New Hope Together Dusk That Is No Longer the Same
Equally seeking

After nearly two hours of sitting behind the steering wheel, Azka stopped her car in the courtyard of a simple-looking building filled with jovial laughter inside.

“MasyaAllah ... This is actually Mas Azka to? It's not wrong to see this Pakde?” A middle-aged man immediately approached Azka as soon as he got out of his car.

“Iya Pakde, it's me. How is Pakde?” tanya Azka greeted the middle-aged man.

Pakde Karto who is the guardian of the orphanage ‘Kasih Bunda’ which is being visited by Azka was really surprised by his presence, because he had not visited this orphanage for quite a long time, maybe the last time when with Aisha when the events of that time did not exist.

“Oh thank God Pakde baik Mas. How about Azka himself? I had time to not believe if this Mas Azkal oh,” said Pakde Karto who had heard the news that Azka was gone in the accident at that time.

“Alhamdulillah I am good also Pakde.”

This afternoon Azka was deliberately visiting this orphanage intending to find out the whereabouts of Aisha. Before everything changed, he and Aisha often visited this home together to just share with children.

After that day Faris told him that if Aisha left, Azka immediately remembered this place, she secretly also searched for Aisha, maybe here she could find information about Aisha's whereabouts. Because as she remembered, Aisha often fled to this home if she was in a bad mood.

“Astaghfirullah!”

Suddenly a woman was suffocated when Azka and Pakde Karto were still talking in the yard, the tray containing the glass he was carrying also fell to the floor along with his surprise to see the figure of Azka.

“Waduh .. Bu is really Mas Azka, not a ghost. No need to be surprised.” Pakde Karto immediately ran over to Bu Siska who was still in his place, with a gaze that did not change from Azka's figure.

“Assalamualaikum Bu .. how are you doing here?” tanya Azka grabbed the back of the hand that started to cling.

“Wa-waalaikumsalam .. This is really you to Le?” Ms. Sisak looked still surprised by everything.

“Iya Ma'am, this is really Azka. Alhamdulillah Azka during the accident, God still loves Azka Bu.”

“Alhamdulillah yes Allah .. I think I will not see you again Le,” said Bu Siska seemed to wipe the net ends.

“Yo wes let's go inside,” invite Bu Siska who is immediately embraced by Azka.

“This nitip make adek-adek ya Pakde.” Azka handed over some of the plastic bags she had brought to Pakde Karto before she followed Ms. Siska's steps to get inside.

“How are you doing now? I think you and Aisha will last until marriage,” asked Bu Siska who used to know how Azka and Aisha were related.

Azka just smiled bitterly at the question Bu Siska,”Mother knows if Aisha is married?” ask Azka.

Ms. Siska nodded, ”Aisha invited all of us at her wedding, only that time Mother was out of town, so only Pakde Karto and the others could attend.”

“Aisha nice lady Mom, not worthy of a man kayak Azka. Aisha's husband is now much better than Azka Bu, Azka is also calm to see Aisha with the right person.”

“Yang patient yes Le, soul mate is unpredictable.”

“Azka is also married Mom, already has one hero instead, his age is about as late as.”

Ms. Siska seemed sparkling to hear the words Azka, “Wah alhamdulillah .. kok ndak invited the child of your wife Le.”

“Azka's wife passed away a year ago Mom, right after giving birth to our child.” There was a longing when Azka Azka again remembered the figure of Diana who had fought desperately for the sake of their son.

“Innalillahi .. patient yes Le, God must have a more beautiful plan for you in front,” said Bu Siska rubbed Azka's back.

“Aamiin .. insyaAllah Ma'am. I just pray for the best for Azka and Azka's child Bu.”

“Definitely Le, I wish you all the best.”

Azka stepped back into her car, apparently the people in the orphanage no one knew about where Aisha was going at the moment.

“Where are you going Sha? Your husband is really worried about you. You have enough pain when I was the same, now no more tears.”

***

Faris returned home with an already chaotic appearance, her head feeling heavy after remaining silent under the rain.

“The father of promise will always help you keep your wife Nak.” A middle-aged man stared at Faris's missing back nanar at the end of the stairs.

After cleansing himself and performing his prayers, Faris immediately slammed his body into the bed, but in fact an agitated heart was able to ravage his life. His net was indeed closed, but he did not sleep at all.

The court call in the next few days really haunts Faris' mind, until whenever he will not accept the lawsuit Aisha filed. He will make everything canceled, no matter how he has to keep his household.

Let this time be considered selfish because he does not want to let go of Aisha, Faris is just showing her persistence in maintaining what she should maintain and fight for.

This time Faris really cursed her own stupidity for getting into Sofia's trap.

“Sampe happened nothing to my household .. I guarantee your life will not be quiet snake woman,” grumbled Faris emphasized the sentence ‘women snake’, his hands have been clenched holding his anger.

Until the night grew, Faris was still faithfully awake, her net was completely unchecked when her heart and mind were still filled with anxiety.

She ... only she's in my world

She ... only she's in my eyes

The world feels lost

Without her in my life

The sound of guitar passages irrigating the sound of a sad voice from behind the balcony of Faris' room in the early hours of the morning, his tone sounded very heartbroken, even not infrequently accompanied by a sob in it.

What a beautiful question

How he got to my senses

I don't need to dream beautiful dreams

Because there is him in my life

I want him to be perfect

For my usual self

I want his heart, I want his love

I want everything that is on him

Faris' voice sounded increasingly slashing, his tears now can no longer even be dammed.

I'm just an ordinary human being

God wants me to change

I have him, happy

Be a perfect person .

At the end of the lyrics Faris slammed his guitar, he sobbed his back violently against the balcony barrier, his face looked very frustrated.

“I just want my wife ... please return Aisha to me ..” she said raucously and chaotically.

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