Rainy Heart's
Chapter 6's

"You know ajumma, I'm getting curious about you?"

Juhyun looked at Kyuhyun who also looked at him seriously. For a moment they looked at each other. Until Kyuhyun finally turned his eyes away with a smile. The atmosphere returned to silence, until Hyukjae finally came with a few containers of snacks made by his mother for Kyuhyun

"Today I felt that my mother loved others more than her own son. Ah.... I feel so envious..." Canda Hyukjae while approaching and put the snacks between Kyuhyun and Juhyun

"Mom invited you to dinner at home.."

"But I'm going to have dinner with Kim ajumma.."

"Show Juhyun! So many like it, I'm really envious now!" Hyukjae said it seriously but actually he was just joking

"Eoh... My mom likes it better!" Juhyun added

"Has Kyujong been displaced?"

"What?" Juhyun looked at Hyukjae in astonishment

"Your mother really likes Kyujong, she even told me that she would love to marry you!"

"What?????" Hyukjae was shocked as well as Kyuhyun heard the sudden screech

"So my guess is right? You guys dating?" Kyuhyun confirmed what he had expected all along

"That's not true!" Sewot Juhyun while throwing a murderous look at Kyuhyun

"It's okay, I won't reveal it to the media. Just confess!" Kyuhyun

"We've just met...."

"really? But I see love in your eyes...!" Kyuhyun this time said seriously while looking deep into Juhyun's eyes. Somehow he felt that there was a strange vibrational frequency when he looked at Juhyun's eyes so deeply

"Easy! No arguing! I'm dizzy now!" Hyukjae spoke again and averted their eyes

"What's the problem?"

"Forget over! My problem is not important..." Hyukjae shook his head strangely. The two people looked at him in surprise. Hyukjae is a strange person

"Then I go first, finish your work..." Then leave them with a big question mark for both Kyuhyun and Juhyun.

"Kyuhyun....."

Kyuhyun, who was looking at Hyukjae, turned his eyes to Juhyun again

"You don't want to bring me in?"

"Ne?"

"You're just moving in, shouldn't you be inviting your neighbors?"

"Ah... Aye! Kkaja ajumma we're in..."

The house was not large, many times smaller than the house he lived in Seoul. There is only one room, a small kitchen and a small bathroom. However, inside it looked neat for a man to live in. As a good host, Kyuhyun went to the kitchen to make drinks while Juhyun sat quietly in front of a small table made of wood

"This house is different from the one I entered when Hyukjae's brother lived in.... Turns out you're a fan of neatness..." Kyuhyun did not answer until he came with two cups of warm drinks

"You did everything yourself?" Kyuhyun just nodded while smiling knots

"Can we start the interview?" Asked Kyuhyun then, without removing the smile on his face, while Juhyun was singing his lips, he still wanted to chat and mend the originally awkward relationship to maybe a little less good with Kyuhyun. But this man who looked younger than him was in such a hurry

"alright... You're in such a hurry"

"Deadlines for a pen... Ani's... I mean for a college student it's more horrible than a whip..."

"You're exaggerating, I was a student, too, but I don't feel that way..."

"Already ajumma... Please help me...?" Kyuhyun looked at Juhyun pleading

"All right, young man..." Like a mother comforting her son, Juhyun replied

*****

"Oppa......"

"Young....."

The orphanage that night became very crowded, when a man entered it, children rushed out to greet him. Shin's mother who was in the room with Ahra immediately came out with a big smile, usually if the children were that happy, Kyuhyun who came. He was relieved that Kyuhyun was finally back

"Kyuhyun's...." Along with the call, the man turned his head and took off his hat. Shin's mother's smile faded slightly seeing that coming was not Kyuhyun

"Have he come back???" Ahra rushed out, but he did not meet Kyuhyun, his beloved

"Kyujong...?" Ahra said later. The man who was Kyujong bowed in greeting

"How's Shin's mother doing?" Shin's mother returned

"Good... It's been a long time since you've come..."

"Ne..."

"She's certainly very busy eomma..." Ahra gave a defense, as Kyujong looked at Shin's mother feeling guilty

"I think Kyuhyun oppa." chirped Boram, Kyujong looked at the little girl and stroked her hair

"You expect him to come?"

"Yes.I want to show her that I'm almost done with my job..."

