Rainy Heart's
Chapters 10

'He's like this again....' Kyujong was stunned for a while

~Rainy Heart~

The simple telephone ringing in a work room in the big office. There were about six people back and forth busy answering the phone as if they did not want to stop. The atmosphere inside looked hot and tense. While a man stood up and took a deep breath, his face looked tired, he was tired of having to cope with this kind of thing. But isn't this the kind of work he has to complete? Facing rumors, protecting his artist, and getting things done.

"Menejer Park! You must immediately calm this situation! Aishis... How do you look after your artist?" Park Jungsoo looked at the woman and bowed apologetically. Then move on from there.

Once again trying to contact Kyujong, but his call is ignored. Kyujong should have arrived in Seoul by now, but he did not answer his call at all. Jungsoo sighed loudly and ran towards the parking lot. As the manager, he was wrong, he had no idea what happened to Kyujong in Jeungdo. He should have checked and made sure Kyujong wasn't involved in the scandal.

Meanwhile, Kyujong himself was still sitting on the banks of the Han river, seemingly thinking. He has read the article that is now being talked about. Reading the article, giving him a headache, Kyujong lowered his head and massaged his temple

"For a long time no see..."

Kyujong raised his head and turned his head, a woman standing next to him with a smile. She looks more beautiful than two years ago. Kyujong wouldn't have recognized her, if Jungsoo hadn't told her

"Dtitle.sshi..."

"Absolutely so...!" The woman smiled wider and wider and sat down beside Kyujong without permission

"Well.... You finally remember me!" Kyujong just looked at her without knowing what to say, being stared at like that Marin laughed instead

"Why? Have I changed?"

"Yes...."

"Bless you...." His laughter changed into a bitter smile, Kyujong understood what that smile meant

"Looking you back at the top, I feel so grateful.... It's all thanks to my innocence! Don't you? After I changed my appearance, I felt calm again, just before your company hit me. All right, what happened was my fault... I like you too much to be deceived. I'm so stupid..." Again Kyujong could only be stunned, it was too difficult to come out a sentence in response

"Do you know your fans are so mean?" Marin asked that casually as if nothing had ever happened

"Yes?"

"You don't know? Throwing eggs, tomatoes, flour is common to them. Bullying the women who are near you is their busyness. With words, actions and whatever it is. Sometimes, if I remember them, I feel like I hate you...." Kyujong

"I'm sorry on behalf of my fans"

"No... Don't apologize! That's not any use... You haven't even heard all my stories! Take some time for me..." Marin smiled meaningfully, Kyujong really can't do anything right now. It's because he feels guilty about it.

"Ah... You better protect that woman!" Marin nodded and moved. Leaving that tired-looking Kyujong.

"Humma.....!!" Kyuhyun called out from the front of the house with such vigor. Today is a holiday, he will take Juhyun for a walk. Come to think of it during his time in Jeungdo he hasn't been sightseeing. The only place he visited was the beach and he was a little bored.

But the woman he was calling did not come out of the house. He was very excited to call. Kyuhyun looked at his watch, the clock hand pointing at 06:00 a.m. Then clucked, he came too early, on a holiday like this surely he had not woken up.

The door opened as he turned around about to leave, mistress Kim came out and stopped Kyuhyun's steps. He turned his head and gave madam Kim a sweet smile.

"Aigoo... What brings you here early in the morning like this?"

"I want to meet ajumma..."

"Yes? Me?" Kyuhyun shook his head honestly and it was adorable in Madam Kim's eyes

"Then?" Madam Kim asked after a gaunt laugh

"Yyun"

"Ah... Come inside!" Mrs Kim invited her in with a little force. He had prepared breakfast, and went out to look for Kyuhun earlier. Since it's Kyuhyun's last day at Jeungdo, Miss Kim wants to take him to the last breakfast together.

The aroma of cooking that spreads throughout the room makes the stomach feel rumbling. Kyuhyun smiled broadly at the scent, making mistress Kim smile with anxiety. Since the beginning of the meeting with Kyuhyun, he has liked it very much, he thinks Kyuhyun is very adorable

"Come on.... Eat here! I'm cooking today"

"Thank you so much ajumma...." Kyuhyun smiled and nodded his head politely in thanks. A moment later Juhyun's father came to the dining room and greeted Kyuhyun kindly. Kyuhyun still did not lose his smile, he really felt moved, but he would not cry. This is the kind of atmosphere he always misses.

