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“Why? You want to marry me?" faris suddenly.

“Can?" karina asked surprised by Faris' question.

“Of course not.”

“Why?”

“Because I have proposed to someone," replied Faris lightly.

“What is someone Aisha?”

“If it's time, I will definitely tell you.”

“I first," continued Faris left Karina who is still in her place.

***

“How are you doing?" muttered Aisha in her bike.

“Do I have to tell him if there is currently someone who has asked me? Will he be disappointed with my decision?”

“I know all this time you loved me Faris, but why didn't you ever tell me directly? Why didn't you give that certainty first? It seems now it is too late for me to return your feelings.”

The memories of Faris filled Aisha's mind, her heart worried about the decision she made.

“Whatever happens later, you must remain the Aisha I know. A Tough Woman who is always patient in accepting whatever has become His destiny. You must be strong Aisha, do not be too late for the sadness of the world.”

Aisha recalled Azka's words in her dream, when she was devastated by Azka's departure.

Aisha immediately picks up her phone, she opens an app that says gallery, marks all the pictures of herself relating to Azka and Faris in her past, then presses the ‘remove’ sign.

“Goodbye mas Azka, goodbye Faris,” said Aisha while putting her phone back.

There was a tightness lodged in his chest, clear circles had been falling from the corner of his eyes.

“I can definitely! Now you may not know how, but God's good intentions will be made easy. If other people believe that I am capable, I may be able to. Now my duty is to be pleased with what Allah has given me, so that Allah may be pleased with me. God believe, others believe, it is time I believe in myself!” murmured Aisha motivates herself to be patient in accepting whatever has become her destiny.

Aisha immediately got up to take the wudu, shook the prayer rug and was sobbed in her long prostration. Ask for steadiness of heart to the Almighty.

***

Aisha stood for quite a long time in front of the mirror, pecking herself in the dress that Ning Sabina had given her the other day.

Seeing the clothes she was wearing, Aisha remembered when she went to a reunion with Faris wearing a couple.

“The color is the same as a couple shirt that I used to wear with Faris to the reunion event,” Aisha when she saw her look in the mirror.

Aisha soon awakens from her daydreams and repeatedly speaks Istighfar, steadying herself with the decisions she has made.

“Assalamualaikum,” said Ning Sabina approached Aisha in her room.

Aisha was just the two in the room with Rini, and now Rini is returning home because there is a family event. Now he lives alone in that room.

“Waalaikumsalam,” replied Aisha immediately wipe the water in the corner of her eyes.

“Masya Allah is beautiful,” praise Ning Sabina when she saw Aisha standing in front of a mirror with a maroon colored robe combined with a matching hijab that she gave the other day, also the makeup that is not too flashy adds to the impression of Aisha's elegance.

“Is Aisha really ready?” ask Ning Sabina.

“God willing Ning.”

“Thank God, yes already come, the person has also been waiting in ndalem,” invite Ning Sabina.

“Laa haula wala quwwata illa billah,” wirih Aisha batin.

Aisha walked hand in hand with Ning Sabina towards ndalem. Honestly, Aisha's heartbeat was currently racing faster than usual.

“Why is Faris here too? Did mom tell you about this betel?”

Aisha was completely confused by the sight before her.

“Come in,” whispered Ning Sabina holding the hand of Aisha who was still sculpting in front of the door.

Aisha immediately followed Ning Sabina's steps, then approached her mother and uncle who were present there, then kissed the backs of their hands.

Aisha took a seat next to her mother, as soon as Aisha and Faris's gaze met for a split second, there was nervousness creeping across the chest of the two.

What makes Aisha confused is that she did not find anyone else in the room except for the ndalem family other than Gus Hasan who was in Egypt, her mother and uncle also Faris.

“Where is someone who said he would propose to me? Ning Sabina said the person was waiting, but there was no one I did not know here,” muttered Aisha deeply.

“Assalamualiaum warohmatulloh wabarokatuh,”ucap Kyai Safar disperse daydreams Aisha.

Everyone in the room answered Kyai Safar's greeting.