"Alright, you can show off at oppa, it's the same..." Boram

"Easy-after... You better get in the room, it's night..." Ahra

"Come in...!" Shin's mother turned around to enter her room after saying that, while Ahra went to the kitchen to make a drink

There was no conversation between Kyujong and Shin's mother. They were both silent, while Kyujong could only duck. Long unmeetings made her feel awkward, the last time they met was during the funerals of both Kyujong and Kyuhyun's parents six years ago. And occasionally Kyujong just contacts Shin's mother to ask Kyuhyun. Indeed, since the death of his parents, Kyujong became very protective of his sister.

Initially, Kyujong came to ask a lot about Kyuhyun. Kyujong also felt that there was something Kyuhyun was hiding from him. But seeing Shin's mother's welcome earlier made him feel uncomfortable to ask a lot

"The kids are used to Kyuhyun's arrival...."

"I understand..."

"Have your relationship improved?" Kyujong raised his head and looked at Shin's mother hearing the question

"Stop that..."

"Adikmu masih terluka... Aku tahu bagaimana usahamu untuk memperbaiki hubungan dengannya... Jadi kau jangan pernah menyerah! Dia tidak mungkin terus seperti ini, kau harus obati lukanya perlahan...."

"Ajumma... You don't hate me?" Shin's mother smiled

"Kyujong.ah.you and Kyuhyun are my sons now, how can I hate you"

"But mom and dad...."

"It was an accident" Shin's mother said

"Actually, I was very sad when your relationship became like this. My son has passed away, and now you are my son." mother Shin sighed, remembering her only daughter who had died, making her sad.

"Mother..." Ahra said as he entered, he heard the words from outside

"Aren't there still me and the other kids...?" Shin's mother smiled, all this time she had considered Ahra her own daughter

"Don't worry! I'm gonna put these two brothers together..." Ahra said confidently "Ah... By the way, what about those rumors?"

"Everything's fine, we'll have a press conference tomorrow"

"It's.... Give this to Kyuhyun if you go back to Jeungdo" Ahra placed a paper bag in front of Kyujong

"What's this?" Asked Kyujong while taking out one medium-sized glass jar, Ahra sighed

"Kyujong. I think we need to talk to each other, this is about Kyuhyun... I can't stand to keep it anymore"

"What's? About the... What...?" Kyujong looked at her worriedly

*****

The light of the sun this morning felt warmer than usual, probably because of the spirit of a Kyuhyun this morning. He woke up before the sun showed its light. Been busy collecting data for his writing. It looked bright, as bright as the sun this morning. Hyukjae's bike has been 'rented' to go to school, an interview with Juhyun yesterday went well, and now he will add some data to start writing.

"Ajumma..."

The call seemed to have sounded comfortable in Juhyun's ears. Evidently he turned his head easily, did not seem to mind at all. Kyuhyun approached him

"Need a ride?"

"What?" Juhyun looked at him in wonder

"You're going? Where's where?" Ask Juhyun once again

"It just so happens that I'm also going to school, I've borrowed Hyukjae's bike..."

"Ah... No need. I walk away" Juhyun refused with a smooth ornate smile

"Why not just get in the car?" Ask then

"I think it would be a pity if I missed the shoot here... School is close to here anyway"

"Ah... Right too" murmured Juhyun

"Then I will walk too..." Juhyun looked at him in astonishment, but his lips smiled knotingly

A walk like this Kyuhyun had never imagined before. All this time he had always walked alone, but now it felt different and made the atmosphere in his body change as he had to walk hand in hand with a yeoja. They walked quietly, there was no conversation between them. They seem to be busy with their own thoughts.

"You're waiting for your girlfriend's call?" Ask Kyuhyun suddenly

"What?" Juhyun turned to him, his countenance seeming to deny the question

"Since yesterday you've been sneaking peeks at your cell phone, since when did you get in touch?" Kyuhyun asked still trying to know

"You're! I told you not...!"

"There's no need to deny that, there's no paparazzi here!" Kyuhyun was still trying to get the answer he wanted, making Juhyun sigh loudly and stop his steps, turning his head annoyed at Kyuhyun

"No, of course!" Resentfully

Unexpectedly, Kyuhyun looked at her more deeply. It was as if he could not believe Juhyun's words and sought the truth in both of his eyes, in such a gaze, rendered Juhyun helpless. He didn't know how to convince Kyuhyun

"I just got to know him Kyuhyun! How many times do I have to say?"

