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The flashback 

The moon is still not visible even though the night is growing to envelop every creature on earth with its darkness.

A woman is struggling to run her own wheelchair down the hallway of the Hospital which still looks crowded, the pace stopped in front of the reception desk.

“Mba, Doctor Faris' wife treated in which room yes?”

The beautiful receptionist looks open the list present on the table.

“Bu Aisha in the VIP room at the very end of the room before the hall north of Mba,” replied the receptionist kindly.

With all the energy gathered, the woman turned the direction of the wheelchair she was riding. Seen from a distance two people dressed neatly all in black guard in front of the VIP room which is believed to have Aisha in it.

His wheelchair pace came to a halt as the two men confronted him just before he opened the door in front of him.

“Monya Aisha is on break, not to be disturbed.” The baritone's voice surprised him.

“For a moment sir, I just want to see the state of my friend,” Sofia's alibi on both of Aisha's guards.

“Alright, don't take too long.”

Sofia nodded then immediately walked over to Aisha.

“Mba Sofi.” Aisha got up from her sleep when she found out who had entered.

“Sorry yes I interrupted your break.”

“No Back Mba.” It made Sofia dare herself to get closer to Aisha. she stopped her wheelchair right beside Aisha blankar, her hand reaching for Aisha's fingers.

"Did my husband say something to you?"

Aisha simply nodded and reviewed her smile.

“I'm really sorry Sha, because of my problem you have to experience all this. If I could choose who I fell in love with, maybe I would prefer not to feel love.”

Aisha looked up at her face, looking directly at Sofia's bead eyes which were also staring at her heartily.

“Love is fitrah Mba, do not blame yourself Mba for something that Mba can not set.”

“It could you share a husband with me? I beg Sha, share with me ...”

Aisha pulled her fingers from Sofia's grasp, her gaze blankly turning to the moonlight peering out from behind the window slit, her gaze blurred by the water pooling in her eyes.

“I know you noble hearted woman Sha, please share a little happiness with me.” Sofia again brought Aisha's fingers that began to tremble into her grasp, pleading with a sobbing on Aisha who also began to drip clear circles from the corner of her eyes.

“We are both women, so I beg you a little generosity Sha.”

Silent for a while there was no answer, really at this time Aisha felt her heart as if slashed by the sharpness of the sword. But he cannot blame anyone, because love is fitrah, he comes without being able to choose whom.

“I need time Mba.”

Sofia raised her face, there was a speck of hope that now made her sparkle.

Flashback off

“Ca, the rickshaw is not funny Dear.” Faris returned to prepare her meal.

“Ica earnestly Bang.” The clear thread managed to escape along with the sentence he uttered.

Faris stopped his activities, he approached his wife and sat himself by the side of the bed.

“Better Ica kill Brother than Ica ask for something that will never be possible Brother lasain.”

Aisha commented on her smile, a bland smile that was seen on the forced.

“Tasya need a father figure like Brother.”

“Not kayak gini how Ca.” Faris rubbed her face in a huff.

“Not with kayak gini, paradise that Ica will get if Ica ridho?” his gaze was hopeful.

“What is a paradise like this that Ica misses?”

Aisha nodded weakly, from the corner of her eyes managed to make the trenches progressively stream.

Faris got up from his seat, not believing the reaction of his wife he had just witnessed.

“Without love Ica make Brother and Ica can let others enter among us?” faris' tone rose to contain the disappointment.

“Ica just don't want anyone to get hurt.” His chest now felt very tight, there was something like slicing his heart.

“What does Ica think in this way you're not hurt? Ica not hurt? And again Sofia who may later be despised because Abang can not share love. Helping others does not have to sacrifice yourself Ca!”

“But Brother is not Rosul who can be fair in matters of feeling. Winning the heart of Ica is not something easy, but why Ica can easily pawn the happiness that you have struggled to fight?” faris' body slid to the floor, leaning against the side of the window. The look of his chest rising down implies disappointment.

“Everyone has their own way of loving, as well as minimizing wounds.” Aisha turned her gaze out the window, the pain in her chest getting more and more tight.

“But love is about two people who are both struggling, because fighting alone is definitely very tiring.” Faris leaves Aisha's room, fearing that she cannot control herself and will hurt Aisha.

“Who came in before I came?” faris asked the two bodyguards who were still standing guard in front of the room.

