My husband is not my man of choice
Resignedly

Mey was surprised to see Renan suddenly enter her room. He immediately hid a photo of Ivan in the one he still held in his desk drawer.

"Do you need anything, sir?" ask Mey kindly. He tried to forget Renan's words earlier at lunch.

Renan did not speak a word. He just looked at Mey with a strange look and left.

Actually he came to see Mey's condition because as Dito said, maybe he had gone too far.

But seeing Mey's suspicious behavior, Renan undoes his intentions. He grew increasingly negative towards Meylan, thinking he was hiding something behind him.

That woman must be hiding something! I cannot be fooled by his face! inner Renan as soon as he walked out of Mey's room.

I'll find out what the plan is! I will prove to papa and mama, their chosen women are just trash like other women!

Renan's heartache had already made him close his eyes and heart. He could never trust a woman again. He denies that he once knew this girl.

Renan prefers a one-night date with a high-class paid woman over a serious relationship. According to him, all women are the same, only want money and can be bought with money.

Initially Renan is a kind and friendly man. But having been betrayed twice made him a very different man. Mr. Kusuma and Mrs Kana think Renan's attitude change is due to the influence of free association during Renan's stay abroad.

But after they investigate, they finally find out that's not the reason behind Renan's change in attitude. They start to worry, because at the age of three heads Renan has no signs of wanting to get married.

Then they begin to think that Renan must be married to someone, and their choice falls to Meylan.

Mey, though her love for Ivan was so deep, was willing to marry Renan. Renan's parents have been very kind to him all this time, even treating him like a child himself. There was no way Mey could refuse their request.

One thing remains a mystery to Meylan, why he was chosen to be Renan's wife. Not another woman whose family lineage is clear.

While the Kusuma family itself has a reason why choose Mey to be their daughter-in-law. That's because they feel they've raised Mey well and think she deserves to be Renan's wife and can bring Renan back to being what she used to be.

From elementary school to Mey High School, they were schooled in the best boarding school in the city where they lived. And reports from the dorms also always indicate that Mey is a good student and achiever. He is smart and his behavior is commendable.

After college he bought an apartment for his place to live. They trust Mey completely. Mey's a good woman so won't do anything. One thing they don't know is if Mey has a boyfriend. Mey is very secretive about her personal life.

Mey's good achievements made her immediately accepted to work at the Kusuma family company. But that did not necessarily make him immediately occupy the position he occupies now. He continued to pioneer his career from the beginning as an ordinary employee. His performance in the company is also good because of that his career began to climb up to be able to occupy his position now.

Mr. Kusuma and Mrs Kana know what Meylan looks like, which is why they chose her to be Renan's wife. But they also have another reason they hide, and are unknown to anyone, regarding their past and Meylan's parents.

The night ...

"Relse ... Why does my sister keep coming home late?" Mey's question stopped Renan's steps who had just entered the house. Slowly he turned to the source of the voice and walked over to it.

"Why? What's your problem?" renan's voice was slow but frightening.

Renan smiled cynically at Meylan's words.

"Is that how high you expect me to be?"

"When I decide to marry you, I am ready to devote my whole life to you. I'm not messing with our household Brother ... To me, I marry only once in a lifetime."

"Is that one of your appeals for me to fall into your arms?" Renan laughed out loud. "It looks like you have to study harder. Your appeal is very old-fashioned! Or should I teach?" Renan is getting closer to Mey.

"First you can unbutton my clothes one by one." Renan walked over while unbuttoning his own clothes.

"Then you can take off my belt." Renan demonstrated what he said while walking. Right in front of Mey she stopped and almost opened her pants.

Mey was actually very nervous and scared, but she tried to hide it. Although she had been dating Ivan for a long time, but she had never done anything beyond the limits.

"Relse ... What are you doing?"

"Why are you nervous? Aren't you used to doing this?" whispered Renan.

Renan could tell the nervousness Mey had been struggling to hide.

"Rigger ... What do you want to do?" Mey's getting nervous.

Renan had almost pulled down the zipper on his pants

"Relse ... Stop that!"

"Why? We haven't agreed on the price yet? Just mention your treasure! I can pay you whatever you want!" Renan continued to whisper.

Mey started to close her eyes holding back tears. He felt that he had been greatly humbled by Renan.

"Why are you silent? You want an easier way? You just take off all your clothes, then all the men will fall in your arms."

"Actually you're good at this, right? You're just pretending to look innocent in front of me or what?" Renan took his hand off his pants and grabbed Meylan's face. He kept watching that face.

"Actually you are beautiful, but your beauty will not deceive me!" renan said as he pushed Mey's face away.

"I'm sorry to disappoint you, but I'm not interested in your body. So ... Even if you swallow*ang in front of me I won't touch you!" Renan just left in front of Mey.

Mey can only resignedly accept the insults from Renan. Her tears flowed profusely after Renan disappeared from before her. His heart ached every time Renan started talking. He tried to continue to be patient in the face of Renan's attitude that never once thought of his feelings. She was eager to protest why such a man should be her husband.

Why did Mr. Kusuma and Mrs Kana choose him from so many women who might be more suitable to be with Renan and become the daughter-in-law of the Kusuma family. There are so many women out there who willingly want to be Renan's wife, why should she?