New Hope Together Dusk That Is No Longer the Same
Recognition
“Abang directly ask for the same mother dong, continue to directly confirm the same Pakde as well,” said Faris in narcissistic style.
“Keep how mom says?” aisha asked with enthusiasm.
“Emmm...,” said Faris seemed to think teasing Aisha.
“Abang ih cheated, have won a lot too,” said Aisha snickered her lips.
“Awas loh if dare monyongin lips kayak like in front of another guy.”
“Why?”
“Abang kiss later,” replied Faris advancing her face, but was immediately stopped by Aisha.
“Petatan Abang ih ..”
“Iya my humor,” replied Faris pinched the cheek of Aisha's anxious, which made her owner very upset but it only added an impression for Faris.
The flashback
“Bu ..”.
“Why?” tanya Maya is confused by Faris's change in look.
“There are people who want Faris to talk seriously about mom.”
“What about Aisha?” Faris just nodded and smiled.
“Faris wants to propose to Aisha bu,” said Faris who had suddenly surprised Maya, but then replaced with a smile.
“As a parent, I certainly just want the best for Aisha. Nak Faris himself has witnessed for himself how the twists and turns of Aisha's life so far, and you also certainly already know each other. Is kiddo Faris confident in nak Faris's current statement?”
“Faris has been waiting for this moment for a long time ma'am. To say this, Faris needed a lot of time. Consider everything that might happen. Dealing with God to make the most appropriate choice. Many times Faris asked Faris' own heart. Is it Faris' choice? And many times the answer remains the same, namely Aisha.“
“Because this concerns Aisha's life, then all the options are in her hands. But as a parent, if nak Faris really intends to invite Aisha, then I accept with pleasure the intention of nak Faris.”
Instantly Wajha Faris sparkled to hear Maya's answer.
“Alhamdulillah .. possible for the next application so that it is official, the family of Faris who will deliver it directly to Aisha bu.”
“Do you want Faris to know where Aisha is?”
Again Faris smiled at Maya's question.
“It so happens that the boarding school where Aisha mondok is now a pesantren owned by Pakde and Bukde Faris in Yogyakarta ma'am, Faris just found out that Aisha there when she was accidentally silaturahmi to pesantren.”
“Masya Allah .. so Kyai Safar and Nyai Hamidah are Pakde and Bukdemu nak?”
“True mom, they're the only family Faris has currently bu.”
“Maybe this is called Qodarullah,” Maya said approved by Faris.
Flashback off
Faris got up from her sleep, staring fixedly at the bead of Aisha's already round eyes in disbelief.
“I'm not here for myself. I'm here because I'm afraid of God. While carrying out the Lord's commandments, only hope to belong to the patronage of His Majesty by observing His Sunnah. I am here not for myself, but for you, who from that day will be a priority in my life after the Lord and the Prophet. I want you to be my most beautiful jewelry, which always together wading the titian to heaven, reaching for his riddho. Allow me with all these feelings that God has entrusted me to make a confession. It's been a long time since this self harbors likes, but not that I don't want to have you, I just want to keep you until it's lawful for me to touch you. And tonight, I want to say with all my longing. In the name of Allah, the Most Merciful, the Most Merciful, thank you for being my companion.”
Aisha who heard Faris' words had already cut her clear lips, out of nowhere, suddenly Aisha hugged Faris. A hug that feels different than before.
“Thank you for loving me that sincerely,” said Aisha on the sidelines in Faris' arms.
“In the name of Allah, Most Merciful, Most Merciful, I am Aisha Ameera Al-Insani, all my life will only love my husband, Faris Zein Abdullah.”
Faris who heard Aisha's confession smiled and then drowned Aisha in her arms again.
***
Feeling ashamed of his attitude earlier, Karina did not immediately sit down to join Azka. she still stared at the back of Azka who was eating her food.
“Eat!” azka said knowing that someone was staring at her secretly.
Karina who felt caught was looking at Azka suddenly accustomed her attitude.
“I'm here to take care of Rafa's needs, not to make your nemenin eat.”
“I don't ask you to make me eat, I'm just trying to be a good boss. It's up to you to take the food to Rafa's room as well,” Azka replied back to eat the food.
Karina simply clucked in response to Azka's words, then joined at the dinner table to eat her food.
Silent, there was no conversation during their dinner, just the sound of a spoon clanking with a plate that seemed to represent their respective feelings.
Karina used to spend her food, other than because it was a much more portion
a little bit of Azka, also because he still felt upset with the attitude of Azka who sometimes always unstable. Sometimes friendly, sometimes attentive, but more cold and cute fashion.
Azka chose to return to work with a laptop in her study after finishing her meal.
***
“Aisha is a memory that will probably always stay in my heart. Even long before Mas Faris had it, this taste was already present by itself. I've tried to forget it many times, I don't understand my own heart. Maybe this way, with me going further away from him then at least my heart will be fine for not seeing him with her.”
Hasan wiped the tip of his eyes, took the phone that a few days ago lay on the nightstand, opened the gallery icon and then pressed the ‘remove' sign on the picture that featured Aisha's face with her sweet smile.
Yes Hasan had indeed secretly taken pictures of Aisha, when Aisha was playing with Gus Fakih with her carefree spirit.
Love cannot choose
When we love people, do we sin?
Nah!
Because that feeling grows in the heart
Love to the daughter of an unmarried man, we can marry her
Which is the problem if the love is with the wife of the person
That is why the feeling must be discarded
Because he was part of the exam
The test is not ordered
Press him!
Don't sort it, that's the value of jihad
Not bloody jihad against the invaders
But jihad against lust is much greater
A tausiah from one of Kyai in his cottage that always remembered Gus Hasan, when there was a santri who interrupted asking something ridiculous according to Gus Hasan at that time, in fact now he even experienced it.
“Maybe this is my jihad, trying to forget you.”
***
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