
"I can never ignore your gaze which always makes my heart tremble. And that makes me hate him.... Is... because I don't understand what that vibration means....."
~Rainy Heart~
"alright... See you tomorrow!"
Marin bowed her body and moved to the cafe. His job is done, and he's going home now. Marin meneluari cafe with a perfectly bent face, he was very regretful because he could not come in the fan meeting held by Kyujong. Because one of his friends was sick, he could not take the day off.
But he had seen the video footage earlier, he was grateful that everything was going well even though the situation was heating up. Marin stopped her steps at the stop, and smiled bitterly. This time Kyujong fans have started to be tame, they are not as extreme as two years ago, he is grateful, but he is also envious.
Marin exhaled slowly and waited for the bus to come. The disappointment of not being able to come earlier, now turned into a feeling of sadness. Speaking of envy, he was indeed feeling very envious. Why didn't this quiet day take place two years ago? If that happens, he will be very happy, he does not need to change his life. You don't have to feel anger like this.
Slowly his hands touched his cheeks, not only did his life change, he also had to change his face
"Maybe because I love you too much...." He felt sorry for himself.
*****
Marin lowered her head feeling embarrassed when she first met Kyujong. He was so nervous and happy that he could not hide his smile. He really did not expect, will face Kyujong, it makes his heart beat erratically
"Jang Marin.sshi?" Marin pulled a long mafas to neutralize his nervousness, not very funny if he had to faint. Slowly, Marin lifted her head and looked at Kyujong
"True" he replied with a clumsy smile, not surprisingly the smile got a reply. Kyujong smiled at him, right in front of him. He felt like he was dreaming
"Before I want to apologize to you, I'll be troubling you for quite some time...."
"Don't worry." The smile still emanated from her innocent face.
'No problem... I feel so lucky now! I don't see him in secret anymore... My years of waiting have been paid off... Ah... I'm so happy...'
Marin still looked at Kyujong with a sweet smile. His heart was blossoming at this moment. Although this was just a charade but for him this was enough to make him feel happy. All along, before Kyujong became what he is today, he had already watched her silently. They are one school, but Marin's shy personality makes them not know each other. But Marin liked it. She must be very happy to be able to help Kyujong.
Actually, he didn't know he'd get a surprise like this, because he accidentally heard Jungsoo talk with one of the employees at the entertainment company that overshadowed Kyujong about his plan to lift back Kyujong's declining popularity due to the incident of throwing this new-stone script. Jungsoo takes her to the office to cover her mouth with some money, besides pretending to be Kyujong's girlfriend.
Money is not his main priority in agreeing to this, he just wants to help Kyujong, but he seems unaware of the consequences he will receive. Marin is a shy girl who is kind and innocent....
*****
'tock.tok..tok...'
Kyuhyun turned his head quickly towards the door of his room, he still lingered inside the room. Even though the yard was attended by farewell party guests. Kyujong smiled with his sister's behavior. Looking at Kyujong, instead of feeling happy Kyuhyun just looks moody
"Until when are you gonna keep them waiting?" The gentle question came out of Kyujong's mouth, he walked up to his sister
"I told you I wouldn't see anyone..." Kyuhyun said as he woke up to a sitting position, his words sounded spoiled ending with adorable strands
"They've been preparing it since this morning... It's a farewell party for you..." Still patiently Kyujong persuaded his sister to come out, Kyuhyun did not answer and lowered his head
"You feeling embarrassed?" Kyuhyun's head nodded a few times. Kyujong still faithfully showed his smile. She was happy that Kyuhyun had behaved like this to her, for so long she had not seen Kyuhyun this sweet. He will only meet the flat face of Kyuhyun these past six years.
"Thank you...." Kyuhyun raised his head and looked at the astonished elder brother
"Why thank you?" Kyujong approached and hugged her
"Young...." Kyuhyun tried to let go of the hug
"I really miss you...." Not replying to that sentence, Kyuhyun instead pushed him
"It's embarrassing!" Protestations
"All right! Whatever shame you're in right now, you need to get out!" Kyujong looked at her annoyed
"I don't know how to deal with Hyukjae and also Juhyun! I've been making a furore..."
"Because of that, don't be like that anymore! Understand...?? We'll be waiting for you in 10 minutes..." After saying that, Kyujong went out.
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Outside the house, already waiting for mistress Kim, Mr. Seo, Juhyun as well as Hyukjae and his two parents. They had all heard of the incident earlier this afternoon from Juhyun. And they hope Kyuhyun wants out. As wide as nothing special, they just want to have dinner together before Kyuhyun returns. And they really hope to give a pleasant impression to Kyuhyun on his last day in Jeungdo. Well..... Kyuhyun very successfully took their heart.
The door of the house opened, they approached at the same time, but they were a little disappointed that Kyujong came out alone. Kyujong also looked at them feeling guilty
"I told him I'd wait another 10 minutes..." Kyujong Report
"It's okay, we'll wait!" Madame Kim
"Mothers... He's not going out! It must have made him uncomfortable, we don't have to force him..."
