New Hope Together Dusk That Is No Longer the Same
Equally wounded

Apparently Faris brought Aisha into her car parked not far from the cafe, now both of them are silent, long before together making the situation between them quite awkward.

As a result, Faris also ventured to look at the face of ayu woman who now looks down in the passenger seat.

Faris wanted to hold Aisha's hand, but it seemed that her wife was a little scared that she immediately pulled her hand out of the blue. Faris also undoes his intention, he only touches Aisha's fingers with one hand.

“How are you?” Faris greeted Aisha first, he forgot if he had not had time to greet her well while here.

Aisha looked up in the face, looking at the source of the voice that seemed to have been looking at her since, “Good Bang,” she said very slowly.

There is pain in Faris' heart when he found the attitude of his wife who is now not as happy and pampered as before when he was with her.

Not wanting to linger in awkwardness, Faris immediately grabbed the tablet lying on the dashboard of his car and handed it to Aisha's lap.

“This cctv recording in Sofia's room time to home, Brother tau Ica may be getting misunderstood because of this.”

Without answering Faris' speech, Aisha tried to ventured to press the play icon on the tablet screen that is now in her grasp. It was there that Sofia approached Faris who seemed to be lying limp on her bed.

“That time Brother was too weak to ngadepin Sofia, so Brother accepted his bribe with the intention of letting him leave our house.” Faris said as Aisha's eyes were in focus with the screen in her grasp.

Once again Faris ventured to grab the hand of the wife and hold it, “Sorry if it makes Ica even more sick and misunderstood with Brother. By Allah Brother there is no intention other than to let Sofia out at that time.”

Aisha was just unmoved, her netting glare seemed wistfully digesting every sentence that Faris had uttered.

“About our child ...” Faris seemed to hang up his sentence, he tried to neutralize the roar of his breath before continuing.

“Abang tau is not easy for Ica to forget everything, Abang admit it is the wrong Brother, Brother who is not sensitive to his presence, Brother is too busy with the hospital and Tasya at that time, Ab-“

“Quite Bang! No need to be followed.” Aisha immediately cut off her husband's sentence.

Aisha's heart isn't strong enough yet if anyone reminds her of her son-in-law. Her lentiknya immediately grabbed the doorknob and immediately took her footsteps out of her husband's car.

Finding that of course Faris did not stay silent, he quickly followed the steps of his wife.

“Not just Ica... Brother also sick Ca, Brother's heart is sick so know Ica accident and it turns out there is a prospective child Abang in the stomach Ica, when all know if Ica pregnant, Mother, Ica, Bi Asih, everyone is home, even Azka from Ica's past knows, while Brother? Pain Ca! Brother is sick because Brother feels like a stupid husband who knows nothing about his wife.”

Aisha's steps stopped hearing Faris' speech behind her, now she even ventured to turn around and face Faris who was looking at her heartily, even Aisha could see a puddle hanging from her husband's eye.

“That's because Brother is too busy with the world Brother! Ica understand us who have not been blessed long enough descent made Abang so the spirit of Tasya present in our midst, Brother does not know if our prospective son has been present residing in the stomach of Ica because unconsciously the longer the attention is only focused on Tasya.”

Aisha tried to close her heating net before returning to continue her sentence.

“Often Ica try to tell you Abang .. but you never have time to just dread Ica. Brother always leaves before Ica wakes up, and goes home just to spend time for Tasya! So where is the chance Ica can tell you Brother!?”

“Sorry ...” That's all that can come out of Faris' lips. He wanted to embrace his wife's tiny body and lean it on her chest like when they faced problems and looked for a way out together.

“Sorry for a woman as perfect as Ica to be together and stuck with a stupid man like Brother.  Again I asked, does Ica still love you? Is there still room left in Ica's heart for Brother?” Faris said resignedly, in fact here he was wrong and too much hurt the woman he loved.

Again Aisha looked rough breathing, “Ica did not know Bang... Everything is still imprinted and too painful for Ica.”

Without looking at Faris face, Aisha immediately stepped her foot leaving the man still trembling in his place.

Faris was too confused to just chase back his wife's steps so that he could only sit down to lean on the body of the car after Aisha's death.

After hearing his wife's words, his heart was too sick to realize his folly in the past.

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“But beyond all that pain, only the happiness of Big Brother and Aisha is always Father and Mother. Therefore, let your sister determine her happiness, Brother also seek happiness Brother himself.”

“Original Bu, but ...”

“Mother also knows the burden that Big Brother bears heavily here,” said Maya rubbed her son's shoulder.

“Son, life is too hard to carry alone without involving others and God. Rest first, calm your mind and find a way out.”

Maya tries to catch her breath, holding back the tightness that feels increasingly strangling her neck when it comes to remembering her late husband.

As with Faisal, the shadow of the night's terrible tragedy immediately filled his head.

He knows how hard his mother and sister's life so far, although it is undeniable that he felt the same way, too, but he believes his mother and sister are suffering more because they have to go through the days without the head of the family.

Faisal piled his head on the wheel, the lights from his car seemed to light up the basement hallway but the man did not turn on the engine.

“I have to be strong, because I'm the one who replaced Dad to take care of Mom with Aish.” Oversimplifies

once the murmur was heard.

“Aish .. sorry Brother can not follow you to the cafe, Brother must meet a client now,” he said after a phone connection with his sister over there.

“Oh yes ga ap ..” Aisha had not yet finished her sentence, the phone connection was already cut off by her. Faisal could not guarantee that he would be fine if it dissolved in the conversation with Aisha who was currently the main source that filled his head.

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