"All right, we're all together, we're eating now..." Kyuhyun circulated his gaze looking for Juhyun

"Yoot... Where's?"

"He's been gone since blind this morning"

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Accompanied by Hyukjae, Juhyun returned from the market with a few plastic grocery bags. They are on foot, because indeed the distance of the market and their house is not so far away. Juhyun stopped his steps suddenly and complained loudly, he looked at Hyukjae who was pouting since earlier. Juhyun was able to understand that, because he had just delivered Kyuhyun's return to Seoul when he invited Hyukjae to the market this morning. But... Did he bring all these groceries?

"Yukhai... You're my friend, right? Hukjae just glanced at him, Juhyun sighed

"Usually you'll be the first person who won't let me get into trouble!" This time Juhyun looked at him spoiledly, Hyukjae still looked at him. Moments later he sighed and took the bags out of Juhyun's hands. Then step ahead of him

'Everyone was sad when they knew Kyuhyun would be back tomorrow, I did. I felt really lost, whether consciously or not, that sad look on her eyes, and also her carelessness made everyone love her. Mom even cried when I gave her last night.... And now Hyukjae, he won't even talk to me....'

Juhyun looked at Hyukjae's back which left him wistfully. He knew Hyukjae must be sad, however, they were together more often.

'Kyuhyun's.....'

"Yes ajumma!!!!" The call surprised him, Juhyun turned to the origin of the voice and met the name owner behind him, he smiled sweetly like an adorable boy. Subconsciously Juhyun returned that smile. Kyuhyun slightly ran over to get closer

"I'm looking for you...." His words are so close

"Yes? What's for?"

"Otherwise, you haven't even taken me around this place.... You have to be fair, Kyujong you took a walk, me too...." Juhyun laughed at the typical whining of these children

"You should comfort Hyukjae..."

"Why? Is she in a breakup?"

"Hm... He was being heartbroken" Juhyun nodded steadily

"Whoaa... Who broke her heart?" Juhyun did not immediately answer and then stared fixedly at Kyuhyun's eyes

"You" in short made Kyuhyun widen his eyes, then laugh

"Where possible... I'm still normal eoh..." Kyuhyun protested in a slightly raised voice, Juhyun just shook his shoulders and stepped ahead of Kyuhyun

"Yes ajumma! You got to take me for a walk eoh?" Kyuhyun protested again as he ran after him

Kyuhyun spent no more than a month in Jeungdo, but he has made many memories. Making Hyukjae envious of him because the mother is more concerned about him, making Juhyun feel annoyed at getting the call 'ajumma' even though he finally got used to it, also making mistress Kim try to be his mother because she felt compassion for him. And most importantly, his heart was open until he was able to repair his frozen relationship over the past six years with Kyujong. It felt very guilty if he did not come to visit often.

Kyuhyun found a new family here, their feelings were also sincere towards him, they treated him as a child worthy of affection. Maybe because he was an orphan. Kyuhyun wanted to not go back to Seoul, but it was impossible. He should go back. Just like those who were feeling sad about his departure tomorrow, he also felt very sad

"Where are you going? There aren't many places to go here..." Kyuhyun.

"Either, but you know ajumma, a city boy like me would be very happy to play with mud...!"

"Main mud?" Juhyun looked at him with both eyes widened

"You mean it?" Kyuhyun nodded

"alright... We'll be near the port when the water recedes!" This time Kyuhyun didn't understand, making Juhyun squash anxiously at him

"Aishis... You said you wanted to play mud? We're looking for shells! After that cook it at the farewell party later"

"Bye-bye party?" Juhyun smiled clumsily as he had let go of speaking

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The phone rang loudly in the quiet room. Kyuhyun who had been waiting rushed into the middle room. He had to run down the stairs to get to the living room, it feels like this house feels very spacious to live alone. Already since dinner time last night he waited for the arrival of his parents who were saying goodbye this afternoon will travel to Ilsan to attend the wedding of relatives. But until midnight, they did not come, nor did they pick up the phone from him.

