New Hope Together Dusk That Is No Longer the Same
Not only you, I am sick

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Moments after feeling her body retraced, Ayla tried to open her eyes because she felt her body did not feel any pain.

For a moment Ayla was surprised when she found someone giving up her arm to be a cushion for her head so that she did not feel pain. But the shock was successfully overcome when the owner of the shady bead that can be said to be the cause of why he looks like this looking at him.

For a while the two pairs of brown beads they stared at each other, diving into each highlight that they themselves did not understand the meaning.

“What made you almost do something stupid like that?”

The question was able to make Ayla immediately realized from the spotlight that felt like hypnotizing her, she immediately got up and fixed her clothes.

In response to that question, Ayla simply smiled obliquely, “What kind of stupid question is this?” cibir Ayla because the girl felt that if the man in front of her must know what the cause of her to this crazy.

“Whatever your reasons and problems, ending your life is not the right solution.”

“Cih!” Ayla tilted her smile even more, hearing the words Gus Hasan blurted out made her heart even more sliced, her face flushed with eyes that almost spilled out a cry of annoyance at the man before her.

Her clenched fingers clenched until her books looked bleached, Ayla raised her face, staring at the brown bead before her with an elusive highlight.

“What are all men like you? Take for granted the feelings of every woman!?” Ayla did say it softly, but it sounded like an emphasis in each of her sentences. Unknowingly the clear grain infiltrated from its net end.

Gus Hasan further narrowed his net, trying to fumble where the direction of the girl in front of him now.

“Who do you think has made me this crazy? Disturbing my heart and mind, making me anxious when I don't know anything about you for days, asshole!” Ayla's breathing is hunting, her heart is racing. “You think I should be fine when I have to know and even always watch if the guy I like always thinks of other women who even now also snatch my sister!?”

Suddenly Ayla further advanced her steps, of course with tears that continued to follow across her beautiful face. This made Gus Hasan back his steps.

“Say ... What do I do to make you love me? Do I have to be like Aisha?” the girl asked with a plea.

Hearing that Gus Hasan closed his net for a moment, his chest rumbled many times saying Istighfar.

“Don't waste your time waiting for me to love you, because I myself don't know what my heart really wants. Waiting will only make you hope, hope that is not achieved will make you disappointed. And I, do not want to be the cause of your disappointment.”

The man immediately grabbed his bag lying down and hurried to take his steps away from the girl who was still busy holding the anger in her chest.

“Lantas why did you prevent me from dying!? I should have just let my body crumble down there! Isn't it good that I die? You no longer need to be haunted by my growing love for you, Hasan ..”

The question was able to stop the steps of Gus Hasan, he stopped but did not turn his head.

“You are indeed a near-perfect woman, but my heart .. does not want that perfection. Look for a much better man than me who is this nobody. Sorry ...”

Then how now? His pride had fallen to pieces before the man he thought would be easy to conquer. To whom should he complain about his pain? The family? What can he expect from his family? The only brother he considered brother also preferred the younger brother he had just met. Is it worthless in the eyes of people?.

“Why is a face as calm as that able to make a wound as painful as this?”

Ayla increasingly tightened her arms on both knees, her cries increasingly bitter sounding carried by the wind that increasingly infiltrated the surface of the skin.

“You're strong Ayla! You're strong!” The sentence continued to be thrown, the more sorrowful it sounded along with the increasingly powerful grip.

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Gus Hasan stopped his steps in a hallway that seemed always quiet, leaning his back against the wall that students rarely pass there.

He looked down, his net condensed. Remembering how his struggle to try to forget Aisha in fact never ended.

He thought that running away to this country and busying himself with learning would probably take his world a bit away from the hustle and bustle of love. Who would have thought, just in his new place he found a new test.

After trying to make peace with his destiny, Gus Hasan tried to slowly open his heart to the one who came. When a person comes, his heart freezes. He has not been able to provide an opportunity for new people to replace the position of Aisha who is still reigning. He himself does not know until when he will continue like this, he just follows his heart, living his destiny.

“What did I say too cruel to Ayla?” He asked himself.

“I don't want to hurt her more by giving her hope that I can't possibly grant. This heart is already filled with the name Aisha.”

Gus Hasan himself was confused by himself, why his heart was not moved by the expression of Ayla's feelings, but the girl voluntarily loved him, but why is it the married woman who makes her heart always pounding? Why is it something impossible that he keeps pursuing?.

The man with a sad face knows that being with his girlfriend is an impossibility, but unfortunately he likes her.

Although it can not have, but let everything flow as it should, because the affairs of the heart can not be forced. For now and for some time, let Aisha's name remain someone who, although she may not have, will remain in the heart.

“I'm sorry Mas .. I love your wife.”

A drop of dew managed to escape as he again stepped out of the silent passage that was already willing to listen to every single one of his pill stories.

The beautiful shadow as she passes the day with Aisha's presence in her abbey's cottage once accompanied her every foothold on the earth far from her homeland, even unconsciously the shadow always managed to become one of the reinforcement for him to stay afloat.

In fact, not only Ayla who is sick because of her love that claps one hand, even get rejection, but here .. Gus Hasan also felt the same pain because he had to have pain to the wife of people. Why does life feel unfair to them?.

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