Rainy Heart's

Rainy Heart's
Chapter 24 (END)


The night rolled very fast. The moon has lost to the light of the morning sun. The hour hand showed at 07:00 a.m., as Juhyun was piqued in his sleep. Last night, he slept very well, he didn't even wake up at all. Perhaps his heart had calmed down a little, Kyuhyun was sleeping beside him, and he could feel his warmth.  Until this morning she had to be disturbed because of the voices that came from the busy Kyuhyun, slowly she opened her eyes, she wanted to know what made her husband so busy in the morning like this


"Morning good...." The melodious voice swept across her as a red rose was in front of her, out of nowhere Kyuhyun got it. Juhyun smiled and got up to a sitting position. Then he watched Kyuhyun from head to toe


"You ready?" Kyuhyun nodded with a satisfied smile as Juhyun took the flower from his hand


"Eoh? You also prepared a warm cup of tea and a sandwich for breakfast?" Juhyun took a deep breath and approached the table


"Ah... Actually, I'd like a little Kyujong hyung...." Honestly Kyuhyun innocently, inviting the crisp laughter of Juhyun who switched to approach him


"I don't know how to be romantic, this is what Kyujong did to his wife on several occasions. He's really the greatest romantic drama actor...." Juhyun just smiled sweetly then hugged Kyuhyun from behind.


Secure his position and once again ensure Kyuhyun's warmth. While Kyuhyun could only glance at the beautiful looking Juhyun despite just waking up it was as bright as this morning


"Come on... We'll be late..." He muttered but Juhyun tightened his embrace


"You've tried so hard, thank you... This is the sweetest morning of my life..." Juhyun took a deep breath and took off his embrace


"I'll take a shower for a while..." His words moved before Kyuhyun, Kyuhyun nodded steadily.


As soon as Juhyun entered the bathroom, Kyuhyun sat himself on the bed. Stifling and taking his medicine, he didn't want to ruin this one day. He wants to do 10 romantic activities that he has planned today. It will solve everything today. Because tomorrow, he will lie in the hospital, risking his life and death.


At least, if he is not helped tomorrow, he has made sweet memories with Juhyun. And hope it can reduce the grief of the wife when she has to go far. Kyuhyun lowered his head even though the corners of his lips formed a smile, then picked up his diary book in the nightstand drawer. Opening it slowly, he would write it all down, maybe it could be useful if he lost his memory after the operation was over. His movements stalled when he found an unfamiliar writing, because it was not his writing


'It doesn't matter if you forget about me, it doesn't matter if you're going to shut me down when we cross one day. Because I know, humans will not always live with the memory of a mass. No need to try hard to remember me when the memories disappear, live healthy and happy. Don't remember me if it's hard! I'll leave if I see me in pain. I just wanted to tell you, if today I was so happy, you who dumped me at first, now come and make me feel like I have hope.... I just want to thank you for sharing this joy for me! You have to live even if I'm not beside you... Aki loves you, Kyuhyun.ah......'


Kyuhyun looked at the writing seriously. When did Juhyun write this? For the person who never wrote a letter, this feels very touching. After being silent for a moment, he finally smiled widely, along with that Juhyun came out of the bathroom


"Why not start breakfast first....?" Kyuhyun turned and closed the book


"Aniya's... How can I start without you..."


"Marijuana..."


•••••


"Ahhhh this is so annoying...!" Kyuhyun sulked on his bike, while Juhyun just looked at her husband casually and smiled. Since 15 minutes ago Kyuhyun kept grumbling. And Juhyun still silenced him


"W....! Whereas we can go cycling around the city, we can do two activities at once! But why?" Kyuhyun was still whining, like a boy sulking about not eating his favorite candy. This time, however, Juhyun laughed. They were still casually paddling their bikes. Surround the Kim family's mansion


"yobos....." Whine Kyuhyun is back


"I love this house, for me there's nothing more interesting than this house, so let's just walk around here eoh?" Kyuhyun clucked and still complained, Juhyun who was pedaling his own bike at the side, glanced at her husband while smiling knots


"Well.ah...." Juhyun shouted suddenly while stopping his bike. Kyuhyun stopped his bike as well


"You okay?" Worryingly, Kyuhyun asked and approached Juhyun after leaving his bike just like that


"Why?" The lowered Juhyun raised his head then looked at Kyuhyun


"I'm tired... Just a little rest, huh?" Juhyun blinked both his eyes spoiledly accompanied by a ignorant smile.


