Rainy Heart's
Chapter 7's

"My dream is just one... Spreading smiles and happiness as before, so that I might be able to leave in peace......"

~Rainy Heart~

The funeral of both parents was completed. The two brothers returned to their home with a driver. The younger brother who was like a madman since hearing the news of the deaths of his parents, stepped his feet in a barren manner entering the room. While the older brother who looks more robust than his sister can only look at the back of the younger brother with sadness

"Kyujong, sit! I made food"

"No ajumma.... Thank you" Kyujong nodded his head and went to his room.  Unlike the sister who felt deep sadness, she actually felt a regret in her. A disappointment to her selfish self. Be today the darkest day in the family.

*A day has passed, activity is back to normal. Kyujong is already getting busy with his artistic schedule. And he had to be willing to leave his apartment to stay at the family home to accompany the younger brother who still looks down. He did not even move from his bed. He just lay helpless lamenting his sadness. No eating nor changing his clothes*.

*Ahra entered the room, looking at her softly. He must succeed in persuading the teenager who may soon die. Slowly he sat down beside her, no reaction, Kyuhyun still faithfully turned his back on her. And that made Ahra powerless to endure the grief. He gently touched his shoulder, hoping Kyuhyun would react. But no, there was no reaction*

"*Everybody will leave. This is not eternal life... Please don't be like this, we're all worried about you..." His words were very soft as if if he said a little loudly it could break Kyuhyun's heart*

"*I know it's heavy, I've been abandoned, just like you! They're both my parents, but that doesn't mean your life stops here. When someone has to leave, our job is to survive..... Persist.... Be strong!" Beyond suspicion the body moves and wakes up to a sitting position*

"*I'll never forgive him...." Kyuhyun muttered softly but sounded full of anger*

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*One week later*....

Time has shown midnight, in the small room it still looks busy the owner. He is writing for his writing. Accompanied by a cup of coffee that he has made several times. To relieve his drowsiness. Tangammya looked so agile typing, there was no accompanying sound, other than the sound of the clock seconds and the sound of '*tik*' coming from the agile movement of her hands.

This work Kyuhyun has been doing since three years ago, feeling he has talent, he channeled his sadness in writing. It is unexpected that the book he published first was able to attract the attention of readers. And it has been printed over and over again. Six months later, he came up with his second book. The first book is still very much in demand, even with the second book which also has the same level. In the space of three years, he was able to publish almost 20 books that all became dreams.

Because of his slump, he rose to become a successful famous writer. No one knows if he is a writer. For his work he used a pseudonym. Because he does not want to be disturbed by fame. He's not as crazy as Kyujong who is even willing to sacrifice his family. At least that was what Kyuhyun had in mind. That made her hate Kyujong so much since both her parents died six years ago.

Yet........

Now that he doesn't deserve to hate back, he doesn't deserve to stay angry. He must erase that feeling. Because it will not be long before it will become a foam that will soon disappear. The rest of the time is not much, he wants to change and spread love rather than hate. Jeungdo has been a turning point in his life for the past six years, where love has grown and eradicated hate. And Juhyun was the eraser of all the anger and disappointment that had been lodged for many years in his heart.

I don't know, Kyuhyun doesn't know exactly when he feels that way. All he remembered, he felt attracted to Juhyun ever since he saw the girl looking cheerful and happy while teaching his student child. And when he decided to write a novel about it. His feelings are getting stronger, as he continues to write, his words are able to strengthen those feelings. But Kyuhyun realized, he could not have it. There was Kyujong in the girl's eyes, and the same thing she saw in the sister's eyes. Let him convey his feelings in the novel.

Kyuhyun stopped the agility of his hand all of a sudden. For a moment he was silent and lowered his head, exhaling slowly and massaging his head, thinking it could reduce the pain that suddenly came. Kyuhyun hurriedly walked towards the nightstand drawer by his bedside, taking the medicine there.

'There's a longing when you're far away, but this hatred makes me sick..... Go, and let me be tormented with my passion rather than continue to hate you......'

Juhyun sighed and closed the book by Fourteen authors who always spawned the number one work. I don't know how many times he read the book, but he always cried when he read the book. The word per word contained really makes it carried away in the flow of the author's story. There's no way if this isn't from the heart, this writing is Fourteen's fret. And it made him curious to see her. He admires her a lot.

Juhyun picked up his phone and wrote a message, though he was sure, the message would be unreadable or unrequited. Because it's past midnight. He was unable to sleep, and he did not know what made it difficult to sleep

'Just admit ajumma.... You can't make your heart hurt by lying to yourself... I also saw the same thing in Kyujong's eyes...'

Maybe Kyuhyun's statement this afternoon left him unable to sleep. Kyujong had returned three weeks ago, in the midst of his busy career as a celebrity, Kyujong still kept his promise to continue teaching at his school.

"Is this so visible? It's weird, how could love come this fast?"

'tock.tok..tok..'

Juhyun was shocked when the door of his room was knocked. After tidying up his hair, Juhyun opened the door and saw Kyujong standing there

"Did I wake you?" Ask Juhyun

"No... I haven't slept yet" Kyujong smiled, Juhyun nodded

"You can't sleep?" Asked Kyujong, Juhyun just smiled knots in response

"You want me to make something.."

"But...."

"What's wrong, get out!"

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Juhyun sat quietly waiting for Kyujong who was preparing ramen in the kitchen. He secretly notices Kyujong from the dinner table. Does it really look like Kyuhyun said? Is this really a feeling of love?

"Why can't you sleep?" The question instantly made Juhyun turn his gaze away

"I don't know.... You haven't slept yet either" Kyujong smiled and looked at Juhyun who was now looking at his finger

'I am also' Inner Juhyun complained

"About what?"

