Rainy Heart's
Chapter 9's

What is hate really like? When you don't like something, it's called hate? Is it because of a wound in the heart and makes you feel sick when you see the culprit, it can be called hate? Hates. It's no different than love, it's a feeling that's a little hard to pin down. I don't know.... But it can be difficult. Should we hate when there is love?

~Rainy Heart~

"So... You're going back now?" Juhyun asked as he escorted Kyujong outside the house. Kyujong smiled and nodded.

It's time to go back to Seoul, start his activities again. Juhyun nodded while taking a deep breath. I didn't think two days were so short. Juhyun lowered his head, he did not know what feelings were arising in his heart at this moment. Only, he felt like there was a cloud over his head, just waiting for the time to rain

"Please take care of Kyuhyun until I come back...." Unknowingly Juhyun sighed making Kyujong frown in surprise

"Three more days he'll be back, too..." Juhyun's plan was not excited

"Yes?" Kyujong looked at Juhyun slightly surprised

"She said her thesis was done...." Juhyun raised his head and looked at Kyujong, then smiled

"I'll be lonely..." Suhyun complained quietly

He was not aware that the complaint made Kyujong look at him more deeply. Juhyun complained like that, surely they were very close. Kyujong

'Don't take what isn't yours..'

Isn't that more like a warning from Kyuhyun, that he shouldn't take his. Does Juhyun already belong to Kyuhyun at this time? The conversation about love will never end. It will be difficult to find the end, because there are so many roads. Maybe you'll even get lost there.

In that case, Kyujong should have excelled. But it doesn't seem to. The ark of love that once led to its port, now seems to turn around and look for another port? True what the saying says. Maybe all of this happened because they were always together. Kyujong took a deep breath, this kind of problem, it is not easy to just give up, if in fact Kyuhyun likes Juhyun, Kyujong still can not decide what will be like?

"Don't you have to leave soon?" Juhyun asked, Kyujong smiled

"You really want me to leave?"

"Ah... No.. no...! Don't misunderstand me like that! I'm just afraid you missed the ship..." Kyujong's smile grew wider, and with his right hand lightly ruffled Juhyun's hair furiously, Juhyun lowered his head and chuckled

"alright... I'll go now!"

"Good... Be careful on the road!" Kyujong nodded

"I'll wait for your decision, I hope it won't take long..." Juhyun just smiled wrongly.

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'Krieing... Krieg...'

Juhyun who had originally looked at the departure of Kyujong's car with a smile, turned his head to the sound. Her brother left, her sister came by bicycle. Isn't it now that Juhyun is already like a female lead being contested?

"You want to go up?" Ask Kyuhyun while stopping his bike

"Where are you going?"

"To the port...."

"What?" "For what?"

"Then Kyujong!" Juhyun looked at him in astonishment, for what? Where can I get caught by using a bicycle? Didn't Kyuhyun bring a car?

"Ah.... You've been thinking too long!" Kyuhyun clucked and put the bike back on,

Juhyun sighed and chuckled, to the brink. He was completely inexhaustible with Kyuhyun's way of thinking? If he was in a hurry, why would he still invite him to chat? Juhyun sighed back and got even more upset

"He really sucks!" His grunts then clucked

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What is hate really like? When you don't like something, it's called hate? Is it because of a wound in the heart and makes you feel sick when you see the culprit, it can be called hate? Hates. It's no different than love, it's a feeling that's a little hard to pin down. I don't know.... But it can be difficult. Should we hate when there is love?

Maybe he hurt you so deeply, your heart aches, is unstoppable and wipes out the feeling of love. But counteract the sacred feeling of love tainted by hatred that certainly will not last as long as love? A feeling of hate is usually present when your heart is angry, hurt, and hurt. But he will disappear once the beautiful memories twist the shahdu in the mind.

Just like this one sister, her hatred six years ago has been erased, even now she feels sorry for her brother, to foster love for her brother. His life may not be long, but he cannot pass the rest of this short life with heart-burning hatred. His way of thinking has changed, he will relinquish the death of his parents who according to his mind is still mysterious. And he won't blame his brother for what happened. The brother just wants to achieve his dream, just like he who wants to achieve his dream. Spreading happiness,

"Young...!!!!!!" He tried to call when the bike he was riding was behind the black car

"YONG!!!!"

'Cring....'

The car stopped, and the bike that had been speeding up had to be brake suddenly. The small tires are slippage due to uneven roads. The caretaker, fell down with his bike, causing his elbow to hurt and bleed. The older brother who was called out immediately got out of the car and helped him get up

"You're not apq-what's Kyuhyun.....?" The younger brother nodded and covered his injured elbow with a hand

"Why are you after me?"