The ringing still rang, as if he could not wait to be stopped. Kyuhyun set his breath for a moment before finally picking up the phone

"James (Hallo)...." He said he hoped this was not bad news. Because he has been very worried since

"Yes... Right!" Kyuhyun spoke back in response to someone's question across there

'Doryenim... I'm sorry, I called from the hospital...'

"What's going on?" Kyuhyun interrupted impatiently, his heart racing quickly

'Doryenim.... The mistress and master had an accident' Kyuhyun's limp body instantly heard the news, yet he still tried to survive

"What... Are they okay?" Ask expectantly. He hoped Secretary Moon would say yes

'I'm sorry. but...they're dead....'

'Bruuukk'

This time his body completely collapsed from being too limp. He felt his heart being beaten so hard that he felt like he was going to die from shock

*****

The weather today is different from the days before. It feels warmer and more comfortable. Inevitably it made Kyuhyun fall asleep on the porch of the house while making some cranes earlier. Later in the afternoon he would look for shells, and to fill his free time, Kyuhyun busied himself to meet his 1000 birds. But he fell asleep, probably because he was sleep-deprived last night.

But he didn't seem to be calm in his sleep. Sweat flooded his face and he looked agitated. He groaned indistinctly, and moved agitatedly. Even his hands and body were shaking. Hyukjae who came to talk about Kyuhyun's return tomorrow, was very surprised and immediately approached to see the strange gelagat

"Ah..ah..ah..." Kyuhyun's breath was heard hunting

"Kyuhyun....!" Hyukjae called out to him loudly hoping that Kyuhyun would wake up soon, it seemed like the man was having a bad dream

"Kiyuan!!" Hyukjae shook his body and managed to make Kyuhyun open both his eyes. But the two eyes were agitated, he had not fully realized. Hyukjae did not know what to do in this situation, he could only look at her worriedly

"Ohhhh...." Kyuhyun groaned and curled up

"Kyuhyun's.... You okay???"

"No.... No. gabe... Mothers... Dad....!" The tears flowed, Hyukjae drew closer and pulled Kyuhyun's body in his arms, hoping it could calm Kyuhyun.

"Eoh.... What are they doing?" Muhammed Juhyun who was in front of his house saw the cuddling scene. Curious he approached her

"Joeyuk...." Hyukjae turned his head, Juhyun could guess something was wrong when he saw the look on Hyukjae's face. Immediately he approached

"What's going on?" Ask worriedly too

"I don't know, he was like this when I came!" Hyukjae still hugged Kyuhyun who looked increasingly agitated. Both of his eyes were still moving quickly despite the Juhyun before him. Although Juhyun looked at her gently, Kyuhyun was still unaware of her presence

"Bring him in! I'll get help!"

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Juhyun got up and ran away from Kyuhyun's house. Although he said he would seek help, he did not know where to go for help. Kyuhyun looked uneasy, he had to find someone who could calm him down. Da... Kyuhyun needs someone who can calm him down. But who??? Thought Juhyun to panic. He kept thinking while running in an uncertain direction

"Kyujong....!" Mumbled

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A sweet smile she emits to her fans who are willing to be present to see her. This fan meeting event, went well, although the scandal in Jeungdo is still a byword. The show just finished. After this he will meet the company leader who calls him to talk about the rumors circulating. He walked on long legs, for after that he would go to Jeungdo. Tomorrow morning is his teaching schedule. But his steps stopped as his phone rang

"What is Juhyun..."

"Come here.....!" Juhyun's voice sounded raucous, it seemed like he was crying

"What happened.....?" Tanya Kyujong could not hide her worries

"Kyuhyun's......"

Unwilling to think long, Kyujong immediately ran after hearing Juhyun's explanation interspersed with the sobbing. No matter the meeting with the company leader. He does not want to repeat the same mistake he made six years ago. His family is only Kyuhyun now, and he will be a top priority at the moment

"Where's Kyujong!!!!" Jungsoo's call was ignored, Kyujong entered the car and drove it like a man of loyalty. Seoul to Jeungdo is a long way away. And he has to get there soon.

