Rainy Heart's
Chapter 4's

Laughter sounds so good from the yard. The awkward dinner for the three people who just knew this is over. They all went to their own places. To rest or just to chat with loved ones. But these two lovebirds still survive where they eat. The woman lowered her head, her speculation had yet to be confirmed, and she was also embarrassed to ask. The man also fell silent with his head lowered.

Not thinking the same thing, he actually thought of the unilateral decision of the brother who did not recognize him as a brother in front of others. Does that hate him?

While the sister was busy chatting with Kim and her husband on the porch. So exciting, that their laughter sounded into the house.

This was the first time since six years ago, Kyuhyun sounded cheerful by her. Is this the first time or is he the one who just found out?

"Sorry...." Seohyun opened the conversation, Seohyun exhaled a little harshly as Kyujong looked at her. Well, if he's ashamed his curiosity won't be answered. He'll ask

"You..know..she?" Seohyun's question looked so heavy

"No..." Kyujong smiled and shook his head, he would continue his sister's lies

"But you said that..."

"I'm wrong!" Sela Kyujong

"Eoh so...."

"I'll go to the room first!"

"Good..." Seohyun nodded and smiled

After Kyujong died, Seohyun went to clean the table. Put the dirty dishes into the dishwasher and clean them. He heard a funny conversation from his new neighbor. Her lips smiled just like hearing the excitement outside. The friendly neighbor.

His hand movements stopped as he re-thought what happened at his house a few minutes ago. He did not forget how Kyujong looked at Kyuhyun. The man looked very hurt. And Kyujong seems uninspired at the moment.

If they're not lovers, yeah... Seohyun would throw that speculation away. If not, then what is their relationship? There's no way they don't know each other. Although not as disappointed as Kyujong, Kyuhyun also looks the same as Kyujong. Seohyun sighed as their names sounded very similar. Then smile knot. Be similar? Like a twin brother

"Wait on! Brother?" Mumbled Seohyun

'Could it be Kyuhyun's sister who won't admit to Kyujong? Eiissstt... No way! The world is not that narrow, if they are indeed brother relations that do not get along, why did Kyuhyun come?'

"Yes.yes.Yes.Yes..!!!!" Seohyun woke up from her daydream

"Aish! You want this house to flood eoh?" Omel mrs kim while turning off the faucet. Seohyun looked at the mother stunned

"What are you thinking?" Seohyun sighed slowly

"Kyuhyun is home?" He asked after gathering half of his consciousness that had disappeared earlier

"Eoh..." Seohyun smiled wryly and started her work again.

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Kyuhyun stopped his steps in front of his rented house. Looking up at the sky that is conquering tonight. So many stars in this place. It made Kyuhyun's lips expand so wide it made a smile. This is the place he wanted to live in. Somewhere where he is able to forget all the sad things, his heart feels so strongly fused with this new place after he gets to know his new neighbor, the friendly Seo family.

However, suddenly his smile faded, he again remembered his attitude earlier. So outrageous! Kyuhyun realized that, surely Kyujong was very disappointed in him. Kyuhyun sighed and regretted his outrageous attitude. How will he start a new life if he is still unable to open his heart to Kyujong? Kyuhyun sighed again and immediately pulled his phone out of his pocket. Intended to contact Kyujong when the phone vibrated sign of an incoming message. Kyuhyun opened it quickly

'We have to talk!!'

Kyuhyun's breathing grew louder and louder to read the message from his older brother. He quickly put his phone back in and entered the house. Sitting in the living room, she arranged for her feelings not to explode when Kyujong asked her to speak. Kyuhyun's eyes caught his stuff still in the suitcase and bag.

Kyuhyun came closer to be different maybe so he could reduce the turmoil in his heart. Then he opened his backpack, the door was knocked open. Kyuhyun turned his head and saw Kyujong coming in with a slight bow because the door was not too high.

Kyuhyun was still sitting in his place, and just looked at Kyujong who approached him with a flat face. Kyujong smiled wryly and sat down in front of his sister

"I'll help you pack..." Kyujong then grabbed Kyuhyun's suitcase and opened it

Kyuhyun still let that go and did not react to anything. Actually he wanted to melt the ice that had happened, but he always remembered his parents when he saw Kyujong and made the disappointment reappear. Kyujong is still busy getting his sister's clothes out of there and going back and forth putting them in the closet in the only room in the modest house.

