Rainy Heart's
Chapter 16's

Kyuhyun slowly stepped into a room in the orphanage. He put his body in one of the beds there. Silently looking at the ceiling of the room. He's a little worried for tomorrow's signature show, all this time he's been quieting himself because he doesn't like that kind of thing. But now, even he did not think twice about deciding to appear in public.

I don't know what was in his mind, he just wanted to say goodbye to those who have always supported his work so far. Even though they don't see it. He wanted to thank me directly.

Yet.....

A little worry infiltrated into the recesses of his heart. He could not imagine how they would react to seeing the author of Fourteen, and could he face them? Can he serve them without making mistakes? This would be the first time for him to appear before many as someone who was admired as well. Thinking about it, Kyuhyun could only sigh slowly and cover his face with an arm.

And another one that worries him, Juhyun! He could not ignore the 'threat' of that woman earlier. What does he know? Why would he want to make a calculation with her? Kyuhyun really wants to know! Helaan again sounded even though he did not change his position. His mind is often filled with worries that should not be, he is the type of thinker!

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Juhyun's smile came from Ahra as he entered the room he lived in a week ago. As she entered, Ahra was resting while reading a book. New book by Fourteen. Seeing that, Juhyun so remembered Kyuhyun. Then smiling knots, he must have been very surprised to hear his 'threat' earlier.

Juhyun put his things on the bed. It was not known that Ahra was watching

"You look so happy? You didn't greet me either?" Ahra said in protest, Juhyun omitted

she smiled and looked at Ahra

"Sorry...."

"Have you read this book?" Ahra showed me the book in her hand. Juhyun nodded steadily in response

"So... Do you know who Fourteen is?" Juhyun nodded back, Ahra smiled

"Among all the fans, only you will realize who Fourteen is after reading this book" Ahra said in a joking tone. Making Juhyun laugh in shame.

"Ah... Looking at your facial expression it seems like you can't wait to see Kyuhyun?" Juhyun nodded again innocently. Inviting Ahra's amused laughter, unable to speak because she was so amusedly laughing, Ahra just waved her hand gesturing for Juhyun to come out.

With a thousand steps, Juhyun went around looking for Kyuhyun. I can't wait to 'scold' the guy. But he saw no one there. His phone connection also went unanswered, Juhyun sighed should he wait again this time?

Juhyun stopped his steps in front of a room. Didn't he tell Kyuhyun to wait for him? But why doesn't he exist? It seemed like Juhyun would be really angry right now. He returns his gaze, hoping to see Kyuhyun, and contacts him again when he still sees no one.

The sound of the phone ringing sounded from inside the room. Juhyun turned his head in surprise, then broke off his connection. The deri stopped. Curiously, Juhyun looked into the room through the glass window in front of him, unable to see clearly, only to see the legs of someone lying on one of the beds. Juhyun shifted himself to see more clearly.

His lips smiled as he watched the peaceful face fall asleep. And decided to enter the room. With a slow step he approached, his face was glowing with sunlight through the window slightly behind Kyuhyun lying down. Juhyun sat on one of the chairs and watched him silently, he would wait until he woke up.

Slowly her smile disappeared, as she recalled everything Ahra said over the phone a few days ago. Then he sighed as a feeling of sadness infiltrated his mind. Today, he doesn't want to be sad, he just wants to have fun like he didn't hear anything. The incident a week ago, Juhyun did not expect, Ahra would tell the truth as he dared to ask.

He thought, Ahra will hide everything just like Kyuhyun. Back then, not only was she crying, Ahrapun cried begging him to persuade Kyuhyun to undergo treatment. Begging him to stay by Kyuhyun's side even if it's only once a week.

This fact surprised Juhyun, as long as he knew Kyuhyun, he never saw Kyuhyun complain of pain, even when he found him lying helpless in his house at that time. Kyuhyun still pissed him off. Juhyun smiled bitterly remembering that moment.

To this day, this man still pisses him off. Now Juhyun smiled more sincerely for Kyuhyun who gave a little decoration in his monotonous life. Although not only did Kyuhyun do it, but Kyujong also contributed to adorning his life.

Kyujong gave her another affection and made her heart feel warm, and Kyuhyun gave her another feeling that made her want to keep fighting for that feeling, teaching her about the beauty of sharing. All righty! This time the goal changed. It was no longer Kyuhyun's feelings that he expected, no longer how the love he conveyed was avenged, but how to keep that love close to him. The goal is Kyuhyun! Still spreading cheer and teaching him many things, it feels more than enough with his love that will not be reciprocated.

