanted to close his eyes.

Mey woke up the other night. He felt better after sleeping. He cleaned his body and prepared dinner for himself.

Before eating Mey took a small plastic bag containing medicine and items she had bought at the pharmacy. Mey took out the contents and put them next to her plate. He bought a testpack and anti-nausea medication.

Mey sat at the dinner table alone and just looked at the food she had cooked alternately with testpacks and nausea medication. He was hungry but afraid to eat. She was afraid of nausea and vomiting again and it would further prove that she was pregnant.

Long Mey looked at her food until she finally took a bite because of her hunger. Mey chews her food slowly and then swallows it. Then she waited for her stomach reaction whether she was nauseous or not. After a while he had no reaction then Mey continued eating it voraciously.

Mey was relieved. She's not sick and dizzy anymore, which means she's not pregnant. Mey took a testpack and her nausea medication. He'll keep it because he doesn't need it. Mey smiled after that.

The morning ...

Mey felt lazy like the day before. His head was also dizzy like yesterday. Without a second thought Mey took the testpack she saved last night. He doesn't want to guess anymore.

As Mey had expected, her test results showed two lines. Mey felt increasingly weak. He threw the testpack and cried. It's hard to express her feelings.

As a woman she is happy to know she is pregnant, but she is also sad why Renan is the father of her baby? Renan will accept the child considering Renan hates him.

Mey went back to her room. He curled up under his blanket and did not want to do anything. His mind was empty not knowing how.

By noon the stomach noises forced Mey to wake up. She opened her refrigerator to cook but she paused her intention because suddenly she wanted to eat meatballs. Mey took her jacket and walked out of the apartment to buy meatballs.

After that he stopped by a nearby supermarket to buy food stocks.

It was Mey on the shelf that provided the milk. Mey regularly consumes milk, but this time there is another impulse that takes her there. Mey looked at the pregnant woman's special milk and took two boxes and put them in her shopping cart.

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Renan is done with his work. For a few days he was very busy. Yesterday when Dito told me that Meylan was sick, it wasn't that he didn't care. He was just focusing on his work to get it done.

Suddenly he remembered Mey. She knows today Mey didn't leave for work from her secretary. Swimming rushed out of his study and headed straight for his car. The driver was faithfully waiting.

"We're going to the apartment!" renan said as soon as he sat in the car.

"Is he really sick?" Finally, Renan opened his mouth.

"Yesterday Non Meylan looks pale Mr."

Renan was silent. Until he reached Mey's apartment, Renan did not open his mouth at all.

Renan knocks on the apartment door and he waits long enough for Mey to open the door. Mey was very surprised to see Renan standing in front of her. His pale face looked even more pale from seeing Renan's presence. Mey wanted to close the door again but Renan held it down until a scene of push pushing the door.

Mey gave up because just a little energy immediately made her sweat splash. Mey left Renan at the door without speaking.

Mey immediately threw herself on the living room sofa because her head felt heavy. Renan followed behind him in silence then sat down in front of Mey.

Mey kept her eyes closed without caring for Renan. But this is Renan's chance to look at Mey's face. Renan realized Mey looked very pale.

Mey had tremendous dizziness in the same hour as yesterday. Usually people experience morning sickness in the morning, but Mey feels it in the morning and evening.

"Are you okay?" Finally, Renan opened his voice.

Mey was silent and did not answer. He kept his eyes closed. Then for a long time they were both silent.

Mey opened her eyes and ran straight to the toilet. When he got to the toilet, he threw up. Mey drooped limp after removing her stomach contents.

Renan follows Mey and finds Mey lying on the floor. He wanted to touch Mey but Mey quickly parried his hand. Mey stood up and staggered to her bed.

Renan felt sorry to see Mey. She went to the kitchen to make some warm tea for Mey, maybe it could make her even better. Arriving at the kitchen, Renan looks confused. He doesn't know where Mey put the tea, sugar or anything.

Renan looked at the grocery bag he had placed on the kitchen table. Renan opened the bag hoping for tea. But Renan was surprised to find pregnant milk in Mey's grocery bag.

Isn't this the special milk of pregnant women? Is it possible ...?! Renan immediately ran to Mey's room carrying the pregnant milk.

"What's this?! You pregnant?!" asked Renan.

Mey who had closed her eyes was forced to open her eyes and smile cynically. After that he closed his eyes again without answering Renan's question.

"Mey, answer me! Are you pregnant?!"

"Get out of here I want a break!" answer Mey indifferently.

Mey's condition does look bad so Renan does not want to force. He relented and walked out of Mey's room. He brought the box back to the kitchen and made some warm milk for Mey.

Renan returns to Mey's room to deliver the warm milk she had made and puts it on the nightstand. After that he came out again without speaking at all.

Renan did not want to go home before finding the answer. She had to ascertain whether Mey was really pregnant or not.