"So you guys just fell in love with each other?" The question successfully made Juhyun's eyes round, while Kyuhyun revealed a satisfied smile and stepped back

"Yes!!!!!! Kyuhyun!!!" The owner of the name just turned his head and still revealed the same smile making Juhyun feel very careless now.

****

Silent gazes like last night were still visible in both eyes of Kyujong until this morning. He was still wearing the clothes he wore last night. Since coming from the orphanage last night, Kyujong could not stop looking at the jar containing the origami of the stork. I don't know if he's sleeping or not after that. For sure this morning he was still staring at that thing softly.

Drawing a disbelief from that gaze, it looked like the heart of the owner of those beautiful eyes was slashed. So painful that he was unable to moan and could only sit around like this.

"Kyujong.... Have you woken up???"

The voice did not bother him at all, Kyujong still faithfully looked at that thing with the same gaze. Jungsoo who looked at him after entering, was a little surprised when Kyujong pecked like that

"You're not getting ready yet?" Again the question is ignored. Jungsoo sighed and approached Kyujong, patting his shoulder so close. Kyujong only took a deep breath in reaction. Feeling astonished, Jungsoo followed the direction of the view

"Will it explode when you look at it like that?" this time Kyujong reacted with his head down, along with that his tears dripped, perhaps it was the tears he had been able to hold out all night. Jungsoo grew increasingly astonished and sat down nearby

"You crying? What's going on?" This time Jungsoo asked anxiously, Kyujong lowered his head and sobbed a little, the pain in his heart was excruciating at this moment

"Kyujong...!" Jungsoo shook the body to wake her up

"Do I deserve to be called a sister?" The voice came out on the sidelines of his cry

******

That night, Ahra invites her to talk in the garden in front of the orphanage. Ahra has long wanted to share the burden with Kyujong, but she still feels doubt because Kyuhyun forbids it. But this time he really could not bear it, especially now that Kyuhyun was far from his monitor, it made Ahra become anxious

"Mahra...."

"The stork is the children's hope and my hope for Kyuhyun..." Kyujong just looked at him in wonder, he understood nothing

"On his birthday, he refused some gifts from us, and he only asked for a thousand cranes from us. To this day we still make it"

"He also refused a gift from me..." Kyujong

"Kyujong!" Ahra held onto Kyujong's arm as she looked at him expectantly, Kyujong looked at him more and more in wonder

"I know you're in the same place right now, persuade her to go home, I beg you" this time Ahra bowed

"Why? Why should I persuade him to go home"

"Because it's the best..." Questions swirled in Kyujong's head. There was also a sense of worry about what really happened to his sister

"Please speak clearly Ahra, what happened? Don't make me look stupid like this!" Ahra sighed, doubt re-embraced her heart, she slowly took her hand and turned to leave, perhaps it would be better if she just kept quiet than to make Kyuhyun angry, but her hand was held back, Ahra turned his head and looked at the hand held by Kyujong, he sighed back. Right now he really feels like he is in a difficult moment

"Kyujong. Kyuhyun actually forbade me to tell you. Please be normal with her even if I tell you...."

"Hurry katakannn!!!!" Hardik Kyujong was impatient, Ahra looked down for a moment then looked at Kyujong trying to be sure

"He's sick...."

"What?" Only a whisper could be heard, Kyujong was so shocked, Kyujong's heart gasped at the statement, yet he still tried to seem calm and think positively

"How bad?" He asked half a whisper

"Maybe it won't be long...." This time, Kyujong could not hide his surprise. A sigh of relief came out of his mouth

"Kyujong.....??"

"How can you hide something this important from me?" Kyujong asked with angry eyes, of course he was angry

"I'm sorry... Kyujong's....."

"Are you just thinking about her feelings?" Kyujong exhaled back violently, he felt disappointed and angry at this moment. Ahra crying

"What about my feelings? I'm his real brother, but even I know at the last minute like this.... Aren't you thinking about my feelings?" Kyujong's soft voice made Ahra's tears flow more and more, just like Kyujong

"Mianhae...."

"Tell me what the disease is?" Ahra looked at Kyujong with tears still unraveling

"Ahra I beg you...!" Pinta Kyujong with the rest of his energy

"Glioblastomas..... There's a tumor in her brain" Ahra's plan can't help but hold back the grief.

"Ah..... Uh......" Kyujong really could not hold himself back, his body was limp and almost fell if Ahra did not immediately hold it

*****

"Kyuhyun wanted to forget everything..... He must be in a lot of pain.... Forgive Hyung......"