New Hope Together Dusk That Is No Longer the Same
I'm okay with myself

Jaya sighed in anger, “Love is not wrong Gus, because we can not manage on whom this heart falls in love. What is wrong Guse if until love is used as an excuse and involved with the ambition to have. Since love cannot be forced upon Gus, neither must it have. Not only will the little brother and the woman he loves get hurt, but Guse himself. Gus .. what is our destiny will not God give to others, and vice versa. Isn't that what Guse always says if I start giving up with this life?”

“I loved Aisha long before I knew if she was the woman my cousin would edit. And this is the first time I feel this way in Jay's woman, I feel restless if a day just don't see the sweet face, I don't sleep well if I don't know the news about it, until I felt my life would be empty without his presence. But I don't know if one-sided love will hurt Jay this much, even now this heart still feels tight if you see them together.”

Gus Hasan leaned his body against the edge of the bed before continuing his sentence.

“Therefore I chose to take a scholarship here so that I could forget a little about him, but in fact my wounds even more inflamed every day. Until I met a girl who unconsciously a little bit of her presence could take my mind off this pain. But I also did not realize that our closeness would cause new problems and make my heart more complicated, I had absolutely no intention of giving him hope because I realized that my heart was still a mess. And that girl is Ayla, the sister of Mr. Faisal you met earlier in the dorm page.”

Jaya has been gawking ever since listening to the narrative of Gusus, “Allohu Akbar. But yes we do not know what will be our destiny in the future, God is all-reversing heart, how to know tomorrow Guse actually fell in love with his brother Mr. Faisal.”

“You're sure I can fall in love with Ayla?”

“I don't know Gus, but yes nothing is impossible for Maha to turn her heart.”

“Luka because humans are indeed sick Gus, maybe even the pain can not be expressed in words. Only we ourselves are able and fully understand among others who seek to empathize with what we feel. Quickly release him completely, not for anyone, but for your own happiness, because life must go on, Guse can not continue to endure in pain.”

“I've tried it Jay, even always try. In fact Aisha still reigns in my heart.” Gus Hasan rubbed his face rough, he really felt tired with the situation, so far he always tried, but in fact everything seemed futile.

“I know it is in fact mengikhlaskan so not easy, all of it is not as simple as we imagine. But try again, mengikhlaskan not to forget, save it as a memory, but do not Guse dig his figure again to the surface, I am sure time always has a way to heal.”

“This word of yours seems like you have very experienced Jay, you sure you have never been in love?” Gus Hasan suddenly splashed his net suspiciously.

Jaya raised both her fingers to form the letters ‘V’, “Truly Gus, suer.”

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“Tasya same aunt these first yes.” Faris said as he handed Tasya to his servants who had lined up when they found out their employer was coming home.

“Om Faris where are you going?” Tasya continued to wrestle Faris' arm as if he did not want to be left behind.

“Om Faris still have to go to the Hospital, want to treat people who are sick there.” Faris bowed to persuade Tasya.

“You please take care of Tasya yes, change her clothes, feed her and don't forget to take her nap too.” Faris told his servant who immediately nodded with his obedience.

After handing Tasya over, he immediately ran into the elevator, his current destination being his own room, as he knew that his wife must be there.

“Sayang ... Ica ..” Faris checked all the rooms in her room but did not find Aisha there.

His eyes were immediately fixed to the closed bathroom, when he approached, there was a gurgling of water from the shower as well as the sound of a sobbing that sank with the rush of running water.

Faris heart also hurt to hear his wife's heartache, he really cursed his stupidity that can not control emotions until it unconsciously hurt his wife.

Silent for a while, now only the gurgling of water could be heard, perhaps Aisha stopped her crying as soon as she heard Faris's voice from behind the door.

“No one needs to talk Bang ..emang Ica sloppy, Ica wrong.” Aisha said softly, but Faris could still hear her because of her position which was now also sitting in front of the bathroom door.

“No means Brother, darling. Brother sorry I missed, brother panicked earlier.”

Faris continued his sentence when there was no answer, “Open the door huh Darling? We have to talk.”

Aisha sighed heavily, her tears still not stopping from both ends of her net.

“Sayang .. sorry Brother again had to make Ica cry. But really you don't mean anything.”

Aisha was still silent, not answering the slightest sentence that Faris had uttered, but her heart could not accept everything that her husband had accused her of.

Faris glanced at his watch, almost forgetting to return to the Hospital, he had to fulfill his responsibilities as a doctor.

“Kalo Ica does not want to open the door, You go back to the Hospital, Honey, you have an operation schedule this afternoon. Ica who said that if you have to take responsibility for your work, whatever the risk. So now you're just trying to fulfill that responsibility. Once again Brother really apologizes Ca, straight out yes after Brother left, do not over in the dalem, later Ica cold.” Faris stared at the door of the bathroom which still showed no signs of opening, and again his wife did not answer anything from inside.

“Abang go yes Darling, Ica don't forget to eat .. Assalamualaikum.” Faris stepped foot when he did not find an answer again, he really regretted with everything to make his bidadari had to shed tears again.

Indeed, since then Aisha has listened carefully to every sentence that Faris uttered, just her tongue as if to just give a response, he was also trying to arrange himself so that his stuffing was not heard by Faris who from his voice might have been leaning in front of the door as well as himself.

“Ica do not know why Ica's heart feels sick like this because it looks so chaotic when you know Ica who can not pick up Tasya, ica's heart was also tight Bang see the attention that you intended for a child that even Brother's blood did not flow in his blood. Our child is jealous Papi Banginya who just until now does not know his whereabouts.” Aisha was sobbing more and more in every sentence.

“Ica is also confused about how else to talk to you about this pregnancy, you are too busy with your own world, especially when Tasya came to this house, Brother really-do not have time to just dread what Ica rasain, let alone to know what Ica now natural.”

Aisha leaned her head on her knees, hugging her legs tightly as more and more tears sounded.

Aisha switched to rubbing her stomach, the direction of her gaze also lowered, “You don't have to worry, honey, even though Papi does not know where you are, but you don't know where you are, but Mami promises to always take good care of you even if you have to be alone.”

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