“A woman with patient uniform and wheelchair Sir, she says she's her friend Madam, so we allow.”

Faris squeezed his hair rough, his fists strengthened, he knew who someone had already affected his wife's mind.

***

Aisha looked up at her face as her husband opened the door again, but this time while leading his mother who looked anxious because of her condition.

Obviously Aisha welcomed the arrival of the mother with her happy face, Faris was amazed by the wife who was very clever in camouflage. Just look, the smile and look on his face at the moment as if nothing had happened between them.

“Mother, Aisha is very fond of mother,” always hugged her mother tightly.

“Now how are you doing, son? Why is it like this?” ask Maya worriedly.

“Aisha is okay mom, but Aisha is doing well,” she said displaying her beautiful smile.

“This is all wrong Faris Bu, not supposed Faris biarin Aisha came this morning. Sorry Mom, Faris can't take good care of Aisha.” Suddenly Faris hugged the body of her mother-in-law who began to flinch, like a child seeking shade. Just this time Aisha saw Faris as weak as that.

Aisha herself is not okay at this time, her mind is still upset by every decision she makes. As a fellow woman, Aisha understands very well that Sofia's selfishness is currently because she is fragile. He needed someone to accompany him to stay strong.

Maya raised her daughter's face slowly, like a mother who was calming her son she gently stroked Faris' sad face in her arms.

“Everything has happened, there's nothing to blame here son. What is important now Aisha is fine and do not let events like this happen again yes.”

“Oh yes Aisha has not eaten Mom, Faris bribe has not wanted. Maybe if you want,” said Faris let go of his embrace and went to prepare food for his wife.

“How have you not eaten, dear? Aisha is in the healing period, her eating should be real.” Maya takes a bowl of vegetables from Faris' hand and slowly begins to feed it to her daughter.

“Emm earlier did not want to fit Bang Faris nawarin Bu,” alibi Aisha scratched her temple that does not itch.

Faris relentlessly glanced at the wife who looked fine in front of her mother, even until the rice in the toilet bowl was not left.

“Ica is fine Ma'am, better Mom go home yes, Mom do not take soy sauce, must rest a lot ya.” Aisha does not want to make her mother worried, especially if she knows that now she is with the middle husband is not okay.

“Aisha bener Bu, there will be Faris here who take care of Aisha,” Faris assured her mother-in-law.

“Ya I've come home, but if there's anything directly notify Mom yes.” Maya finally gives up on her son and ex.

“Ya already yuk, let Faris anter,” said Faris moving.

“Neither son, you are here to take care of Aisha. You can go home by yourself.”

“Faris does not ngijini if Mom goes home alone. Let Faris tell the guards to wait for Bu?”

“Ya it's up to you,” again Maya can't not give up.

“Well then Faris so much more dear,” how to hug his mother-in-law before really moving on.

“Cepet healed yes Darling.” Maya catches a glimpse of Aisha and Faris's head crest alternately before actually leaving. Both of them were the most precious treasures to Maya right now.

Faris returned to Aisha's room after driving her mother-in-law to the car, as she was disappointed in her wife, she still could not bear to ignore her. Especially in Aisha's current condition.

Faris replaced the infusion of Aisha that looked to have shrunk almost completely, still without a word. His heart was still claustrophobic by the decision Aisha made.

“Bang ...,” Og Aisha blocked Faris' arm that was about to move after changing the fluid infusion.

Faris just turned his head, the look of disappointment was still clearly printed there.

“Ica has not prayed isya.”

Astaghfirullah, Faris rubbed his own chest, he forgot that his wife was waiting for his help to perform the prayer.

Aisha sobbed in prayer after her prayer, fearing whether the decision she had made was right. Aisha just wants everyone to be happy without anyone getting hurt, but in fact not until her husband agreed to her request was Aisha's heart was already this wrapped.

Although in the depths of his heart, Aisha wanted to be like Sayyidah Khadijah and Fatimah who had never been honeyed to death. But with all the kink that exists, Aisha tries to survive so that it is not visible that she is now very destroyed. If Sayyidah Aisyah was willing to share Rosulululloh with another wife, why not?

In the corner of the sofa, Faris looked at the wife's soft back that seemed to tremble because of his sobbing, his heart ached to see the wife again shed her tears of joy. In his heart Faris promised, that whenever, whatever happens, he will never present anyone else in his household except his descendants.

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