"Aigoo... But after this he would rarely come, or perhaps would never come Juhyun...."
"Truly aunt... Juhyun's right! Maybe he needs some time alone..." Hyukjae added
"I'm sorry..." Kyujong apologized
"Aigoo why apologize...?" This time Hyukjae's mother spoke up, Kyujong just smiled knotfully
"We'll just start his dinner, leave it for him. He also has to eat!" Disconnect mistress Kim
"Let me deliver!" Kyujong volunteered, the food was already on the porch. Kyujong started to pick up some food and brought it in.
In the end they did a farewell party without the main character. Kyuhyun still lingered inside his room, besides being embarrassed, he also did not want to receive a look of pity from them. It will only make him feel weak. From inside the room, he heard all their conversations, they sounded very excited and exciting. Kyuhyun smiled from inside his room.
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At about nine in the night, they broke up. One by one they return to their respective homes, leaving behind Kyujong and Juhyun who still seem to want to talk for a long time
"I'll see Kyuhyun first!" Juhyun nodded. Kyujong went back in and saw if his sister had rested or not
Arriving at the room, he had already met Kyuhyun fast asleep. The food she brought was touched only a little, Kyujong looked at her with sadness
"It's so hard to pretend like I don't know anything Kyuhyun... Your appetite is reduced, is it very painful?" Kyujong murmured then enveloped his sister properly. After that he came out while carrying some leftover food that he brought earlier. Clean it up first before going back out
"Is he asleep?" Juhyun asked as soon as Kyujong came out, Kyujong nodded and sat down next to Juhyun, looking at the girl fixedly. Being stared at like that Juhyun felt uncomfortable
"Ke.why?" Asked a little nervously, Kyujong smiled. It seems like Juhyun has yet to figure out the furore out there
"Have you determined the answer?" Instead of telling the truth, Kyujong asked him the answer to his proposal, Juhyun was stunned for a while
"You said you'd wait for me..." Juhyun lowered his head because he was unable to make a decision
"What worries you?" Juhyun
"Come"
"I have to how Juhyun?" The question was able to make Juhyun raise his head back and look at Kyujong, the man looked helpless. He also looks injured like Kyuhyun
"Why? Are you sick?" Kyujong smiled wryly, but looked pitifully at Juhyun's eyes
"I made a mistake two years ago, and so I turned him into someone else.... I really don't want to make the same mistake, Juhyun..... What should I do?" Juhyun still looked at him not understanding
"Something happened?" Ask carefully
"They already know..."
"Know about what?" Juhyun was getting more and more clueless
"Our relationship...." And those two words were able to make Juhyun go awry. He understands the meaning of this discussion, their relationship exposed to the media, rumors will say something else, surely this is serious to make Kyujong do not know what to do
"Do I have to deny it or continue?" It was also a question that made Juhyun unable to answer
"How hot are the rumors going around..." Kyujong did not answer but gave his phone to Juhyun, he wanted Juhyun to read it himself.
In the article, they said bad things about him, Juhyun took a deep breath. Not the sweet relationship she was reporting, but the bad thing. They said Juhyun tried to seduce Kyujong who was doing social activities in Jeungdo because he wanted popularity and only wanted Kyujong's wealth. Because it's impossible for Kyujong to fall in love with a village girl like her. Juhyun returned the phone silently
"This is all wrong! I'm afraid they'll say more and more of a no-no... Can I protect you and recover your name?"
"Kyujong, I'm not an artist like you.... No need to worry!" Juhyun smiled
"Is this a sign that you're rejecting my proposal?" Juhyun looked over quickly
"Why do you think that?"
"I told you I won't repeat my mistakes again!" Now that Kyujong's voice was rising, making Juhyun grin in surprise, Kyujong was stunned and took a deep breath regretting his reaction
"Sorry...." Juhyun smiled clumsily in disbelief Kyujong could explode like that
"Then what's your plan...?" Kyujong looked at him
The morning atmosphere in the countryside is very pleasant. When you hear the hustle and bustle of people who are about to start the day in urban areas, car horns, engine roars and so on. You will feel the freshness and serenity of the morning in the countryside. The birds sang merrily, welcoming many who would start the day, the friendly greetings of citizens who would start work also sounded pleasant.
Kyuhyun got up from his room and found Kyujong asleep in his living room. For a moment he looked at that slick face, his face was so similar to his mother and it made Kyuhyun smile knots
"I'm sorry... I must be very troublesome"
"Yukhai......!" His typical call, like a little boy who would invite his friend to play. Instead of tapping the door or opening it, Kyuhyun called from behind the door
"Yuk...." His call came to a halt as Hyukjae's door shifted. Kyuhyun smiled at the owner of the name. Hyukjae looked at him without giving an answer to the call, he was also determined not to discuss yesterday's events
"I want to run with you in the morning..."