Kyuhyun lowered his head as Kyujong entered his room, he had to be breastfed. He had to change everything, he had to fix everything before it was too late. Kyujong came back and made Kyuhyun look at him again

"Why did you come here?" Kyujong opened the conversation while arranging the remaining clothes

"Eoh?" Kyujong turned his head and looked at his sister with a frown

"You daydreaming?"

"No....!!" Kyuhyun got up to the kitchen, Kyujong looked at him silently. His sister was heating the water on the stove, it seemed like she was going to make a warm drink

"You don't want to tell me?" Ask Kyujong again

"What?"

"Everything... All that holds your heart!" Kyuhyun fell silent again and prepared two mugs that he had given cappuchino powder. After that, brew it

"Kyuhyun.it.. I miss you so much.." Kyuhyun stopped his stirring and looked at Kyujong, still with a flat look

His heart felt stupefied as he looked at that longing gaze, Kyuhyun turned his gaze and continued his work without saying anything. Kyujong took a deep breath and then moved to put Kyuhyun's clothes on

'I'm going to start hyung, give me some time....'

Kyujong returns and pulls out the contents of Kyuhyun's backpack as his younger brother approaches while putting a mug that he carries in front of him, assuming this is a good start for Kyuhyun, simultaneously a small tube containing many pills rolled onto the floor. Together they look at that thing. Kyujong turned his gaze to Kyuhyun with a questioning look,

"It's a sleeping pill..." Said Kyuhyun calmly as he picked it up, Kyujong frowned, not necessarily believing

"You have trouble sleeping? Since when? What since the death of mom and dad...?" But he was unable to urge Kyuhyun to admit what pill was in the small tube. Kyuhyun just lowered his head and held the small tube tightly

"What else don't I know about Kyu!" Kyuhyun is still loyal to his silence despite Kyujong raising his voice

"Didn't you consider me your family anymore? Are we really over?"

Behind the entrance of Seohyun covered her mouth with a hand hiding the shock. He did not mean to be rude or disrespectful. Since their answer was not the same, he felt very curious. He wondered if his speculation was right or wrong

'So it's true that Kyuhyun is the younger brother who doesn't acknowledge Kyujong?'

He still heard Kyujong's voice constantly asking without getting an answer from Kyuhyun. He felt sorry for that man. Why is Kyuhyun so outrageous? Then Seohyun left with a little annoyed, she did not want to interfere too far

"Kyuhyun I beg you...! Can't we really fix all this?" Kyujong's voice swallowed. He looked at his sister pleading, a tear escaped from both of Kyuhyun's eyes making Kyujong's heart full

"Kyuhyun...?"

"I want hyung. I want to, but..." Kyuhyun stopped his words and took a deep breath. He hung down for a moment like he was holding something back

"You okay?" Kyujong said anxiously

"I'm disappointed in you, when I needed you, you disappeared. When I miss you you stay away from them just because you're not in line with them anymore.... Since your childhood was important to them, you were the firstborn in our family, you were their hope. But you let them down...."

"I'm sorry..." Sela Kyujong was quick, Kyuhyun looked at her wryly

"I'm so sorry... I want time to go back...."

"Compared to you, I'm only the second son they can't count on. But you betrayed their expectations..."

"I'm sorry... Really forgive me..."

"No need... I'll try to start over, but I don't want any strangers to know about our relationship..."

Kyuhyun lowered his head and frowned. Then he entered the room leaving the cappuchino he had made. Kyujong looked at her softly anyway. Now he knew why Kyuhyun was so disappointed in him.

During this time, both their parents were indeed more concerned about themselves than Kyuhyun who was only a second son. Maybe Kyuhyun felt excluded, so he was very angry when he behaved improperly to both of their parents.

Tonight went by so gray for these two brothers. Kyujong returns to Seohyun's house after finishing cleaning up Kyuhyun's belongings. Meanwhile Kyuhyun was still lying staring at the ceiling of his room. At least although there must be a fight, he felt relieved because he was able to express what had been weighing on his mind. Kyuhyun turned his gaze to the small tube the older brother had found, looking at him silently. Then get up and swallow one before going to sleep.

And tonight will be the next night for Seohyun to find out about the famous actor Kim Kyujong. His eyes looked solemn and his hands were so agile as to scroll the screen of his phone. Suddenly he wants to know Kyujong's life beyond his martyrdom. What exactly is the story behind the death of his parents so that his sister looks so hate him? Seohyun really wanted to know.

