My husband is not my man of choice
Shame and Angry

Mey continued to hold onto the towel wrapped around her body. The longer Renan looked at her the deeper she went. Renan wants to get angry but the smell of soap in Mey's body makes his concentration disappear. Emotions go up and down no shame.

Renan continued walking towards Mey. Then she pushed Mey's body until she fell on the bed. Forcibly Renan pulled the towel that covered Mey's body. The towel came off and revealed Mey's flawless plain body.

Meylan was so embarrassed. This was the first time his body had been seen by someone else, let alone a man. He tried to cover his body with both of his hands but it seemed to be in vain.

"Relse ... What do you want?" meylan asked with a face flushed with embarrassment. Mey was nervous. Although Renan is her husband, she feels like this is not what it should be. Mey resigned, if Renan wanted to do it he would serve him.

Renan lost his consciousness. She kept looking at Mey's naked body.

Shit man!!! His body is also good!!! renan's curse in his heart.

Renan was anxious to touch the body, but he held himself back. He's trying to tell himself if he's doing this just to embarrass Mey. Her inner war between na*su to touch Mey or leave immediately before she is tempted to make him just sculpt while continuing to look at Mey's body.

Unknowingly Renan continued to approach until he leaned over Meylan's body. Renan had almost kissed Mey's lips, but then his consciousness returned. Mey kept her eyes closed.

"You think I'm gonna touch this filthy body of yours? You think I'm interested?" renan whispered in Mey's ear. It hurts Mey to hear Renan's words.

Renan lied because his heart was beating very quickly to see the beauty of Mey's body. Lucky Mey closed her eyes so Renan could freely look at her.

Meylan continued to close his eyes even though it did not prevent his tears from turning over.

"Why don't you want to see me? You don't want me to do it to you? Am I not your husband?"

Slowly Mey opened her eyes after hearing Renan refer to herself as her husband. The two pairs of eyes met, Mey with red eyes from crying while Renan with red eyes from anger or maybe na*su.

"You really want me to do this to you?"

Mey did not answer. He continued to look into Renan's eyes with an indecipherable look. Renan returned to his standing position and loosened his tie. Mey thinks maybe Renan will take off his shirt and ask her to have a husband and wife relationship. But Mey was wrong.

"I'd rather sleep with a pela*ur than sleep with you!" renan said as he walked about to leave Mey who was still lying on the bed. Mey as if there was no price in Renan's eyes.

"Why?" Mey ventured into a voice. "Why does my sister hate me so much? Why do you think I want this wedding? Why does my brother always corner me? Why do you always call me a cheap girl? Why can't you see everything from my position?"

Renan stopped his steps without turning around to look at Mey. While Mey kept asking in a raucous voice as it held back the cries.

"Is it because I'm poor and you think I just want money? Or because of the heartache that Brother felt then Brother vented to me? I also have feelings and self-worth! Tell me what's my fault with you?!!" Meylan almost shouted.

Renan was silent. He did not know what the answer to Meylan's question was. Why is he so hateful and angry at her when he has done nothing. What forced him to marry Meylan was his parents. It wasn't Mey who begged to be married to him.

If you want to blame, your parents are the most guilty. His parents forced these two people not to love each other to get married. Mey herself doesn't know the threat she's given to Renan if she doesn't want to marry him.

Renan had already closed his eyes and ears, not wanting to know the reason why Mey was married to him. The pain in his heart that made him think negatively about Mey, thought the girl was just like her ex-lover.

Meylan's heart is broken. He felt very embarrassed and humiliated. Renan had demeaned her many times but this time it was outrageous. Mey's self-esteem as a woman has been trampled by Renan.

Meylan slowly got up and picked up his towel on the floor. Mey returns to the bathroom even though Renan has done nothing to her. Mey just wanted to flutter her body under the shower to keep this painful incident from remembering her head.

Meanwhile, Renan returned to his room. The shadow of Mey lying without clothes kept flashing in her mind. Actually, he'd love to touch Mey's body. As an adult man, of course, his passion was provoked when he saw Mey's makeup body presented in front of him. Moreover, Mey is his wife, she has the right to do anything to him.

But Renan held himself back. He already hated Mey for no apparent reason and repeatedly said he did not want to touch the girl's body.

Renan walked to the bathroom. He took off all his clothes and soaked his body in the bathtub to dampen his na*su which began to churn at the sight of Mey's body. But instead of being redam, his na*su is getting more turbulent. Finally, he splashed his body with cold water.

"Why should I pull the towel?" Renan banged his head against the bathroom wall. He regretted his actions because it made him tormented himself.

In the evening Renan was ready at the dinner table for dinner. It was the first time Renan had dinner at home after his marriage to Mey.

"Where is he? asked Renan coldly.

"In Master's room" Bi Susi replied. He knew what his master meant without even mentioning his name.

"Send him down and have dinner here!"

"Non Meylan asked for dinner to be delivered to Mr.'s room."

"Do as I command!"

"Good sir."

Bi Susi went straight up to call Mey. Before long Bi Susi had come back down with Mey walking behind her.

Meylan looked uninspired. Renan could see Mey's eyes were red and puffy. Without saying anything, Mey sat down. She did not look at Renan or greet him as usual to make Renan astonished.

Usually Mey offers Renan a meal, Brother wants something? Brother wants this? Brother wants blah ... bla ...? It was always Mey asking when Renan accidentally passed in front of Mey who was eating.

This time, Mey was silent. He did not speak at all so did Renan. Dinner was weird because everyone was quiet. Renan wanted to start talking but he didn't know what to say. All this time he never spoke subtly with Mey.

After eating, Mey wanted to go straight back to her room. Mey was standing up and wanted to leave immediately.

"Don't leave before I'm done!"

Mey did not answer. He sat back down without saying anything to Renan.