"Young.... Kyujong hyung's...." Kyuhyun's breath was so dull from paddling so fast earlier, of course Kyujong was stunned to hear the call, unlike usual, the call came out so softly from Kyuhyun's mouth

"I'm sorry...." Kyuhyun added with a smile. And it's a lie that Kyujong isn't teary right now

"I've been a pain for six years... While there's a lot you have to think about. Really am... I'm sorry...." Without saying anything, Kyujong pulled his sister in his arms

"No one needs to be forgiven, it's all my fault.... Ii'm sorry.... I'll be a better hyung...." Given the sad facts about Kyuhyun, Kyujong could not hold back his tears and tightened his arms.

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Kyuhyun returned with a calm feeling. The burden of thought that he had borne for these six years had been released. All will return to normal after this, Kyuhyun felt very relieved. But there is one problem. Kyuhyun grimaced as his elbow felt pain, he was indeed careless and not careful. The problem is, his hand now hurts, he does not know, what was hit when he fell earlier.

Kyuhyun stopped his bike and got down from there when he arrived in front of the house. Then check his injured hand. His gray t-shirt was bleeding and slightly torn, he was sure, the wound must have been quite deep. Slowly Kyuhyun rolled up his sleeves to make sure.

"Ah... It's worth it to be very sick...." Mumbled

The phone in his pants pocket rang, Kyuhyun distracted and received the incoming phone

"Yes...."

'Are you sure about this script?'

"Hm... Why?"

'Something happened in Jeungdo? What are you thinking...?' Kyuhyun

"Just talk about the point!"

'Kyuhyun. You're the best writer of the century, it feels so weird to write a script like this, listen! It's really like it's not you....'

"You're wrong.... That's the real me..."

'You want to drop your own name? Who would buy a novel with this ordinary storyline? And ending.... Aish! You really want your career to end?' Kyuhyun smiled knot

"For so long, I've been writing because of the reader's request, this time, I want to write what I want to write... Never mind.... We'll talk about this after I get to Seoul..." Kyuhyun smiled and broke off the connection. After that, hang down.

He sent me his new script yesterday. And unexpectedly, he received criticism for this writing. In fact, he thought if this was his work that was so good, about the other side of one's life that not many people know and care. This novel, he dedicates to the "ajumma" and to his resurrection. Of course he had to release it!

"What's wrong with your hand?" Kyuhyun raised his head and looked at Hyukjae

"It's okay... I fell down!"

"It doesn't seem okay, come with me!" Hyukjae pulls Kyuhyun up to drive him to the clinic.

"Clinic.."

"It's just an ordinary wound, there's no need to go to the clinic!" Hyukjae stopped his steps and looked at Kyuhyun unwillingly to be rebutted

"Do you want to die from an infection? Wounds like this, might get some stitches! Aishis... How did you get a wound like this?" Kyuhyun silently looked at Hyukjae and smiled knotfully

"You're like my hyung....! Thanks...."

*****

"Ommo..mmo...!!"

Kyujong who looked serious reading the script for his latest drama turned to Jungsoo. Wonder why it was so excited. Jungsoo did not also tell him, he just kept glued to look at the screen of the phone he was holding. Impatiently, Kyujong put down the script and took over the phone without permission, then read the contents, must be a serious thing that made Jungsoo so surprised

"What???? Hyung!" Kyujong looked at him protesting

"Whose ridiculous idea is this?" He added, Jungsoo just looked down. It's his fault

"Young!!!" Kyujong now looked angry

"Sorry. ..."

"Ah... So this was your idea? Don't apologize! Explain to me!" Jungsoo looked at him helplessly. He just wanted to talk to the company's leadership about it, and didn't expect them to agree to it at all. He regretted, Kyujong is not a person who likes this kind of way

"Young.... You're a traitor if you don't explain it to me! How can you boost popularity in this disgusting way?" Kyujong stood up and almost exploded, he was already starting to get angry

"Kyujong. You are not required to impregnate the woman, you just need to pretend to be in a relationship with her. If the company has already determined, I'm sure this is the best way. You've been so far mired in the abyss.... Accept this idea..."

"Are you crazy?" Hardik Kyujong

"What's the advantage?"

