My husband is not my man of choice
Research 2

May can't sleep. Her tears kept flowing thinking about Renan's words earlier. Mey hates herself because during pregnancy she becomes sensitive and weak.

It was not that she did not take care of her health, but indeed her pregnancy affected her body condition. He used to not eat all day will not feel dizzy. Working from morning till night he will not be exhausted.

But now, sometimes she feels dizzy without knowing why, limp and cold sweat just because of standing too long and many things that make Mey do not like her pregnancy. And Renan thinks it's all because Mey doesn't want to take care of her health.

Meanwhile, Renan instead did not understand the difficulty Mey felt. Hormonal changes will make the physical and psychological condition of pregnant women experience changes. Renan already knew it all from the doctor's explanation. He was just being upset that Mey met Ivan but Renan could not express his frustration.

Misunderstanding makes Renan and Mey's relationship that was getting close back away.

In the morning Mey felt better even though her face was still pale. He was getting ready to go to work because he did not want Renan to assume he was just lazing around.

"Nl ... " Bi Susi knocked on Mey's room door.

"What's bi?" Mey rushed to open the door.

"Breakfast is ready. Non Meylan want breakfast downstairs or auntie take her food to the room?"

"I'm eating under Bi."

"All right." Bi Susi saw Mey was neat. "Aren't Meylan going to work? That's his face still pale."

"I'm fine Bi, later it can be covered with make up."

"Later if suddenly dizzy again how is Non?"

"Auntie just calm down. I'll be down in a minute." Mey smiled at Bi Susi and then closed the door to her room.

It wasn't long before Mey went down to the dining room on Renan's trail. Both are silent. During the meal, no one spoke. The atmosphere was as cold as it used to be at the beginning of their marriage.

After finishing eating Mey immediately took her car keys and would leave for the company alone. He doesn't want a car with Renan because he's still hurting over what he said last night.

"You want to drive your own car so you can meet the man more freely?" hardik Renan's.

"What do you mean?" Mey was lazily arguing with Renan so she kept walking past Renan.

"Please. You may go and return to the man after giving birth to my son. I won't ban it!"

Mey stopped her steps. "Is that all you have in your brain?! Am I that bad in your eyes?! You just want your son, don't you? So I'll go wherever you won't care because I mean nothing to you! Is that so?!" Mey left Renan feeling angry.

Renan was speechless. He wanted to deny everything Mey said but a sense of prestige got in the way.

Mey and Renan leave for the company in their own car.

*

Ever since Renan came out. Everything he does looks wrong in his eyes.

"Excuse me Mr. .. There's a guest who wants to see Mr. Renan." Secretary Renan spoke doubtfully. "Says it's important, about the investigation." Secretary Renan went back into Renan's room.

Renan thought for a moment. "Send in!"

That night because Renan could not meet his mother, he asked people to investigate Kana and Sarah's relationship.

"I brought the results of the investigation you requested," the person said as he placed some documents on Renan's desk.

"Kana and Sarah are best friends. They have been friends for a long time. Sarah married Kusuma. But it's only been a few months of marriage that Sarah finds out that Kusuma and Kana are having an affair." The man started his report.

"Sarah is hurt and divorces Kusuma. After divorcing Sarah, Kusuma and Kana married and gave birth to a son. You know who the boy I mean." Renan knew he was the boy. He was silent and focused on listening.

"In the meantime Sarah took quite a while to be able to forget the betrayal of Kusuma and Kana. A few years later Sarah found a new companion. But Sarah and her husband's relationship is not going well because Sarah has not been able to forget the betrayal of Kusuma and Kana."

"Sarah was depressed until she was often in and out of mental hospitals. Her husband is tired of facing Sarah who still cannot move on. He chose to leave Sarah and her daughter."

"That's some pictures of their past. There's a picture of Sarah and Kana when they were friends. Then there's Sarah and Kusuma's wedding photo, of course it was before your papa married your mama Mr."

Renan kept looking at the photos. His feelings are getting mixed. Now Renan understood why at that time Kana said that she was a cheap woman. Apparently her mother had the heart to snatch her best friend's own husband.

"Say, my parents were the cause of Sarah's life?"

"Sorry sir, but that seems to be the case. Sarah's last days were spent in a mental institution until she forgot her daughter."

Poor Meylan, Renan has just learned Mey's life story and feels guilty about it.

"You're investigating Mey's father. Is he still alive, lives where everything is about him!"

The guy nodded. "Good Sir. Anything else?"

"It has. You can go!"

"Excuse me, sir."

Repeatedly Renan read the document that had been brought by his man, hoping it was all wrong. But the photos in his hands proved otherwise. Kusuma and Sarah were married.

Renan already knows Mey's origins, but that doesn't answer why her parents forced her to marry Mey if it was them who ruined Mey's mother's life.

Renan continued to look at the photos in turn. There were two young women, one of whom he knew for sure, Kana his mother. While the other woman looks familiar because her face is exactly the same as Mey, Sarah.

Renan could not imagine how Meylan would feel if he came to know all this.

"Why daydream?" Suddenly Dito appears in Renan's room.

Renan hurriedly hid the documents and photos he had been holding since.

"Important documents?" Dito asked because he saw Renan's behavior so hurriedly.

"It's nothing."

"Let's have lunch" asked Dito.

"You eat alone. I want to eat with Mey," said Renan.

Suddenly Renan wants to spend time with Mey. After hearing what she had gone through Renan felt like doing good to her. Renan felt guilty for his attitude last night and also this morning. He wants to make Mey happy.

"Be careful Ren ... Beware bucin," ledek Dito.

"You better find a partner so you know what a bucin is!" reply Renan.