“Honored, Father and Mother of Aisha's sister Ameera Al-Insani. I represent the family of Faris brother Zein Abdullah would like to make things happen ...”

Deg ... instant Aisha's heartbeat quickened, she only realized that the clothes she was wearing were a couple with those of Faris.

“It turns out that someone Faris,” Aisha satin, there is a day and happy that enveloped her heart when she found out that the one who asked her was the person she always called in her prayers lately.

“The first wish is to greet Aisha's family in order to get to know her more closely. The second, armed with the belief in the destiny of Allah SWT, is, our intention and purpose on this day is nothing else in order to represent my late brother Haris Abdullah sending my nephew Faris Zein Abdullah to convey his proposal to sister Aisha.”

“Assalamualaikum warohmatulloh wabarakatuh ..” said Aisha's uncle as a representative of Aisha's family.

“I represent the family of my niece Aisha Ameera Al-Insani thank you for the purpose and purpose of the family that has been conveyed by the Faris family. But earlier there were some things I wanted to convey to brother Faris, the first was why brother Faris chose my nephew?”

“Assalamualaikum warohmatulloh wabarakatuh ..” this time Faris who immediately spoke up.

“First I thank you for the welcome that the Aisha family has given. Having known Aisha for a long time, I believe Aisha is the right woman to accompany my life, I also believe Aisha can bring blessings, kindness, and happiness in the world and the future, he said,” replied Faris who made Aisha shed her tears.

“Aisha ... Insha Allah I promise according to the teachings of Islam to always try with all my ability to take care of Aisha like father and mother take care of her. Therefore I ask permission to ask Aisha to be able to perfect half of my religion, I really want Aisha to be my life partner later. If father, mother, and Aisha are pleased, let me make Aisha happy in the world and the hereafter by receiving my proposal.”

“Is brother Faris really willing to look after, support, and protect my nephew? Namely Aisha Ameera Al-Insani,” asked uncle Aisha.

“With all my humility, I am ready to love, care for, carry on the trust of the parents to take care of, take responsibility and love Aisha until the end of life. Hopefully what is desired especially from the best parents for Aisha can be realized,” replied Faris loudly.

“Is Aisha willing to accept a proposal from my niece Faris Zein Abdullah?” ask Kyai Safar.

Aisha clasped her mother's hand tightly, channeling her energy to answer Faris' proposal.

Everyone in the room looked tense waiting for the answer from Aisha, especially Faris who was already sweating coldly.

“Bismil was bornrahmanirrohim, the mother and uncle that Aisha loved, by pleading the ridha of Allah SWT, then with the blessing of mother and uncle and the blessing of all who were present here, he said, Aisha is willing to be born inwardly receiving a proposal from Faris Zein Abdullah,” Aisha answered raucously for holding tears in her eyes.

The sound of Hamdallah's voice was unpretentious from the whole room when he heard Aisha's reply.

“Aisha also thanked Faris for loving Aisha sincerely and sincerely, encouraging me to be a better person again, and for always being there for Aisha under any circumstances. Aisha prayed that Faris would always be in the protection of Allah SWT, be able to perfect the faith and morals of Faris so that she could become the priest of Aisha and be a companion to Aisha's life forever,” said Aisha with tears that have flooded her beautiful face.

Kyai Safar's family who listened to Aisha's words were shocked, Ning Sabina was no exception.

“Did Faris already understand the good and bad nature of Aisha?” ask uncle Aisha back.

“We both have been friends long enough, all this time we both always learn and accept the advantages and disadvantages of each other. Aisha and I realized that we are not perfect creatures, there is still much to be fixed, improved. And most importantly, God willing with my sincere love intention, all the shortcomings of Aisha will never be a problem and will never be seen, he said, so that makes Aisha always the perfect woman in my eyes,” replied Faris who again made everything touched.

“As you know, I'm far from perfect, then what makes you sure to choose me?” aisha asked Faris.

“I don't need a perfect figure to be my companion, all I need is a person who loves me for who I am, a model mother figure who will nurture my children in the future, someone who cares about my life. And it's all on you Aisha,” replied Faris who again made Aisha drop her harrow tears.

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