"Wait a minute!" After saying that, Hyukjae went back in. Leaving Kyuhyun who seemed to be astonished by that attitude, uncharacteristically Hyukjae this quiet, whom Kyuhyun knew, Hyukjae was very silly and cheerful, but this morning he looked very moody
'*You should entertain Hyukjae*...'
"Well...." Kyuhyun nodded as he recalled Juhyun's words yesterday, a moment later Hyukjae came out wearing his sportswear. Kyuhyun smiled.
the first 15 minutes, they ran this morning without saying anything. Sometimes Kyuhyun glanced at him, he did not expect his return to Seoul could make Hyukjae until like this
"Did I let you guys down?" Asked Kyuhyun starting the conversation, Hyukjae did not answer but turned to him
"Surely you are very disappointed because last night...." Kyuhyun
"I am selfish... I-i'm sorry...! Though you guys have prepared everything for me" Hyukjae stopped his steps, spontaneously Kyuhyun also stopped his steps. Hyukjae looked at him for a moment then laughed, making Kyuhyun frown
"Aigoo... This morning your attitude really!! Kyus! If there's someone else here, they're gonna think we're dating...."
"What?????" Kyuhyun screeched and rewinded his body
"How can you think like that???" Kyuhyun's protest still kept his distance, it made Hyukjae laugh even louder
"Look! We're not disappointed in you! Come back quietly... I don't know why the hearts of the villagers are so sensitive. Mother and aunt love you like their own child, I also feel like I have a brother back when you came! Of course I feel sad, but after thinking about what I am sad for? You will definitely come again to visit... Don't you?" Kyuhyun smiled wryly and nodded half-heartedly. But "*come again to visit*" Kyuhyun was not sure of that
"You want to come with me to Seoul?" Ask Kyuhyun suddenly
"Yes?" Hyukjae is now made astonished
"You like kids, don't you?" Hyukjae nodded, he really likes children
"Come to Seoul if you have time to spare, look for a white cloud orphanage. I was hoping you'd volunteer there.... I volunteer there, too.."
"You're not coming back here? Are you gonna forget us?"
"It's not so! I'm just not sure I can come often... Ah... Invite Juhyun as well, he will definitely give the orphanage a new color..."
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"Are you sure you're gonna drive yourself?" Kyujong asked while putting Kyuhyun's belongings in the trunk of the car
"You've asked that question more than 10 times!" Kyuhyun protest is lazy
"It's not... I'm just worried!"
"Why me, anyway? Why should you be worried? You're forgot? I came here to drive myself....."
"All right then! You have to be careful..."
Kyujong enjoys the role a lot, despite the worry that he looks happy. Kyuhyun received all his attention well. He no longer heard saturated words from his sister's mouth, he felt like an actual brother at this time
"All right, I'll go now! Thanks hyung!" Kyuhyun smiled and entered his car. Then someone entered from the door on the right.
Kyuhyun turned his head and looked at Juhyun fixedly from behind the black glasses he was wearing. Juhyun smiled, not only was Kyuhyun surprised, Kyujong was also surprised, he did not expect there to be Juhyun there as well
"Ajumma....?"
"Whoaaah.... You look like a real grown man like this" Juhyun praised her expressively as he brandished his two thumbs, while Kyuhyun only looked at her in astonishment
"Ajumma... I said goodbye" Kyuhyun took off his glasses and protested
"I'll come!" Juhyun said it without hesitation and put on his seat belt, Kyuhyun could only gawk in disbelief at what was in front of him
"Ajumma.... What about your kids? You better get down!" Instead of going down, Juhyun just looked at him fixedly, long enough to make Kyuhyun have to hold his breath because Juhyun approached so confidently, his eyes also did not describe if he was playing games. Kyuhyun pulled himself back feeling uncomfortable
"Ajumma...."
"Yukyuan...! My name is Juhyun" Juhyun whispered
Kyuhyun felt the temperature in the car rise, so he felt hot. His brain turned, thinking what action he should take. Until finally both his hands were raised ready to push the strange Juhyun today. But his intention had not been fulfilled, Juhyun had gone away and secured his seat again. Kyuhyun's reflex exhaled heavily while lowering his hand. For a moment they were silent. From outside the car, Kyujong just looked at them, he did not want to interfere even though he was curious
"Come down!" Kyuhyun cried flat
"Kyuhyun.... are you just going to leave and make me feel tormented by longing? You're so mean! You make everyone love you, and then leave without knowing if you're coming back or not?" Juhyun now said seriously and calmly. But I did not look at Kyuhyun
Last night he thought, why should he be involved with these two brothers, and why did his heart become indecisive. They really have their own way of channeling the feeling of love. Kyuhyun was just stunned and was only able to stare at Juhyun from the side. Unusually, Juhyun was strange and surprised
"I can never ignore your gaze which always makes my heart tremble. And that makes me hate him... Is... because I don't understand what that vibration means....." Juhyun turned his head and their two eyes met each other. Speaking of the vibe Kyuhyun felt his heart also tremble at this moment. But he did not know what the vibration meant.....