Kyuhyun sighed then sat on the grass behind his house. Still with a smile, Juhyun approached and gave Kyuhyun a bottle of water. They have indeed circled 15 times around the house that has a magnificent courtyard. Juhyun did not feel tired at all, the village woman seemed to be more formidable than most women. He just wanted Kyuhyun to rest. There are eight things they have not done.


"After this what are we going to do?" Juhyun asked as he spied the feet of Kyuhyun who was drinking. Kyuhyun looked up and thought


"Emmmmm... Write letters?" He said as soon as he finished drinking


"All right...! I find a lot of inspiration here... Wait a minute I'll take the paper and the ballpoint pen..." Juhyun went to his bike and drove him to the main door. Kyuhyun smiled


"He's very agile...." Kyuhyun muttered then lay looking at the clear-looking sky


"okay... I'm happy enough...." He muttered again, he was ready to do his operation tomorrow. A few moments later...


'Krieing... Krieg...'


Kyuhyun turned his head and chuckled to see Juhyun approaching him. He got off the bike and ran towards it, and almost fell over from tripping over his own leg


"Eoh... Be careful!" Kyuhyun's reflexes woke up and shouted, then heaved a sigh of relief as Juhyun was able to maintain balance. Juhyun raised his head in a position that had still not changed. Leaning forward with both hands flapping like wings, Kyuhyun sighed again and looked at him anxiously. While Juhyun laughed innocently. Kyuhyun stood up and could not help but laugh as well, then grabbed Juhyun and took him to a seat


"You okay?" Asked Kyuhyun gently after they sat down, Juhyun nodded


"Eoh. I'm fine..! It's..." Enthusiastically, Juhyun gave the paper and ballpoint pen to Kyuhyun


"This letter will be sent by regular delivery..." Juhyun said excitedly


"Why not just express delivery?"


"No!" Juhyun said confidently and did not want to be denied, as a patient husband, Kyuhyun just sighed resignedly


"All right...!"


"OK! We start...!!" Juhyun moved away "don't peek at eoh..!" Kyuhyun chuckled softly at the cry that sounded like that of the Elementary School boy.


They do it calmly. I don't know what Kyuhyun had in mind, so writing a letter like this became a romantic thing? Couldn't expressing feelings directly be much more romantic? But it seems Kyuhyun likes the classic ways. He even made a love confession through the writing read on the radio, it must have made Juhyun melt. How not? Kyuhyun was impressed to show his love to everyone. Isn't it very sweet?


For fear of their writing leaking, they even had to turn their backs to each other with a distance of about two meters. They were impressed like high school students who were in love, and sometimes they looked at each other


"You should write it as well as you can, don't forget my background, I'm a former writer...! Ah... Is it two minutes? I almost finished my writing..." Kyuhyun said casually


"Aishis... Since when do I tell you if there's a deadline? It's cheating! I even wrote anything?" Juhyun protested with annoyance, having to force his brain to think, he could not write a letter


"You said you found a lot of ideas here?"


"Ah... Be quiet! Your voice makes me unable to think!!!" Juhyun exclaimed in annoyance back and sounded ludicrous in Kyuhyun's ears until he wanted to continue teasing him


"One more minute...."


"DW...! You want to drive me crazy? Don't make me nervous, it's getting harder to write things! Shut up and calm down!" Juhyun turned around and got increasingly upset, and just then Kyuhyun looked at him gently and smiled sincerely


"Sorrys... Continue on! I'll be waiting for you...!" Kyuhyun exclaimed gently, making the vexation collapse. Juhyun sighed then resumed his writing.


"Why write a letter?" Juhyun Grouse


••••


Letters have been written and they have been sent in the mail. Because through regular delivery, it will probably reach each other's hands within five to one more week. Lunch time was coming soon, this time they decided to shop and cook together.


