New Hope Together Dusk That Is No Longer the Same
It's God's Scenario

Now I understand my heart

That taste I'm trying to avoid

It always stays in the heart

And still the same guy here

But I let him go again

Is your heart taking care of me?

Is what you're waiting for just me?

Are you the old you?

~Muhammad Azka El - Fatih~

“Excuse Mba, is it true that Doctor Aisha is interning at this Hospital?” ask the man in his thirties at the reception at PHC Hospital Surabaya.

“Before I see the list of internships - it's yes Mas,” replied receptionist friendly.

“Iya Mba please.”

“Doctor Aisha Ameera Al-Insani Mas?”

“Iya Mba is right.”

“It so happens that Doctor Aisha today has no Mas schedule, anything else I can help?” continue receptionist.

“Then may I request the address of Doctor Aisha?” tanya Azka hesitated.

“Pardon Mas, we can not just provide information related to staff and patients here, if you may know who is Doctor Aisha yes and what is needed to find her?”

“Oh I'm a friend of Doctor Aisha's, an old friend actually and we are indeed a loose contact, so I asked for help here, because I heard Doctor Aisha is interning here," azka's lies are so shrewd.

“Well then for a moment I record the address,” replied the receptionist believed in the lie Azka, which was then embraced by Azka.

“This is the address Mas, there is more I can help?” ask the friendly receptionist while handing over Aisha's address.

“No Mba, thank you. Then excuse me," Azka replied then passed.

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“Not mother intends to interfere in your affairs, but only Aisha that mother has, then anything will I do for the sake of Aisha's happiness, including if Aisha must forget you, then I will do anything, ” said Maya still did not want to tell Azka where Aisha went .

Which mother can see her only daughter continuously bear such wounds? So whatever happens to his daughter, her mother will always be at the forefront of defending him.

“Azka knew Azka was wrong, but Azka please give Azka the opportunity to fix everything," Azka replied still pleading.

“At this time you are a man who has a family Azka, it is not appropriate for you to happen like this to other women. Remember your responsibility to your family" Maya reminded Azka.

“Well if you still do not want to help Azka, Azka will try herself ma'am. Then Azka pamit. Assalamualaikum," said Azka while leaving Aisha's house.

Surabaya North Quay

“Faris please why did you bring me here again? I'm going home!" said Aisha rebelled when it turned out that Faris took her to where she used to spend with Azka.

“Sha kicked me! When do you want to be like this? Always shy away from anything related to Azka, everything has already passed Sha!”

“Then you think I'm not normal for behaving like this? It's not easy to forget what happened between me and Azka, and I'm not that strong yet Faris!" aisha's reply started to sob.

“Gak Sha, you are strong, I know that. Life must continue Aisha, we can't stuck at one point that shackles us, we must be able to face it instead of avoiding like losers.”

Aisha was silent to Faris' words. It was her best friend who was always there for her.

“Help me Faris, help me get through it all" said Aisha Parau.

“What's the basis do you say?” aisha asked in courage.

“I know you always come here, to our place of memories. You came with Faris and you imagined that Faris was me. Faris is just a runaway for you, right? Because your heart is only for me Sha!”

Plak .. one slap floated from Aisha's pretty hand to Azka's.

Actually, Aisha had never been rude like that to anyone, only this time she really could not bear to hear Azka's words.

“For as long as we don't see you, you've changed so far. You are no longer the Azka I know!. You and I are only a story that is only allowed for a while, as much as we hope, the results will remain the same. You and I are just wounds. And the best way to heal the wound is to forget.”, Aisha said, holding Faris' arm away from Azka.

Azka was about to hold Aisha's arm but was immediately pushed aside by Faris.

“He said he didn't want to, right? Why do you keep bothering him?” said Faris holding Azka.

“This is my personal business with Aisha, you don't have to interfere!” answer Azka sarcas.

“Halu yes lo! You guys have no relationship anymore, why always talk personal like that?” faris replied no less sarcastic.

“Oh you again look for face with Aisha so that I can replace my position? Don't dream lo!”

“Gue just can't stand if there are people who interfere with what I like.” replied Faris while holding Aisha away.

On the way home, both Aisha and Faris were silent in each other's minds, until Faris finally dared to speak first.

“What I'm sorry about, I shouldn't have interfered" Faris said.

“Gak ko, I was ..”

“I guess I just thought about how I felt, without thinking about how you felt. Though maybe you feel burdened because I'm being too aggressive. In the future I will be more careful" Faris said before Aisha finished her speech.

Aisha chose silence not to respond to Faris' words, her heart still too confused. The two went back into silence drifting in each other's minds.

***

“Never regret anyone who comes and goes in this life. Some come to be happy, some go to mature. We can be angry and disappointed, because it is human nature, but let's not forget that all of this is part of God's scenario," maya's message when she finds Aisha still sad over what she just experienced.

Aisha pretends to be strong in front of everyone, especially Azka, Aisha

still an ordinary woman, her heart is still very fragile to accept everything.

When Azka suddenly disappeared, when everyone believed Azka was dead, Aisha still believed that Azka would definitely return, Azka would return to keep her promise. And Azka was right again, but it was impossible to continue the story of those who had stopped.

“My fault for presenting my heart, without knowing that it will hurt so soon. It is my fault that I have considered the impossibility of being with you to be possible" Aisha groaned on her alphabet.

“Salahku who had hoped on something uncertain, Yes Allah Ya muqolibal quuluub tsabbits qolbii ‘alaa diinika. (O Lord of the Hearts, set my heart above Your religion).”

I can forget what you said

I can forget what you did too

But I won't forget how you ever made me smile and get disappointed

You promised me that even if you left, you wouldn't be gone forever

Are you asking me not to forget you?

Then is it still my fault? If the heart that you suddenly force is silent, include a taste that also wanes

~Aisha Ameera Al -Insani~

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