"You'll be talked about again! And it can boost your popularity back, you don't want your career to be ruined like this either, do you?" Jungsoo

"Hyung, my abilities have indeed decreased, I am also unprofessional, it is my fault! Let me deal with it myself, I'll train harder, I'll get up in a good way, be back-figured it's not a bad thing, you know, I got a role in the drama "Sometime" that's enough for me to crawl back up.... I don't agree with this idea...." Jungsoo fell silent as Kyujong softened

"No Kyujong! You can't crawl, you have to stand up and then run to get back to the top! The role in "Sometime" is just a small role! You're a good actor, you shouldn't be crawling.... I'd rather agree with the company's decision...." Kyujong looked back at him sharply, but Jungsoo would not be daunted this time. He supports his family by becoming a pursuer of Kyujong, if Kyujong ends, he will also be finished

"For the good of both of us.... I beg..." Kyujong sat down in a huff and lowered his head, he would hurt someone if he agreed to this

"If you don't care about yourself, please think about the family I live with being your manager.... I was also upset, when they dropped you only you threw the script at director Jung, but I beg you! It'll only last three months..." Kyujong breathed a long breath

"Then what about that woman? What about his life after this...?"

"You take it easy, the company will definitely take responsibility...."

"Have you found it?" Jungsoo shook her head

"I'll call you as soon as I find a suitable woman..."

*****

Once in Seoul, Kyujong did not return to his home. He had heard all about Marin from Jungsoo earlier, making him a little burdened now. And it still needs fresh air to calm the mind a little. Marin came after nearly two years of disappearing. Nah! Kyujong has not forgotten Marin at all, he keeps thinking about her, guilt makes her that way. Two years ago, he secretly found out about Marin's whereabouts, but everything was hard to figure out.

And now he's coming. With a drama that is a little evil but deserves it. The last scandal that ensnared her seemed to be an ultimatum from Marin, that the woman would not remain silent. Kyujong knows, there must be pain in his heart after what he and his company did, and it must have been bad for Marin.

"Marin.." he murmured.

Kyujong stood alone on the banks of the han river, letting the cold night wind blow his face. At the moment he really felt very bad, all the news he received seemed to be bad news. Although there was good news earlier, it was not enough to comfort him at this time

"Eoh.... Kyujong.shi....?" Kyujong averted his gaze and turned his head to the sound. A woman of her age approached

"Ah... Is correct...." Murmuring the woman, Kyujong smiled in response

"It's nice to see you again...." The woman bowed her body slightly greeting

"Yes..." Kyujong replied to him kindly

"I'm a fan of yours, may I have an autograph?"

"Ah good..." Kyujong still showed off a sweet smile, the woman hurriedly took out a note and pen from inside her bag

"Congratulations...." The woman's words were able to make Kyujong turn towards her

"I'm sorry... Whatchu mean?"

"Aishis.... The news is so crowded...! But as your fan, I will not refuse, I will support you! Ah... Thank you, this is precious to me..." The woman gave a farewell before leaving, while Kyujong was still silent about what her fans meant

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It looks like the terrace of the house currently occupied became Kyuhyun's favorite place. The sky was getting darker, he had just finished rereading the script, what the editor-in-chief had said just kept him thinking, and right now, he was considering it. Tired of reading, Kyuhyun looked at the star-studded sky. It seemed that the scene made him feel at home there, because it was difficult to get a scene like this in Seoul.

"Kyuhyun's.....!" Kyuhyun turned to Juhyun who came while carrying the book he first published

"What are you doing?"

"Enjoy the night before you came. Eoh but... Lately you've loved visiting me ajumma....?" Juhyun smiled then showed me the book he was holding

"Every time I read this book, I feel like entertaining a lot of people...."

"Then why did you come to see me?"

"Because I feel you need some comfort. The look in your eyes reminded me of the main character in this novel...." Juhyun said seriously

"Aishis... You're too sentimental to respond to a novel...."

"No...! My fourteen wrote this novel with his heart...." I don't know why that statement made Kyuhyun laugh

"Why?" Juhyun Protest

"My fourteen?" Kyuhyun laughed frowns now, making Juhyun frown

"You seem to want to have it, you want to marry a number?" Cibir Kyuhyun's

"Aishis... Looks like you were born a bitch!" Kyuhyun just smiled

"Have you decided?" Kyuhyun asked suddenly, making Juhyun frown in surprise

"Are you going to take it or not?"

"What?"

"Kyujong...."

"Eoh? How do you know that? Kyujong told you?" Kyuhyun only nodded briefly

"Aish...."

"Awai? What kind of reaction is that? You're so lucky, a big star like her proposed to you... You didn't think to turn it down, did you?" Juhyun did not say anything, he only looked in Kyuhyun's eyes

"Aigoo... Don't break his heart! She hopes for you, eoh?" Juhyun still looked in Kyuhyun's eyes

'I found it again.... Always like this. Kyuhyun.you made me not make a decision immediately. Your eyes......'