It had been 15 minutes for Kyuhyun to wait for Juhyun who was preparing in the living room. Taking out a magazine and opening it impatiently, he felt he had waited a long time, but Juhyun did not come out. Marin who had just come from the room approached Kyuhyun with a big smile


"Don't put on such an upset face!" Exciting Marin as she approached and sat down next to him, Kyuhyun turned his head and smiled clumsily


"This is his first time out with you as a wife, of course he will look beautiful..." Kyuhyun laughed


"She's already beautiful without dressing up. eoh, I don't see Kyujong hyung..."


"There's work out of town, he'll be back the day after tomorrow.." Marin answered with a smile. Unlike Kyuhyun who clucked looking disappointed, Marin glanced at him in surprise


"Why?"


"No... Usually he never told me his schedule late... I used to not care, but now when he forgot I was like this." Kyuhyun said on the sidelines with a shy laugh. Marin laughed too


"Because I'm number one now..." Candanya. It made Kyuhyun laugh more. Until Juhyun came up with his usual appearance...


Kyuhyun stopped his laughter and looked at his wife from head to head, as well as Marin


"Why?" Juhyun looked at them in surprise, Kyuhyun smiled half-heartedly. He waited a long time just to see mediocre preparations like this. Then stand up and hold Juhyun's hand out of the house


"Why are you looking at me like that?" Juhyun still asked


"No... You're beautiful..." Juhyun chuckled and glanced at Kyuhyun shyly


"really?"


"I'm definitely going to have trouble hiding your beauty..." This time Juhyun laughed quite loudly and hit Kyuhyun's shoulder getting embarrassed.


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The hand continued to be linked as if it did not want to escape. Kyuhyun seemed to enjoy this moment, no matter if his movements were reduced because he had to donate trolley with his hands that continued to be held by Juhyun. So obvious if Juhyun does not want a moment like this to end. Every now and then they stop walking to pick up the product they want to buy on the shelf


"Don't... That one wasn't so good." said Kyuhyun quietly while shaking his head as Juhyun was about to pick up a food product, Juhyun turned his head innocently


"really?" Since Kyuhyun spoke in a soft voice, Juhyun also whispered. Kyuhyun simply nodded in response


"I'm not sure you ever bought it?" Kyuhyun


"I didn't buy it but I ate it..." Juhyun smiled with satisfaction at Kyuhyun's annoyed face. Then pat the husband's cheek with a cringe


"What about this one?" Kyuhyun's resentment instantly disappeared as Juhyun followed his advice. Unanswered, Kyuhyun just gave his two thumbs up. Juhyun smiled then took out two packs


"What do you want for lunch?"


"Whatever you're cooking it from..."


"Ooh... So sweet...." With an anxiety Juhyun pulled Kyuhyun's cheek.


They just keep going like that, as if they want everyone to know if they are newlyweds. They also do not get distracted when some people talk.


Shopping for daily necessities they have done. They got out of the supermarket after paying. Soon Juhyun took one plastic bag that Kyuhyun had brought, they were shopping quite a lot indeed. Kyuhyun views the protest, however carrying things is a man's duty


"It's okay... If we do it together it'll all feel light.."


After putting the groceries in the car, they decided to take a short walk to enjoy the clear sky. Their hands are still clinging like before. Walk on the sidewalk without knowing where. Juhyun stopped his steps in front of a cafe. Walking like this while enjoying a warm drink will feel more fun


"Wait a minute..." After saying that, Juhyun moved in to buy a warm drink.


Five minutes later, he came out with two cups of warm drink. Hand over one to Kyuhyun and return to holding that hand and then continue the journey


"When I was a kid, I used to fantasize... 'If I was an adult I would marry a prince' I was just a country girl, who didn't know how amazing the crowds and ease that people in big cities like this were. That's why I dream of living with a prince... And when I was growing up, I felt so relieved, my hope was granted..." Juhyun looked at the sky imagining his innocent childhood, then turned to Kyuhyun, smiling sincerely


"You are a gift God sent to a little girl who hopes to marry a prince when she grows up... Simply just Kim Kyuhyun my gift...." Kyuhyun turned his head, looking at Juhyun with his two teary eyes. Without saying anything, he turned around and hugged Juhyun's body warmly. Tears flowed slowly from both of Kyuhyun's eyes.