Juhyun removed his smile back, as Kyuhyun woke up and stretched his muscles before waking up to a sitting position. Juhyun was still quietly waiting for Kyuhyun to realize his presence.

Kyuhyun opened his eyes perfectly after sighing

"Eoh you're aghast...!" His screams were shocked to see the angry expression on Juhyun's face. For a while Kyuhyun did not remember why Juhyun looked angry, until a moment later he recalled their conversation on the phone a moment ago

"You awake?" Juhyun asked in a cold voice, Kyuhyun sneered and nodded. Juhyun looked at him flatly then approached. I don't know why Kyuhyun reflexes moved away

"Ajumma..."

"Basin the bad guy..!" Sela Juhyun was cold

"Why me? What's going on?"

"How dare you fool me! Students working on a thesis? Huh...." Juhyun now said in a loud enough voice.

Kyuhyun lowered his head, he had already predicted that this would be the reaction of Juhyun after knowing the truth.

"How many times have you made me cry, huh?" Kyuhyun raised his head and looked at Juhyun in surprise

"Crying?"

Juhyun sighed and got closer. His eyes softened, he could not continue to pretend to be angry. Especially looking at Kyuhyun's face up close. Kyuhyun still looked at her in surprise, seeing that look it felt like Juhyun wanted to cry

'You've been making me cry a lot lately.... You must be responsible!'

Both of Kyuhyun's eyes widened as their distance was so close. Not only was his heart beating unmatched. Slowly Kyuhyun gulped his saliva feeling nervous, and retreated to avoid that distance, this was not true according to him

"Ajumma..." Mumbled

"Johyun, Juhyun...." Slowly Juhyun while standing straight back up, then picked up a book in his bag with a carefree face,

"It's so touching! I laughed at this book when I read the title. But... After reading it, I was really impressed... Give me your autograph! I have to be the first one before the others know..." Kyuhyun was stunned for a moment, and took the book half-heartedly

"I finally found you! Or are you deliberately showing your identity because of me?" Juhyun asked with a smile on his face and gave him a pen, Kyuhyun accepted it silently and put his signature on the book in silence. He was setting his feelings of surprise earlier

"You don't want to apologize to me?" Kyuhyun stopped his hand movements and looked at Juhyun. The woman sighed and clucked

"You've tricked me!"

"I don't feel like I'm deceiving you because of some evil intent! I don't think this is wrong!" Kyuhyun said casually and went back to writing, his lips smiling wryly seeing Juhyun singing his lips

"All right! As a fan of yours, who realized who you are for the first time, you must obey one of my requests! You should have given me royalties anyway..." Kyuhyun looked at him again

"I'll send it to your account later" Juhyun shook his head

"Ehem... Nah! I won't accept it in money or goods!"

"Then?"

"Because I'm a fan of yours, I'm asking you to give me a present.... We're dating today!"

"WHAT?????" Juhyun just smiled broadly at Kyuhyun's shock.

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Marin has finished his work. He rushed home as soon as the one who would replace him came. As usual she always looks beautiful at all times, it seems that changing her face makes her more confident. Probably because no one else has it.

Marin stepped out of the cafe after saying goodbye, when seen at this time, he did not look like an employee there, he looked like a VIP guest. It's become a habit for Marin, when his work is done, he will change his appearance. High heels, graceful dress, expensive coat, and also branded bags. She will be a "mistress" when she finishes work. His steps stopped after he was outside.

A tall and handsome man was standing in front of his car. A hat and sunglasses complement his appearance. He also wore a scraf that almost covered part of his face. But Marin recognized the man, her lips smiling and closing in

"You coming?" Ask while smiling

The man –Kyujong– opened the car door for Marin. He looked at the man in front of him for a moment. Kyujong did not say anything, he only allowed it with the movement of his hands. Marin nodded then entered.

The car is relaxing. Kyujong has removed the attributes he wears except for the sunglasses. For the first 30 minutes, they said nothing. Their journey passed quietly. Marin himself chose to enjoy the atmosphere outside the car, at this time they were passing a lonely road to a rural village, he did not know where Kyujong would take him, and what he would do. Marin didn't want to ask, she would wait for Kyujong to say it.