"It's nothing...." Kyujong replied as he walked over with a bowl of ramen and presented it in front of Juhyun

"It's nothing, but you think about it so hard to sleep...." Juhyun's protesting speech made Kyujong chuckle

"Over this time, I felt like I didn't have a decent privacy space.... And now I want to build it .." Juhyun sighed hearing the statement

"Eat! Maybe if your stomach's full, you'll be able to sleep fast..."

"It's not fair, you make me eat before I go to bed! How're you? I forgot, you're a celebrity, your body is the most important thing..." Juhyun grumbled before eating his ramen, Kyujong only smiled knotfully.

"Do you know who Fourteen is?" Juhyun asked on the sidelines to eat it

"Fourteen? I just found out there's someone's name like that?"

"I guessed it....!" Juhyun sighed "Should I come to the publisher's office to find out who Fourteen is?" Suhyun complained funnyly

"He's a writer?"

"Yes??? You don't know that? Everyone in Korea complains about his name. ." Juhyun said so expressively

"really? What's so great about him?"

"Aishis... By saying that, you hurt my feelings as a fan"

"Ah.. forgive me..." Kyujong smiled wrongly

"Ah one minute!" Juhyun went to his room. And back with a favorite bouju by Fourteen

"After reading this, you will never underestimate it..."

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The next day....

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A beautiful woman was sitting quietly looking at a photo in front of her. Not a look of amazement at the person in the photo. Both of his eyes flashed wickedly. There's a grudge in there. The room was dark and only obtained sunlight illumination from the gap of the curtains it looked mysterious. Same with the woman who owns the room.

"You don't remember me?" Kyujong only frowned upon hearing the question

The woman smiled bitterly considering how Kyujong reacted as he asked her like that. It seems Kyujong completely forgot about it

"One year ago we met, how could you forget me after humiliating me like that Kyujong? I still remember it clearly...." Mumbled

"Since then, I've liked you better! And would love to pull you in my grasp! Then destroy you!" This woman sharpened her eyes on the photo of Kyujong in front of her

"destroyed you.... Or the.... Eliminated you....?" Her lips revealed a meaningful smile

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Breeze delivers fresh air in the countryside. Kyuhyun came out of the house and chose to do his writing on the terrace. This kind of air should not be missed. The deadline is only a week away. And actually he was a little stressed thinking about it. He needed fresh air to clear his mind. Incidentally this time, he had difficulty writing.

Before long, some time ago, he had gone to the beach, maybe by sitting looking at the beach he could be better. Kyuhyun closed his laptop and left without locking the door.

Take a leisurely walk while enjoying the green expanse of rice fields and some types of flowers. And occasionally respond to the friendliness of the people in the village. Without him knowing, Kyujong followed him behind secretly. Ever since he came back, he hasn't seen Kyuhyun. He still strengthened his heart, so that he could act as if he did not know anything. From that day on he felt very sad, he also felt more and more guilty. Money, fame cannot be exchanged by togetherness. He had already lost both his parents without being around them due to the busyness, this time he did not want to lose Kyuhyun without doing something for him.

"What is it...." Kyujong was surprised and reflexively shut Juhyun's mouth while hiding. Because Kyuhyun stopped his steps and looked back after hearing Juhyun's voice. While the woman was just looking at him in astonishment. Kyujong let go after Kyuhyun returned to walking

"Kyujong? You're following Kyuhyun?" Kyujong was silent

"Why?" Kyujong was silent again. Should he tell the truth or keep hiding Kyuhyun's identity

"Kyujong. ....." Kyujong looked at her, and was a bit doubtful. Without saying anything, Kyujong left. Unplugging his intention to follow Kyuhyun.

Sitting for a moment looking at the waves that are chasing before returning to work. Kyuhyun smiled then continued his work.

'He would be surprised. I hope he won't criticize me.....'

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They sat side by side in a gazebo. Looking at the expanse of blue sky that refracts its color in sea water. They are not far from Kyuhyun. But it seems that the man is not aware of his existence because he is too focused on his laptop. There had been no conversation since Juhyun's last question. They just sat quietly feeling the cool of the beach breeze

"I'm sorry...." Juhyun opened the conversation making Kyujong turn to him

"Why... Apologizing?"

"My question seems to have offended you, I know, you must have been very uncomfortable when everyone was so curious about you, and I was one of them. Even you chose this place to be alone, avoiding your crazy busyness. But it turns out you met me, it must be uncomfortable. I don't know.... Maybe I was born like this, so curious about other people's business...." Juhyun smiled wryly but kept looking forward, Kyujong still did not turn his eyes to Juhyun

"Kyuhyun is my brother...." Said Kyujong after a long time of silence. And it certainly made Juhyun look at him. He was surprised, not because of that fact. Since he already knew it, he was surprised that Kyujong told him so honestly

"He doesn't want strangers to know our relationship, but....." Kyujong still hung up his words and smiled at Juhyun "You are no longer a stranger now...."

The statement made Juhyun even more surprised. What does "no longer a stranger now" mean"? Has he become something important to Kyujong now? A fella? A pal? Or lovers? Juhyun shook his head slowly

"Will you marry me Juhyun.sshi?"

"WHAT???????"

Juhyun covered his mouth with his hands as he unintentionally screeched, and without them knowing, Kyuhyun watched them from his place. He heard the cry of Juhyun, and found them sitting together looking at each other. Her lips smiled bitterly at that. And then his phone rings

"Miss...... Looks like I'm ready to go...... He found his happiness...." Said Kyuhyun receiving the incoming call.