"We're back now, I'll cook you a nice meal. No need to accompany me to buy clothes, being with you like this has made me very happy... No need to force yourself to complete the 10 romantic activities. You need to rest, tomorrow you're gonna have surgery...." Kyuhyun tightened his embrace and nodded


••••


"Yobos... Have you arrived?"


"Yes... You just called me five minutes ago, why? Does anyone worry about you?"


Marin let out a long sigh and looked down upon the question from Kyujong. She had called her husband many times, but she could not say. In the end he only asked such small things


"Yobo..." Marin took a deep breath at the call, but did not immediately reply


"Marin's... What was? You made me unable to work quietly..."


"I'm sorry... You didn't forget Kyuhyun's operation schedule did you? He asked you earlier and said strange things..."


For a while there was no word from across there. I don't know what Kyujong did, but Marin is still faithfully waiting. Until finally Marin checked his phone, worried if the connection was interrupted, but that did not happen


"Kyujong.ah." there was a breath from across the street.


"How can I forget something so important like this and go out of town..." Kyujong sounded sorry


"It's okay? You can't cancel this job..."


"I know...! What time is the operation?"


"At 08:00 p.m..."


"I'll try to come before the operation takes place..."


"All right..."


••••


Two bags of groceries were just lying on the dining table. I don't know where the two humans who just came from shopping were. After there was a commotion when they came earlier, now the house became very quiet. Marin who came out of the room from hearing the commotion earlier circulated her gaze in astonishment.


Slowly he went down the stairs, he was curious about what had happened earlier. Downstairs, he found no sign of anyone. He only saw two plastic bags on the dining table.


"Kyuhyun.it... Juhyun.ah." call him as he enters the kitchen.


"I said get me some olive oil, not this... How can you suck so bad?"


"But you can't cook with this oil. I have a lot to teach you about kitchen ingredients..."


Marin frowned hearing a small squabble under the pantry table. They quarreled but in a unique way, it made Marin laugh a little. After that it approached slowly, peeking out from the pantry table


"When we burned the fish I taught you, why don't you understand too....?"


"Aishis... It's not my fault if I don't understand, it's because you're too quick to teach it.."


"Ehem..."


Deheman Marin was able to stop the whispers. Simultaneously, neither Kyuhyun nor Juhyun looked up at Marin who was smiling at them.


"Eoh..." Excite them simultaneously while standing at the same time. Standing up suddenly made Kyuhyun's body a little unsteady


"You okay?" Juhyun held onto Kyuhyun's arm and asked anxiously


"Yes... It's because I'm standing up suddenly..." Kyuhyun smiled calmly


"Ah... Did ya? It must be because you're exhausted..." Juhyun waved his lips and rubbed Kyuhyun's face. Ignoring Marin who was still there


"I'm fine...! I'm not a baby...!"


"Great! You guys make me jealous... Aishis... As soon as Kyujong comes, I'll take him cooking together..." Simultaneously Kyuhyun and Juhyun looked at Marin


"I'm sorry... We're so busy right now, wait outside, we'll have lunch ready..!" Kyuhyun said with a smile. And instantly got a punch on the shoulder from Juhyun


"I'm sorry..." Juhyun apologized for Kyuhyun's disrespectful attitude. Marin just smiled and flicked her hand then walked out.


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Their cooking show started after Marin came out of the kitchen. All the spices that might be needed have Juhyun take out and neatly arranged on the pantry table. While Kyuhyun put the groceries in the refrigerator, Juhyun washed the rice. While giving instructions to Kyuhyun chatty. While Kyuhyun just complied with resignation


"Take out the carrots, turnips and also the peppers...!" Juhyun


"Good...." Kyuhyun answered quickly and did.