Their car stopped one of the pavilions. Without waiting for Kyujong's intervention, Marin opened the door and exited. The atmosphere there is very pleasant, shady trees with yellowing leaves look very beautiful to the eye. The small stones he stepped on made Marin feel united with nature. His lips smiled happily, he turned his head quickly to Kyujong who was on the other side of the car

"It's so beautiful...." He said with a radiant face

"Hm... I also love this place" Marin turned to approach Kyujong

"But... Why are you taking me to a place like this?" Marin asked as he approached

"You're still with your offer to be my friend, right?" Marin nodded steadily

"I want to ask for your help..." Marin's smile disappeared, her happiness changed with a worry. What kind of help did Kyujong want from her.

Marin still did not answer, until Kyujong brought her into the pavilion. Undeniably, Marin so admired the place once they entered it. He did not expect to come to a place as beautiful and pleasant as this. Only Kyujong can do that.

Birds chirping became a welcome song for them. A pond of fish with water so clear lay before them. Kyujong leads her across the wooden bridge, and Marin feels like a princess in Joseon today.

"Kyujong.sshi, may I know why you brought me to a place like this?" Marin asked once again, he still could not believe what he was going through at the moment. Kyujong stopped his steps in the middle of the bridge then looked at Marin, looking at the woman sadly. And made the woman even more astonished

"I'm hurt......" Marin rounded his eyes

"Where?" He asked worriedly "why come here? I should have gone to the hospital!" Kyujong smiled faintly seeing that innocent reaction, his appearance had indeed changed, but the Marin he knew two years ago had not changed at all. Kyujong turned his gaze and sighed

"I don't know who to share it with?" Kyujong looked down to hide his sadness

"Kyuhyun! Actually, I want to be selfish once again, but I don't think I should be losing like I used to..."

"Something happened?" Ask Marin slowly

"I love the woman he loves, I don't want to be away from her. If I want to be selfish one more time, I want to live with that woman and grow old with her. But.... I can't ignore Kyuhyun's feelings, the time might not be long.... I really don't want to regret it like it was back then. But... I'm..."

"You can't let go?" Sela Marin was still in a quiet voice. Kyujong raised his head slowly and looked at this woman beside him silently

"If love had stuck in your chest, it would have been scarred when you let it go. Therefore, it is difficult to let go. But you'll cause harm to others if you keep it.... Marin smiled gently

"You did it right. When you've fought for it, but you can't have it. Then it's time for you to sacrifice! The beginning will hurt, but the wound will dry up.... You're asking for my help? It was the right decision, I was used to such injuries! Come to me whenever you want me to heal your wounds! I'm your friend...." Kyujong was stunned to hear that heartfelt sentence. While Marin still maintained her smile.

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Kyuhyun spread his gaze around. He really couldn't believe Juhyun had asked to take him to the playground. Nor does he believe in his will. Kyuhyun did not like the playground, a long time ago.

When kids always want to go to the playground, Kyuhyun does not. He didn't like it, the playground was too noisy for him. Too many people, Kyuhyun never liked the crowd. But..... He even complied with Juhyun's request? Can she no longer hide from her feelings?

"Whooaaahh...... In Jeungdo there is no place like this!" Kyuhyun turned to Juhyun who looked so enthusiastic

"You happy?" Asked Kyuhyun, Juhyun nodded many times

"Let's go in!" Juhyun looked at him and pulled the sleeves of Kyuhyun's clothes, like a boy. Kyuhyun sighed and invited him to enter the playground.

A leisurely walk behind Juhyun who was so actively running around, like a child. Let him enjoy it all. And the smile was not at all off her face. For the first time Kyuhyun seemed to forget where he was now, all the noise he hated seemed to be quiet, because who? Because Juhyun?

"I want us to ride it!" Juhyun pointed to the roller coster rides so enthusiastically, he was eager to ride the rides.

As soon as Kyuhyun's smile disappeared, he'd never rode it for life, come closer!

'That's high...'

"You scared?" Kyuhyun looked at her silently, right he was scared!

"Then I go up by myself" Juhyun smiled and stepped back, but Kyuhyun held back his hand, Juhyun turned his head in surprise

"We're riding!" Disconnecting

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"Whoaaaaaaahhhhh..... Whoooooaabahhh"

His cries were so deafening that they were in quiet condition below, without being tossed about on a train that was running above average speed. Juhyun who was sitting next to him turned his head and laughed happily.