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The birdsong sounded so loud in this place. Kyuhyun was ready to run in the morning. He would go around the village and start working after that. Seohyun and Kyujong both come out of Seo's house while warming up. Their house is across the street. Kyuhyun did not stop his activities but also did not distract from them

"You're coming back this morning? I thought after school..."

"Sorry, there's something I suddenly have to take care of, please pass my apology to the children..." Seohyun smiled wryly and nodded

"I'll be right back..." Kyujong said before entering his car

"Aigoo no need to rush! Finish your business first.."

"I definitely won't stand the lingering in Seoul..." Kyujong smiled so sweetly and entered his car quickly

"What??" both of Juhyun's eyes bulged and looked astonished at Kyujong's sudden statement

Kyujong just laughed in his car hearing the screeches. Then opened the window of his car

"I'm saying goodbye.."

"Eoh... Be careful on the road!" Seohyun subconsciously waved her hand as soon as the car drove by. Her lips also covered in smiles

"So she's not your boyfriend!"

"Ah you're a surprise....!!!" Seohyun bearded at the sudden question, and as she turned back Kyuhyun's face was right in front of her

"Omma..! Uhhh..."

"Be careful!!" Kyu's reflexes pulled his hand as he was about to lunge, Seohyun immediately stood up straight and sighed, looking at Kyuhyun a little annoyed

"Why?" Getting such a look made Kyuhyun uncomfortable

"Do you have to interfere in my affairs, young man?" Ketus Seohyun, remembering things last night pissed her off

"Yes.yes... Where's your manners? I'm older than you!" Seohyun Protest

"What's the evidence?"

"I'm the same age as Kyujong!"

"Then?" Wonder Kyuhyun, along with that Seohyun cursed in the heart. Last night he decided to pretend he didn't know, and he almost exposed his secret

"I mean, judging by your faces, you look younger than him...."

"Then what do you want?" Kyuhyun asked back

"Be polite and call me nuna..."

"Missy?" Kyuhyun smiled with a sneer

"By the way you haven't answered my question...! So she's not your girlfriend?"

"Mirgin!" Adding Seohyun made Kyuhyun smile

"You want me to call you that?" As Seohyun lowered her head, she felt that she had gotten a checkmate from Kyuhyun,

'Did I really expect Kyujong to be my husband?'

"Easy! You won't answer my question anyway..." Seohyun woke up from her daydream and found Kyuhyun still smiling sneering and making herself have to grunt. Kyuhyun resumed his morning run, but after only a few steps, Kyuhyun turned around while running backwards

"AJUMMA!!! HE LOOKS LIKE HE LIKES YOU!!!" Shouted while making a heart shape with his finger then smiled, making Seohyun have to smile as well and blush in shame

"Basic! I think he's the type of household destroyer!" Seohyun muttered and shook her head.

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As usual, Seohyun would leave for work on foot. His steps were light because his mind was not where he was walking

'AJUMMA!!! HE LOOKS LIKE HE LIKES YOU?'

Seohyun shook her head quickly. That's not possible! It was that rejection that he kept reciting in his heart. There's no way Kyujong likes a village girl like her, it doesn't make sense

"Aishis... Why am I even thinking about Kyuhyun's words?" He muttered while lowering his head

'griring..krrying..'

"No Hyukjae, I'll walk...!" He still says with his head down

'griring..krrying...'

"You'll be late for work..!" Seohyun said again

'crushing.krring...'

"D...!!" Seohyun stopped her steps and turned back. It's true that he saw Hyukjae's bike, but he didn't see Hyukjae as his guardian

"You're blocking the path of ajumma...."

"Mwo?"

Kyuhyun —the cyclic paddler Hyukjae— smiled

"Stop away...." Seohyun let out

"What do you call me?"

"Ajumma..." Kyuhyun answered the question without any guilt

"You don't see the streets are so wide..?"

"I avoided unwanted accidents... So please step aside!" He said casually and revealed a smile that sucks his mainstay. That's what Kyuhyun did when he faced his old high school friends, and it felt like he had no reason to put out that deathly smile for a long time

"Are you a real bitch?"

"Of course not... I'm a good man...."

"You didn't even offer me a ride..." Seohyun grumbled to hear the protest

"You said you were going to walk.." Seohyun looked over in annoyance. Apparently Kyuhyun's sense of hearing was sharp enough that he heard her grunt

'krrie...' Seohyun snorted and pulled over, while Kyuhyun continued on his way after giving a smile of thanks to Kyuhyun

"He's different from Kyujong.."

