My husband is not my man of choice
Tormented

Renan nodded, allowing Bi Susi to take the food away.

Maybe it's true said Dito, Mey is taking revenge on him. Either he did feel nauseous smelling the smell of the food or it was just an excuse so he could avenge what Renan used to do to him.

"Then Non-Meylan wants to eat what?"

"Make me warm milk Bi, I don't want to eat afraid I'll throw up again."

"But Non Mey has to eat, later can be limp if not eat."

Mey shakes. "This is me again feeling very healthy Bi. Later if eating continues to vomit I can't even say anything all day."

Bi Susi nodded then went to the kitchen. He came back with a glass of milk. Mey immediately drank the milk until it ran out.

"We're leaving now." Mey immediately stood up without waiting for Renan who had not finished eating.

"You must eat!"

"I'll eat if I'm hungry!"

"Pity your baby if you don't eat."

"I don't care!"

"May ... " Renan exhaled his breath restraining emotions. Early in the morning Mey was testing her patience.

"I don't want this baby! I would be so happy if only this wasn't your flesh and blood!"

Renan was speechless. Mey's words were very painful for him. I

Renan was astonished to see Mey's attitude changing one hundred and eighty degrees like this. He became cold, cold and clumsy. Very different from Mey who used to be submissive and friendly. But Renan realizes it all happened because of his fault.

Had you known Mey, I regretted everything I've done to you.

Renan immediately stood up and followed Mey. Outside there was a driver waiting.

*

The company ...

I don't know why today Mey felt there was nothing wrong with her body. He did not feel weak, nauseous, dizzy as usual. This way he can do his job smoothly until lunch time.

Mey rushed to Dito's room. He wanted to take the man to lunch. But until there Dito is no more, it looks like Dito has gone to the restaurant where they used to eat.

Mey immediately followed to the restaurant. Mey was right, until there she saw Dito and Renan eating together. Mey approached them both.

"May ...? I thought you still wanted to lock yourself in your room so I didn't take you, '" Dito said as Mey sat between them.

"I'm tired of wanting to eat out."

"What do you want to eat let me order?"

Mey ignored Renan's question. Dito glared to see Renan want to talk to Mey, especially the tone is fairly smooth.

Is it not wrong? inner Dito.

Mey continued to read the menu book in her hands. It seemed like he had yet to find anything that aroused his appetite.

"Do you want to eat meatballs again?" Renan asked again. "I can buy it." Again, Mey ignored him.

Finally Mey found the menu she liked and ordered it. Not how long the Mey order meal came. As usual, Mey hesitated before eating.

"It's okay, eat it." Renan had already begun to memorize Mey's habits.

I don't know why every time Renan says that phrase Mey feels comfortable. He felt that someone was looking after him and was not afraid of what would happen after eating. Mey ate without hesitation.

"You want me to order some juice?" Once again Mey ignored Renan, not even looking at him.

Actually Renan is upset. Mey blatantly ignored him in front of people. No one's ever done this to him before. But Renan can't do anything about it because of the baby in Mey's stomach.

Renan kept looking as long as he ate. The resentment he had felt earlier turned into a small smile as he looked at Mey voraciously.

During the meal Mey was only silent when there were usually topics that she talked about with Dito. Mey has really changed.

"I'm done ... Dito me first, you pay yes," said Mey while putting the spoon. He had only eaten half of his food. Mey then stood up and left Dito and Renan without saying anything more.

Dito just gawking.

"Are you exchanging personalities or what?" dito asked after Mey was nowhere to be seen.

"What do you mean?"

"You talk a lot. And look, Mey's attitude. His attitude is exactly the same as yours. Cold and easy."

"Am I like that?"

Dito laughing. "So it was nothing. You're a lot more annoying as long as you know."

"really?"

Dito nodded his head. "You're such a bitch to Ren, but you don't realize it."

Renan was silent at Dito's words. Though he had often been upset with Mey's attitude but it turned out that it was nothing compared to his attitude all along.

"Why has he changed? What have you done to him?"

"Actually ... " Renan did not continue his sentence.

"What are you talking about?"

"Nothing, forget it."

Mey returned to the office, but not to her room. He went straight to the toilet because he felt nauseous. Sure enough, arriving at the toilet he immediately let out his stomach. Mey's body condition is unpredictable. Sometimes he feels fine but suddenly can instantly change otherwise.

Mey was sitting limp on the toilet floor with sweat drenching her body. Suddenly Mey was crying. She was devastated by this pregnancy. He is not at all happy with his current situation.

Actually Mey really wanted to abort this fetus but she did not have the heart. She realized that Renan was the only one she should hate, not this fetus.

Mey was silent for quite a while while waiting for her strength to recover. After that he came out of the toilet and walked upright as if he was okay.

His afternoon...

It's time to go home. Renan immediately cleared his desk and rushed to Mey's room. He entered without knocking on the door.

Renan was surprised to find Mey lying on the floor with a pale face. He immediately lifted Mey's body and took her to the car.

Renan who was carrying Mey's body became the center of attention because it's the hours of the employees' home. They continued to watch Renan until he reached the parking lot. They thought the notoriously cold Boss turned out to be very sweet.

The driver opened the car door as soon as Renan arrived.

"Non Mey why Sir?" ask the driver who panicked.

Renan did not answer. "Go to the hospital!"

"Good sir."

During the trip Renan looks restless. He kept looking at Mey, the girl had not woken up yet either.

"Can it be faster?" Renan was impatient.

"Till you soon."

Renan was silent. He was very worried to see Mey's pale and weak condition. Renan is confused as to how. Maybe Mey got this way because she didn't want the baby. If Mey continues like this, the baby may not survive.