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Juhyun had already returned to Kyuhyun's house. There's no one outside the house. It means Hyukjae has already brought her in. He really wished that Kyuhyun would feel calmer now. His steps came to a halt as his feet stepped on something, he lowered his head to look at it. A stork from origami was lying on the floor, it seemed to be Kyuhyun's, slowly Juhyun picked it up

"The stork...." He muttered, he was reminded of the daydream from Kyujong some time ago

"Why would anyone leave something like this? Is this valuable?" Juhyun asked while giving the jar to Kyuhyun

"It's laughable... You're not a kid anymore, are you!" Juhyun shook his head when he saw Kyuhyun's happy face looking at that thing

"You really like it?" Kyuhyun turned his gaze and smiled at Juhyun. A sweet smile, which Juhyun had never seen before

"You ever heard of this stork?" Juhyun nodded steadily

"Do you believe that?" Juhyun laughed, it was silly and childish in his opinion

"I've never believed anything unreasonable. But they made it with their holy hands, for the sake of pinning down the best wishes for me.... It might seem like it doesn't mean anything. But this means so much to me, in this heron, stored millions of spirits buried deep within me..." Juhyun was stunned, he had mistaken. Kyuhyun looked serious, he was not playing around right now

"And I was excited when I saw him....."

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Hyukjae turned to her as she entered the house. Kyuhyu is still the same as before. But now he withdraws from Hyukjae. He sat away and looked agitated alone. They could only look at him silently, and wonder what happened to Kyuhyun? He's never been like this before

"It's just me...." Hyukjae said, Juhyun turned his eyes to Hyukjae, his face still sad

"Who saw the wounds in each look in his eyes? Who sees sadness every time he acts on you? I feel like there is a deep wound behind his joy.... Is this the peak? Is he no longer strong enough to hold it?" Juhyun just sighed softly, he also felt the same

"I don't know since when he's so important to me Juhyun....." Hyukjae lowered his head, this surprised him.

Juhyun stepped out his legs, approaching Kyuhyun slowly. He didn't want to make Kyuhyun worse. There was nothing he did or talked about, he just sat next to Kyuhyun to accompany him until Kyujong came.

All this time, he was curious, what happened between Kyuhyun and Kyujong. What is the reason Kyuhyun seems reluctant to admit him as a big brother? And why he should hate Kyujong. He was very curious about it, it must be something serious if Kyuhyun arrived like this. It seems like the plan to play mud and find shells will fail, as well as the farewell party that has been prepared for the night.

"Kyuhyun.ah... Why are you?" The Juhyun whisper hopes Kyuhyun will realize his whereabouts

I don't know how long they had been silent to accompany Kyuhyun who was still sitting restlessly alone. Several times Juhyun saw his phone, he hoped Kyujong would come soon, he could not bear to see this scene

'Braaakkk's'

All turned towards the door except Kyuhyun, Kyujong entered with a hunting breath. But his steps swallowed when he saw Kyuhyun's condition

'He's like this again....' Kyujong was stunned for a while

Six years ago, Kyuhyun was like this, he did not even eat or gulp a drop of water at that time. And now that Kyuhyun was back like this, what happened?

"Kyuhyun's......"

Kyuhyun reacted to the sound, he raised his head slowly and looked at Kyujong who was already in front of him. Tears came out from both of Kyuhyun's eyes as he looked at Kyujong, a sense of sadness urging out from within his heart. Kyujong also cried and hugged his sister gently. Kyuhyun's crying voice broke, he cried loudly in his brother's arms

"Don't worry... Its alright.... I'm here!" Kyujong kept whispering those words in Kyuhyun's ear

"Mom and dad.... What should I do?...." Kyuhyun

"You're dreaming again?" Kyuhyun tightened his embrace

"I'm sorry Kyuhyun. They'll be sad if you're like this? I beg....." Kyuhyun just kept quiet and finished his cries

The sky was getting dark, Kyuhyun had improved and he refused to see anyone. He just lay in his room. And being embarrassed, he had already made many people worry. During this time he no longer dreamed of both parents, but this time he dreamed the same thing again. Maybe that's what made him come back to being not who he was six years ago.  Kyuhyun turned around and seemed to think, how will he face Juhyun and Hyukjae tomorrow. They will definitely attack him with many questions. Besides, he was also very embarrassed

'I dream like that again.... Did I miss them so much? Or are they impatient for my arrival?'