Once he arrived at school, as usual he always got a warm and friendly greeting from his students. And it worked to improve his mood. Until finally, Seohyun's forehead again had to be wrinkled when she saw Hyukjae's bike was in the parking lot

"What is Kyuhyun doing in this place?" He muttered while continuing his steps

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Minus glasses already he wears well, small notes and ballpoint pen already held.  Kyuhyun walked around looking at the elementary school in silence. He had already asked the principal for permission for this. He's working right now. And writing something in his notebook on the side he observed the school. He seemed to be casually walking around the school until a ball rolled towards his feet.

Kyuhyun stopped his steps and lowered his head, then picked up the ball. Along with that a child approached him

"I'm sorry..." He said as he bowed, Kyuhyun smiled and stroked the child's head

"What's your name?" the tananya is accompanied by a sweet smile

"Kim Dongho imnida..." Kyuhyun handed over the ball

"Be careful Dongho.ya..."

"Thank you..." The boy named Dongho ran back to the middle of the field after getting the ball.

And Kyuhyun also continued his steps to make his observation. The entrance bell rang, all the students rushed into their classes, and Kyuhyun liked that. Children are happiness, medicine and encouragement. They are so clear and holy. Both of their eyes seemed clear without sin, their smiles were always sincere without any lies. And they always enjoy their life from day to day, without burden. They never think about what will happen tomorrow, which they know, today cannot be missed without a smile and happiness.

The quiet atmosphere made him aware of the wishful thoughts knitting beautifully in his head. A wishful thinking that he will soon pour into his work. Kyuhyun smiled and stepped back

'Although today they did not get what they wanted, today they are disappointed in their friends, even though today they cried so sadly. The next day they would come back laughing, playing together and forgetting their disappointment. They are the best examples of happiness. Their hearts are pure, their minds clean, without a thought for the slightest bit of vengeance....'

Seohyun still seemed to notice the man back before entering her class. If he speaks it is very childish and annoying. Yet when he was silent and contemplating like that, he looked so pitiful. Just like Kyujong, when he speaks he is so warm and soothing, but when he is silent he looks so pitiful.

Seohyun sighed then entered her class with a radiant face as usual

"Prepare!" The voice of the class leader —Yiseul— always welcomes his arrival

"Give me greetings!"

"Good morning teacher Seo..!" Seohyun's smile grew wider receiving greetings from her students

"Good morning... Ok! Today I want you to dance together before you start the lesson..."

"Dancing?" Seohyun chuckled at their startled cry

"Everyone is standing" he exclaimed as he prepared the sound he had brought

"It's easy, you just need to circle this room, and once the music stops you have to pick five of your friends quickly, okay?"

"Yes." they answered simultaneously.

Seohyun started to light the sound. An energetic children's song was heard. All began to move their bodies to the rhythm while circling the classroom which deliberately did not have chairs and study tables at Seohyun's request. There was only a small table of a number of children arranged neatly on one side of the room, it would be used when they started learning. Classroom in general, Seohyun does not like it, according to him children must learn in a pleasant room atmosphere. The proof, even though this is a class for elementary school children, he magic class is like a class for children in kindergarten. Colorful and cheerful.

It was not only his students who danced, he also danced with them. From the outside, Kyuhyun noticed that with a satisfied smile. According to him, Seohyun is amazing, while other teachers worry about the value of their students to give lessons that sometimes pressure them, he said, Seohyun actually thought about how to make them feel comfortable and learn with happy feelings. It was evident from the design of the Seohyun class that was different from the other classes.

The music stopped and the class became boisterous as the children searched their respective groups. Seohyun smiled and patted her hands a few times when they were already standing with their respective groups

"OKs... Please sit with each other's groups!" Exclaims

"Mother teacher, will split the tasks for each group! Your task this time is to observe some plants that you have brought, then present in front of your friends what you have got, understand?"

"Yeah..."

Kyuhyun moved from there with a smile that was so fluffy. It looks like there will be something big he writes about. His steps quickly headed towards the principal's room while contacting someone

"It's me..." He said as soon as the phone connected "I plan to overhaul my novel about Jeungdo...!"

"What??? You kidding?"

"I'm serious!"

"You don't have much time left and you're going to overhaul the story you're almost done writing? Your book should be released this month!"

"I know...! I'll finish it...!" Kyuhyun disconnected.

His face looked so bright, it felt that the spirit that had been evaporating back into his body. Never once had he been this excited to write. This is amazing....

'Belangi in the rain'

"I found it..." Kyuhyun muttered as he clenched his hands excitedly