"Yuhuuuu!!!! It's fun!" Shouted Juhyun

A little while later, the train stopped after making the passenger dizzy. Unlike the Juhyun who seemed to be enjoying and fine. Kyuhyun came down that 'cursed' ride with limp feet. He even felt nauseous, but deep down he was happy. Juhyun made him do what he did not dare to do all this time. True, Juhyun also made him dare to decide to appear to show his identity as a Fourteen. It's like a miracle

"Come....!" Juhyun held his hand, Kyuhyun laughed

"You're so fucking bad!"

"That's so high, I've never been on a roller coster" Kyuhyun said

"Wahh... So how does it feel?"

"I'm thirsty..." Kyuhyun replied innocently, making Juhyun have to stroke his head

"With this drink first! I still want to take another ride" then give me a bottle of mineral water. Kyuhyun was stunned to see it

'What else is it? Any more?' Kyuhyun whined in his heart

"How's it?" Kyuhyun just smiled in response

Ok! Kyuhyun will be a generous idol today. He will enjoy every moment. A new moment that might be difficult for him to do without Juhyun. She was so excited, she also invited happiness for him. For a moment Kyuhyun forgot his fear of death. And he could easily laugh, laugh so happily.

Juhyun is so agile today, moving from one vehicle to another. Until finally the adventure ended by sitting quietly in one of the chairs while stabbing a warm drink. Juhyun sighed, maybe he was tired. Kyuhyun turned his head and smiled widely.

"A mother will understand how to make her children happy" Kyuhyun said, sipping slowly on her drink

"Mother?"

"You're the mother of your children!" Kyuhyun chuckled, Juhyun also laughed.

"Ajumma...."

"Yyun! Learn to call my name!" Juhyun Protest

"The first time I saw you teach, I admired you so much..." Said Kyuhyun indifferent to the protest that Juhyun put forward, this is the first time Kyuhyun praised him, his lips smiled but he was stunned

"I don't like playgrounds, but you make me enjoy all these rides, you're awesome ajumma.... Bestowed" Kyuhyun smiled sincerely

"Why are you grateful?"

"This is going to be the best memory of my life! I won't forget it. But I didn't promise...." Kyuhyun pointed out his row of teeth and smiled adorablely, making Juhyun laugh

"Eoh... Before the day turns night, you want to eat ice cream?"

"Ice cream?" Juhyun nodded steadily

"I'll buy it! What do you want ice cream for?"

"Ouuhh do you want to practice me? All righty! Vanilla"

"OK! Your taste is the same as mine! Waita minute!" Juhyun ran to buy ice cream

Kyuhyun took a deep breath and tried to enjoy the atmosphere this afternoon. The sky has turned a red color. He spent time in a place he hated. And strangely he was happy. Kyuhyun looked up at the sky that looked so beautiful, but a second later he lowered his head as he heard the cry of a child who had fallen in front of him

"Eoh? You okay?" Kyuhyun approached her and helped her wake up

"My balloon...."

"Balloons?" Kyuhyun looked up again and saw the balloon flying, not so high.

Kyuhyun chased after him, he would help the little boy. After walking a few steps, Kyuhyun managed to reach for the balloon rope. His lips smiled broadly in relief. From the ice cream shop Juhyun noticed that with a wide smile.

Kyuhyun returned to the child with a smile, the child greeted him happily

'bruk'

Someone accidentally bumped into Kyuhyun, it's okay. Just a little surprised. And welcome that apology well. Yet....

There was a problem, Kyuhyun felt his mind suddenly empty. His smile disappeared, and whether he realized it or not he took the balloon back and made the child cry again. While Kyuhyun was just stunned and looked around.

Juhyun slightly ran up to them, he could not understand why Kyuhyun took off the balloon and made the little boy cry. And now, he doesn't even seem to care. Juhyun looked at him in surprise for a moment, then approached the child

"Eoh... It's been..."

"My balloon..."

"I'm sorry... You want to take this ice cream instead?" The boy stopped his crying and received the ice cream, then left.

Juhyun stood back up then approached Kyuhyun who was still glued to his place. Standing beside her without saying anything and enjoying her ice cream Kyuhyun turned to look at her

"I didn't say I'd buy you twice! You remove the boy's balloon, I give him your ice cream! If you want to buy it yourself...." Kyuhyun still looked at him silently

"Why? Don't try to take mine eoh!" Juhyun hid his ice cream

"I'm sorry... You know me?" The ice cream that was in his hand just fell down upon hearing that sudden question from Kyuhyun. Now the stunned Juhyun looked at Kyuhyun

'What is this?'