New Hope Together Dusk That Is No Longer the Same

New Hope Together Dusk That Is No Longer the Same
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The third day there was no wife in his house making Faris really no spirit to live his day, he said, if the previous days he was still able to go to the Hospital even with his condition is not fine, but not with today.


To just get up from the top of the bed was Faris was really reluctant, he just rose to clean up and do the prayer, even until the afternoon move Faris still at home on the bed.


Being preoccupied with his thoughts, again someone knocked on the door of his room, the reluctant Faris just covered his face with his arms without intending to get up or just answer the knock from the outside.


Klek, because there was no answer finally the door was opened, and it turned out to be Mr. Toni with a tray containing food.


Because since then the waiter complained that their Master did not respond to the food they brought, even to just open the door was not.


“Ris you why else? The waiter complained that you did not open the door. Let's eat first ... From morning you do not eat anything,” said Mr. Toni prepared the food he brought.


Faris was just silent, even the arms above his face were not sheared at all.


“Ayolah .. kayak a girl just you strike.” Again Mr. Toni forced Faris to get up and open his mouth.


“I'm not a laper, I just want Aisha Sir ...”


“Means you must eat to be strong bring Aisha back.”


For a moment her brain thought, right what Mr. Toni said, she must be fine in order to bring Aisha back to this house, after all, just with this kind of urgency will not make everything finish just like that.


And again Faris's stomach betrayed when he saw the food menu brought by Mr. Toni, worms in an instant thrashed to be filled, really not in line with his words that said no.


Finally Faris grabbed the plate in Mr. Toni's hand, devouring it for a bite until everything was gone.


“Tuh laper kan you .. it is thought that it does not need energy,” ledek Pak Toni while bringing back the empty plate.


After the death of Mr. Toni, Faris returned to the balcony as usual, where his heart felt calmer by watching the hustle and bustle of his hometown from above.


This time he brought his notebook too so that his mind was a little distracted from his current household problems, after sitting on the balcony chair, then he began to open his notes.


Tuk ... suddenly something fell down just as he opened the book in his hand, Faris body suddenly bent down to pick it up.


It turned out that something was just a fold of paper, netra Faris was repulsive memicing because he felt he had never slipped something in his book.


Tuk .. something fell back when he unfolded his paper, a rectangular flat object made Faris rub his net in disbelief, his hand even trembled as he picked up the thing and saw the mark of two red lines in the middle.


His body grew even more sagging as his gaze turned to the paper in his hand, on the paper it was clearly imprinted a record of the results of the USG on behalf of his wife.


Although Faris is not an obstetrician, but as a medical personnel, of course, he has no trouble interpreting the black and white image with a black clot in the middle of it which means the embryo of the baby candidate.


The age of the womb is only six weeks to show the clot is very small, because indeed the new baby bag will appear at the age of seven to eight weeks or commonly called the first trimester.  Therefore, doing the first ultrasound is recommended when the gestational age is more than seven weeks so that the baby's pouch is clearly visible.


“Mafin Papi who is late knowing your whereabouts Nak .. Papi loves you, a pity ...” The tears could no longer hold, and at once he fell freely soaking the handsome face of the man. It felt that Faris was really not strong to feel the tightness that increasingly hit his chest, his mind was completely torn with the bitterness of fate that was only able to see his future baby through a piece of paper that was now getting tighter and tighter.


“Maafin Abang Ca .. You must be sicker than you feel ...” Faris was completely unable to support his body, immediately he poured onto the floor with a sob that increasingly felt tight.


The son she and Aisha had been craving for had vanished even before Faris could hear her heart beating.


“Arrgghh ..!”


Faris roared as if up there, no one knew how heavy the burden of life he was now bearing.


***


Aisha never refused when her mother put food in her mouth, only she always spent it in silence, not a word accompanying her chewing, her gaze remained as blank as ever.


“Sayang .. don't believe me continue Son, you have to be sincere with everything, I don't want you why, only you that I have, Darling.” Maya was also sick to see the princess only wayangnya still with her condition like this, as a mother of course she was very worried about it.


Aisha was aghast at hearing her mother beg like that, the body that began to flinch into her embrace.


“Aisha is okay Mom, Aisha is better. Aisha just still needs time to accept all this,” he said weakly while laying his head on the mother's shoulders.


“Honey .. You are married, there is your husband who is entitled to you. The husband and wife should always hold on no matter the sweet bitterness of life. Go back to your husband Sha, don't ignore him like this, Faris must be just as devastated as you are, honey.” Maya said very gently to give understanding to her daughter.


Silent with no answer, Aisha silently digested every sentence from her mother.


‘What is Brother also sad like Ica Bang? But however Ica is her mother, in the stomach Ica our future child lives, this pain even Ica can no longer reveal’


“Rest, you should be quick alright.” Maya kisses her daughter's forehead before passing by carrying her empty tray, letting Aisha rethink the fate of her household.


Prang ... suddenly the glass containing drinking water on the nightstand he was about to reach fell scattered to the floor.


“Astaghfirulloh ..”


Maya who was just about to climb on top of the contact bed immediately approached Aisha's room after hearing the sound of something breaking.


“Sayang ... why?” tanya Maya sees her crouching daughter cleaning up the scattered glass shards.


“Nothing kok Bu, Aisha just moaned earlier.”


“Let me ask Bi Darmi who cleans ya.”


“No need Mom, let Aisha aja,” said Aisha stopped Maya's steps to turn around.


“Ya already here let Mom help.” Maya also crouched down to pick up the broken glass.


“Nnothing Mom, Mom rest, anyways let Aisha have a move,” he said again stop Maya activities.


Maya's smile rang from both corners of her lips, good development began to appear in her daughter.


“Yes already, you are careful yes Son, beware of fear of getting hands.”


Aisha simply nodded while trying to display her smile on that still pale face.


Aisha's body immediately collapsed to the floor after her mother died, she was sitting limp on the edge of the bed hugging her knees. For some reason suddenly his heart felt so agitated that it made the glass he wanted to reach just plunged to the floor.


“Are you all right at home alone Bang?” Aisha asked as if Faris was in front of her.


“Abang ...” Aisha sobbed to mention her husband, not knowing what happened until suddenly she felt so missed him.


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