"Wash it clean!" Juhyun shouted back while putting the rice he had washed into the rice cooker. Then switch to taking the squid in the plastic container and bring it to the dishwasher


"You should rub this part!" Juhyun exclaimed back and protested Kyuhyun's work which he thought was wrong


"Yes..." Kyuhyun said patiently


"Once you're done clean this up, too...!" This time Kyuhyun did not immediately answer, he still made sure what he had to wash


"Equid?"


"Eoh..."


"Ah... Can I refuse?" Ask with spoiled. Juhyun


"alright... Then slice this vegetable..!" Juhyun exclaimed as he revealed his sweet smile. Kyuhyun nodded vigorously and turned to the pantry desk depen. While Juhyun replaced his position washing squid.


Kyuhyun turned his head, where Juhyjn looked very serious about cleaning the squid. Then it approached, and wrapped both of its hands around Juhyun's slim waist. Juhyun was a little surprised and looked over. But then smiled and gently held Kyuhyun's hand


"Saranghaea..." Kyuhyun whispers, the smile on Juhyun's lips widens


"I knew... That's why you have to survive...!" Juhyun also whispered


"I won't let you down... But I'm not God.."


"God will listen to our prayers..." Said Juhyun quickly


"Are you going to hate me if I have to go?" Kyuhyun secured his head above Juhyun's head


"No..! No matter what happens, I will still thank you. But may I cry..."


"Don't be sad too long...!" Juhyun smiled a few times while smiling


Kyuhyun took off the hug and turned to cut off the vegetables he had washed. He's not good at holding a kitchen knife but he'll try. First he looked intensely at the radish before him, then prepared the knife in his right hand while the left hand held the radish


"Why are you so slow when you study in the kitchen... You're so pa...."


"Akh...!"


Juhyun turned his head quickly to sting the complaint. His face was tense with anxiety. She left her squid and approached her husband


"Why? You okay?" Asked worriedly, Kyuhyun turned his head and showed the index finger he had 'sliced' it. Juhyun let out a sigh of relief, thinking that Kyuhyun's illness had recurred earlier, but he was relieved that Kyuhyun was only slightly injured


"sickness..." The promise, Juhyun grabbed that hand while smiling. Then kissed. Like a mother who doesn't want her baby to feel pain. While Kyuhyun continued to look deep into the eyes of his wife


"Wait a minute...!" Juhyun then moved to take the P3K box located not far from there. A moment later he came back with ointment and plaster. Treat the wound patiently


"You really don't have to go to the kitchen like this..." Juhyun Chirps


"Thank you..."


••••


The hour hand showed at 07:00 p.m. Kyujong was driving his car away from the set. He was grateful to have free time to accompany Kyuhyun to undergo surgery. But he could not push it fast because the road was slippery due to rain. Especially the winding streets. He did not want to harm himself, he had to arrive in Seoul safely


"Eoh... I was on my way. The director gave me time.... Ummm... I'm so happy... Wait...!"


In contrast to Kyujong's light-sounding voice, Marin was worried. I don't know why he felt so uncomfortable. He turned his phone back on to see the weather forecast there


"Ah. heavy rain..." Mumbled


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Although not as clear as in Jeungdo, they can still see the stars in the sky. The weather in Seoul lately seemed to describe both the feelings of Kuhyun and Juhyun. So bright and warm. Silently they looked up at the stars. Kyuhyun lay down on the green grass by making Juhyun's thigh a pillow


"If you're feeling tired, we'll just go in..." Kyuhyun shook his head while closing his eyes and frowning held something back


"Is your head hurting? Have you taken your medicine? Kyuhyun.ah..we just go in...?" Juhyun asked anxiously while stroking Kyuhyun's hair. Kyuhyun returned


"I'm not lying, you look tired and your face is very pale..." Juhyun was still trying to seduce Kyuhyun


"Just a moment..." Kyuhyun's words resembled a whisper and then took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Juhyun could no longer hold back his worries, this must have been because Kyuhyun was too tired, he did not even open his eyes


"Kyuhyun.it...."


