New Hope Together Dusk That Is No Longer the Same
Change is not as easy as I thought

Exhaling her breath repeatedly, Ayla steadied her heart to step into her campus area. I don't know what kind of response he will get from the people he goes through, especially from his hedonic friends, but Ayla is determined to accept it, whatever and however.

The mixed-blooded girl chose not to directly enter her class, she set her legs covered in a long skirt towards the library. In addition to wanting to know how the reactions of the people who will pass by him he also wants to visit the library building which he rarely visited during his lecture here.

Ayla is not an ancient girl who does not know how to get along, the girl is even popular enough to become one of the most wanted in her faculty. In addition to her singing skills that greatly increased her career, some people also know that she is the younger sister of Faisal Ameer, one of the most popular teachers among students. Of course, in addition to its charming appearance, the young lecturer also has a very brilliant career as a successor to Abbas Group later.

“What do you mean with this fucking clothes Ayla?!”

Ayla stopped her steps hearing the swearing, a western-faced girl looking in shock at her with an oriental-faced man. They are Jane the girl of Spanish blood and Altan the same young man of European blood from Istanbul like him. The two are Ayla's classmate and friends who always accompany her to spend her parents' property when her life is still as free as ever.

In contrast to Jane who looked so surprised, Altan just seemed ordinary with Ayla's appearance now. Although the young man was an atheist, but it seemed that the sight of the headscarfed woman was no longer something strange to him who had grown up in this city since childhood.

“You look so weird Baby,” added Jane who looked at Ayla's appearance from toe to head.

Ayla reviewed her smile in response to her best friend's comment on her dress style today, she could already guess everything.

“Yeah, what ever you say Jane. This is me right now, and ever,” Ayla said made Jane look back. While Ayla chose to continue her steps do not want to pay too much attention to the comments of her friend.

“Ayla wait! We can't go to the club with your clothes like this, right?” Jane came back to her feet.

“You right Jane, because I was also no longer able to go to the club,” said Ayla lightly which actually made Jane surprised again, she even rewinded her steps.

“It's too sudden Ay, we can't accept your change yet. Either with Caroline and Richard,” said Jane reminded Ayla to two people closest to her again.

“Well, I see. But the way I live my life doesn't have to be with your consent, right?” ask Ayla straightforwardly.

Duars! The Spanish-blooded girl lost heavily to Ayla's question.

“Let’s go Jane, we have to go.” Altan suddenly pulls Jane's hand to avoid the debate of his fellow friends, both of whom must separate from Ayla because they are different majors. Ayla majored in business administration while Jane and Altan majored in public finance.

Ayla sighed with relief, it was just a response from Jane and Altan, she did not even know how Caroline and Richard would react if she saw this new appearance. Either they will be like Jane and Altan or they will support his decision. Just thinking about it already made Ayla's head throb. He chose to return to the library before entering his class, which would last thirty minutes.

Netra Ayla began to comb towards the neatly arranged shelves in such a spacious room, feeling that finding the book she was looking for a rising smile added to the graceful impression of her appearance now.

“Do you do all this to look like Aisha?” Ayla who was looking down opened the book in her grasp immediately looked up at the voice of the baritone, the girl turned her head and found the figure that was quietly filling her heart was already standing not far from her place.

“You mean?” Reflexes, that's the only question that can come out of Ayla's lips.

The young man seemed to review his smile briefly, “Your appearance, did you change your appearance like this to look like Aisha?” gus Hasan clarified the question.

Blam it! Suddenly Ayla felt like her heart had just been hit by something hard. Maybe if the one who said all that was not Gus Hasan, the man who had managed to take up space in his heart Ayla would not feel this much pain. But when it turns out that sentence was thrown from the mouth of someone who actually loved it, why does it hurt so much? Why would the man before him have the heart to accuse himself like that? Was it that low he was in Gus Hasan's eyes just because the girl had once blatantly expressed her feelings?

As much as Ayla's energy held back the crying from her already heated eyes, there was really not the slightest intention of her like that. He just wants to be a better human being, as Mrs Khadija always exemplified as long as she knows the middle-aged woman who always wears her long robe.

Ayla closed the book back in her hand, her steps approaching towards Gus Hasan who was still unmoved in place.

“Whatever your prejudices, I don't seem to need to explain my dealings with my Lord.”

 Ayla immediately stepped out of the room, she did not want to until the man who had broken her heart saw her shed tears. She must not look weak, Ayla is still Ayla, a brave girl who will always try to protect herself.

“Is it really that hard for this to turn for the better?” his murmur recalled Gus Hasan's accusation of his change, not to mention the response of his hedonic friends.

“Am I going strong in the future?” The girl was already leaning weakly over the toilet with her net closed. He really needed a place to complain at this time.

In his room, a man clenched his hands tightly, his knuckles even turning white from it. The man's anger almost exploded when he got news of his little girl from one of his confidants.

“Kakak will not let anyone disturb your life,” furious closed the net to relieve his emotions.

Finished with her class that felt so long, Ayla no longer wasted time as usual. He immediately stepped towards his car, intending to visit the orphanage where Mrs Khadija lives. He could not wait to tell this great change in himself to the woman.

“Ayla.” The girl turned her head right before her fingers grabbed the doorknob of her car.

“Altan?” The oriental-faced man seemed to be walking closer towards him.

“I just want to apologize about the incident this morning, especially Jane's attitude to you,” he said staring fixedly at the girl who was now dressed all covered. Altan now can no longer even see Ayla's hair that is always beautiful in her eyes.

“It’s okay, this is indeed my decision. Inevitably I also have to accept the risks, including rejection from my friends.”

“How about Caroline and Richard?”

Ayla shook her head weakly, “I don’t know. I have not met them, it looks like they are absent again today,” said trying to take a look away from Altan who seemed to have kept looking at him. The man is indeed a close friend of Ayla, but the man always looks more calm among his friends who are very bar-bar.

“Don't worry, they're just not used to it yet. I guarantee that in the future everything will be fine,”, said the man sincerely.

Ayla also commented on her smile to hear the words of her friend this one, Altan is always reliable in any case.

“You still want to be friends with us, Ayla?” ask Altan who seems to have been more receptive to Ayla's change now. It seems like the man is worried that Ayla's attitude will change as she changes her appearance. After all, Altan did not want to lose the girl. Ayla is a fun friend, perhaps even more so according to Altan.

Again Ayla again made a smile, “Yes of course, I remain your friend as before. But, even then if you hold back with my changes like this,” replied Ayla.

Altan nodded his head in understanding, it could not be denied if Ayla's change now would certainly affect the way they became friends later, maybe there would be many things that they could no longer do together like before. Like partying at a club.

“Ok let’s we see, whether you still remain a pleasant friend or not,” said Altan who actually invited the laughter of the girl in front of him.

Ayla glanced at her watch which was now perched on her closed wrist, she slightly unfurled her sleeves to look. “Sorry Altan, it looks like I have to leave now, I have business,” he concluded the meeting.

“Ok have a nice day, Ayla,” sahut Altan who was immediately adopted by the girl.

“You are still beautiful even with those covered clothes, Ayla,” Altan added making Ayla turn back.

“Thanks Altan,” said before actually entering the car and leaving the man who remained unmoved in the courtyard of the campus, even until the car that Ayla drove disappeared at the end of the corner.

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