"It's very fresh.... Don't force me to come in..." Juhyun sighed but still stroked Kyuhyun's hair. Although he was feeling sad and worried at this moment. But he was ready with his phone


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Kyujong stopped his car after passing through a deserted road. He felt tired and intended to take a break. There were still a few dozen kilos to reach Seoul, but with tired conditions, he could not continue the journey.


Set the seat position half lying down, then take a bottle of mineral water to his right. And call Marin


"Have you arrived?" Ask Marin quickly


"I'm sorry... I was a little tired so I stopped to rest..."


"You're at the hotel?"


"Emm.ne..." Forced by Kyujong to lie, Marin would be worried when she found out she was resting by the roadside


"alright... Break soon..!"


Kyujong lay down after the connection was cut off. But a dazzling light pierced through the windshield of his car. Ja had to squint her eyes because it was too glare, but the light was getting closer. It was then that Kyujong realized that it was a car or truck that was losing control. Kyujong pressed his car horn in a panic, but the way was not successful in making the car or truck that leads to his car turn direction.


Kyujong panicked and tried to open the car door to escape. But due to panic he found it difficult to open the door, his right hand reflexes pressed the horn back.


"Andwaaaaeeeeeeee..!!!" He shouted as the light drew closer


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"Kyuhyun.ah... Did you sleep?" Juhyun asked when there was no sound


"Darling... I am so happy today..." Kyuhyun whispered


"I'm also very happy..." Juhyun tried hard to resist the shakes in his voice


"Thank you.... Don't be sad for too long..." Juhyun could only murmur and nod, and quietly pressed the ambulance emergency number. He felt Kyuhyun's condition was declining now


"Ajumma..."


"Ne..." It failed! Juhyun failed to hide the shakes in his voice, nor was he able to hold back his tears.


No more voices from Kyuhyun. It made Juhyun's heart thump. Slowly he lowered his head to look at Kyuhyun's face. And as soon as his tears flowed down, sobbing out of his mouth tightly. He just dropped his phone and hugged Kyuhyun. And fill it with a tight


"Kyuhyun.ah." whispered bitterly.


••••••••••••••••••••


~2 years later....


"Teacher Seo.....!!!"


Juhyun who was walking quickly towards the teacher's office stopped his steps and turned his head. Dasom, the fifth-grade class president, ran up to the homeroom teacher who smiled at him


"What's Dasom.ah..."


"It's..." Dasom handed a gift from behind his back to Juhyun


"Eoh? For me?" Dasom nodded


"Thank you teacher Seo..." Dasom bowed 90° as a courtesy, and Juhyun moved after stroking Dasom's head several times. He quickly stepped on his feet, because he had to go home.


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A three-year-old boy broke up in a house. He was sulking because his mother was late to come home. It was time to take a nap, but the mother did not come soon. Usually, he would drink milk with his mother and sleep together. But this time my mother did not come


"Eomma...."


"Yes.yes.. soon the eomma comes.... Drink milk first..."


A man was seen struggling to make milk for the very handsome boy. And with a little run, he approached the boy to carry him


"Drink milk first yes...."


"Eomma...."


"Yes.... It's coming soon, baby...!"


"Eomma..." The man sighed and at the same time the mother entered


"Ah... Finally you came also Juhyun.ah...!"


"Ooh... Eomma's son...! Come here baby...!" Juhyun was his mother, then took over the boy from the man's arms


"Thank you.. Hyukjae.ah...!" After saying that, Juhyun moved to the room. And put his son to bed, patting his thighs slowly a few times while humming a little.


'I will absolutely never forget your pity today! You know I can't write a letter, you're freaking me out! Alright... This is the first paragraph I can write....


Yesterday we got married... And I still don't believe this, I feel like I'm dreaming. The yobo... I'll call you that now! Do you know how happy I am? I'm so happy... Taka what.. don't worry about anything! You will definitely read this letter. I'm certain... You'll never have the heart to leave me alone, I know you love me so much....


The yobo.... After this, live healthy! I will continue to be beside you. Fighting!'


Juhyun paused his hand for a moment to wipe away the tears that did not feel dripping down his cheeks. Then kiss her son's cheek gently


"Sleep well....."


 


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